lend me your teeth

The pain drips slowly

It’s flow is full

Thick as honey

Dropping slow

Don’t you know me

Can you see me now

I’ve nothing to do

But numb myself out

I feel it falling

All around

It’s growing cold

Will you buy me a beer

To help me walk through this gold

You’re gone

It’s all empty 

I’m devoid of sound

I can’t keep my focus

Losing interest too fast

Is this what ADHD is

Can I get some meds

Will it fix me

Can I fix me

Am I dead already

What’s better

What’s worse 

Feeling

Or being cursed

To be numb

Feel none

Not your fingers

Not your tongue

I’m hollow 

I walk

And can’t hear my footsteps

So I slump 

To the ground

Through this town

And that

And yours

But it’s mind

It’s my heart

I can’t separate your core

I wish you’d leave

Wish you hated me

Wish I’d done something wrong

But I really only wanted

To belong

To you

No one else

I cringe from their touch

But it’s almost more painful

To live without affection

Though I’ve lived worse

I hope you miss me

Think of me

Maybe you shed one damn tear

But I don’t bank on it

I’m too pessimistic

To hold my breath