adam

More than a week btw 👍

I don't know how much longer I can do this

I miss him

I want my husband

Give me a sign again

Still alive

Peter come back, kids kiss you. I miss you

Idk what to post anymore but just letting you know I haven't killed myself yet, even if I have no idea what's going on with Peter

Both Linds and Mark said they're looking for him and that they have reasons to believe that he's alive. So. That's good

Woke up I feel like shit

I wonder if I tell him to eat the cake samples if he's gonna explode

Lids said she can't drop by today but that she's gonna focus fully on looking for Peter so that's something. Maybe check who sent that he's not dead anon idk. I'm kinda clutching at any hope now tbh. Mark texted me that he's gonna come by and drop some groceries, maybe walk our dog. Idk why he cares, I was like. Shouldn't you be looking for him too? But he said as long as Lids is working on it, one day without him won't be a lost case or something. I really don't want him here but I'm happy doggo gonna get his walk. I feel like shit so going out doesn't feel like an option

I think he might be actually dead. I see no other option. He wouldn't just fucking leave me