leaving breadcrumbs

some days i just feel like we resent each other so much and that every single word and thought is some sort of micro aggression. im always in my head because i dont even know what to say. i think that this is really unhealthy behavior and i do not want to be this way anymore. its literally driving me crazy because im jot even sure if im doing it or not. like am i always just jabbing her for small shit. does small shit even bother me. where tf are all my emotions.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck alll the time

am i bipolar? why do i feel great and low in the same day. am i so obsessed with having things my way that i shape shift past events and hold grudges is it ok for us to just disagree on things? i need to count my blessings more then my sins and errors.

Isolation