Stories To Tell

Dang i was suppose to do something fun . But my bank account says i owe a butt ton of money so i have to man up and accepted the assignment in of having fun this weekend will not be fun.

Yea, that was me. Im really greatful i could of been a part of it. I wasnt expecting to be kissed like that. But im so greatful for it feels like forever. Ahhhhhh that was a good day. Its kinda odd too usually im so defensive when people come close but this time around i dont know... something change. I shouldnt put too much thought into it. But maybe lightning could strike twice.

Crossing thru thay tunnel kinda make me realized something. Its a two way connection.. then it all clicked in. It must work both ways in order to work. So i must keep finding these special tunnels till i find the right one that transmit a perfect balance signal. How would i know if its that kinda balance... i wont know to my body acts on its own once the signal gets strong enough. There is no real explanation to why.. all i can really say its just a feeling.

If its physical then it can be turned into a reality. A bridge that starts with touch. Thats the secret. When i start to feel to i can sense the rest of it. The longer the contact the stronger the senses develops. I wonder the same thing... who is it.

Why does it feel different this year. I feel so unease. Like it will be the year that i will go out of my way to start off with a greeting.

All this time i thought it was already a thing. Just to find out its now a thing. It was the main reason why i didnt act sooner. Hmmm though im glad the connection became something soild. I hope it continues to grow till it shines like the stars in the sky. Something i admire and kinda inspired to try something like that in the future. Lots of things tend to fly over my head making situations neutral in my mind. one of my many flaws.

I tried to imagine the same thing but all i could come up with were blank spaces. Not really sure why i couldnt come up with anything. I heard a friend of mine is getting married soon and im pretty excited to hear about that. Im glad she found her match. Hmmm i still wonder about it but i think its best to save it for the next life. Hopefully ill be able to remember it.

Doing a body detox is always rough on me. But i do it to make myself heathier. Its like spring cleaning for thw body and soul. It may suck at first but it get better with time. Usually i try to do it for a week every few months. I should do it every month but it takes a lot of me.

Its been awhilw since someone created a persona that fits my characteristics. Im super flatter but i always encourage them to not limit themselves to just one set of thinking, but combine all the styles theyve developed into one unique style. I think itll be interesting. Though its odd how one person can keep secrets without them knowing. I thought by now something would have been said but nope. Its like im talking to a different person. Ahh welll another secret to keep.

I dreamed i was standing in the middle of a while being surrounded by fog. It felt so peaceful and realxing.

I really hope i do get into Austrellia. With such a high pay rate i can use it to tavel to the other countries. I have yet to see. Like new zealand, singapore, taiwan, antartica, nepal the list keeps growing. A goal of mine is to travel via motorcycle from one country to another. I dont know how to ride one yet, but hopefully that will change soon.

Not sure how i became so restless. My mind feels so chaotic. Like a burst of thoughts are trying to come out.

Had a dream i was walking through a snow storm trying figure out where i was. I noted my hands were bind with chains while another chain was wrapped pulling me around by a figure i cant see. I spoted a chopping block