cherryade2002

24y.o. uk he/him fka cherryade2002/swedishboyfriend all posts are queued (up to 2 weeks)

sorry i got schizophrenic at 2am again

actually i think my body/soul probably does exist on the romantic plane because a few people have had unrequited feelings for me since my last relationship ended but everyone i've had unrequited feelings for seems unaffected by my existence. and i'm definitely present on the sexual plane because of the people who molested me or verbalised intent to molest me. what i don't understand is why this is the capacity i exist in and not the one where i actually get to be in love

not to sound too much like an incel but i think im nonexistent on the romantic plane and although on the physical plane meet lots of people who seem to enjoy my company i appear to them fundamentally sexless and inherently undesirable