This is new to me, you were my first forever and my first goodbye.
I feel like I can't breathe, like something has been taken from my soul and I only have one last breath left, because I feel like I'm dying, because there's no more hunger, because I feel like something has been ripped from my chest, because I feel like I can't feel if it's not with you.
How can I forget you? If you're in the music, the food and in all the places we played together, you're there, I see you even in English, there won't be anyone to ask me what it means or correct me, how can I lie down in this bed where we slept hugging each other and we told each other the dreams that one day we would fulfill?
What do I do with all this love that I still have for you, how do I let it go, how do I fix myself?
How do I tell my mind, soul and heart that you won't come back, that you won't caress us anymore, that we won't hear your voice again and your scent won't return, I won't be hugging you on your birthdays anymore, we won't go out hand in hand to travel the world and I'll have to accept oblivion
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