loser lenapple

not in the mood for anything anymore

ignored school and people

stayed on the internet the entire time

parents and siblings don't even know i'm home

feel like cutting myself now

wonderful

i'm just

extremely done with everything

i'll be on skype if you really need me

oh wait lena, no one cares about you hah

goodbye

no one cares lena

no one cares lena okay

stop with the posts and keep it inside as always

idiot

i don't belong anywhere

i feel stupid for getting upset over this

i guess it's because i'm constantly being forgotten

i would assume that i would be used to it

it still hurts every time

i'm such a coward

but everything's been bothering me

i'm not in the mood for shit

then again if i don't stay on i'll just start cutting

sigh

wonderful

oh

hey

i'm afraid something may trigger me to do it again soon though

sigh

there goes my mood