kim briefly wonders if she should toy with him in her response, physically loading the shot gun with her answer that manifests as a sideways smirk that is turned in his direction but, when she finally meets his awaiting gaze, she is reminded how much of a game all of this already is. the lines that they had drawn in the sand have been largely disrupted in small measures. it keeps deniability at bay but they suffer for it, agonizing over a brush of their fingertips as they sit too comfortably on the couch. ❝ it was a good one. ❞
it is all she can say without pouring salt on the nature of the wound - as much as she would love to have the dream play out in real life rather than simply speaking about it.
❝ wasn’t embarrassing. ❞ it’s the only assurance she is willing to provide as she leans back against the sofa cushions, allowing the back of her head to rest there so that she is looking up at the ceiling and doing a poor job of hiding her wistful expression. ❝ are you staying over tonight ? ❞
the lack of detail invites jason's imagination to wander, and he lets it, but not for too long. he couldn't afford to go down the daydream rabbit hole, he wanted to enjoy all the time they had together without distraction. tomorrow her parents would be home, they'd go to school, and this little slice of heaven he'd gotten a taste of would become a dream itself.
❝ i was thinking about it, ❞ he glances over as he mirrors her posture, letting himself relax back before joining her in admiring the off-white landscape above them. ❝ if i haven't overstayed my welcome that is.❞ he knocks his knuckles lightly against hers and heaves a dramatic and long-suffering sigh. ❝ — you have to tell me more about this dream, ❞ he bites at the corner of his lip, grinning at the ceiling, ❝ what's a good one? ❞
there's a chance he's pushing his luck, but being this close to her had a habit of lessening his concern for anything but the two of them. resolve and self-restraint suddenly absent as tunnel vision narrowed his focus. ❝ were we studying? did i pass bio and get to take all the credit? ❞