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you need to be tolerancemaxxing. you need to be smoking addy and popping weed. you need to be drinking coffee before you go to bed. no substance in the universe should be able to affect you. you need to be taking two breaths for the price of one just to oxygenate your blood because it's so tolerant to the stuff. you need to be impervious to chemicals. you need to be completely inert

(gets 0 notes on a post i made five seconds ago) sigh.... i see how it's.... (walks into the dark scary forest)

i think ultimately you do really have to kill that part of your brain that vividly imagines how you would redo parts of your life.

forced to say “it’s ok” instead of throwing a chair at them

don’t understand where people get the energy to be an active participant in their own lives. the days just happen to me for real

sundays rule number 1: DON'T THINK ABOUT YOUR LIFE

"what do you do in spare time" i yearn and i dream about a life where im loved and nothings ever wrong and it takes up all of my evenings and weekends doing that