LAYANMAI

For 30 days I will be doing a joe dispenza meditation and I will be documenting each day

Feel

to not care at all what they think

it feels good to shut off the part that judges so that my true creativity is allowed to flow

omg...I filmed this on photobooth 2 years ago i think..................

start walking

I love orangutans, chimpanzees, gorillas, and all primates. They’re beautiful. They’re one of us.

Stop taking responsibility for how you were raised. Just go to the things, the people, and the places who love you for who you are. Don’t change. Be appreciated.

You know what you want. Don’t try to hide from it or deny it. The anger, the pain, the guilt, and the sadness will always be there if you don’t go for it. You know it’s not the money. It’s the passion for life. You’ve tried over and over again going to 9-5 jobs, working 7-8 days straight. The money isn’t making you happy, Mai. You know where your heart is. Just love art, goddammit.  You love art, you love nature, you love math, you love having fun, you love people who love you. Don’t change yourself to fit the paradigm. You were never on that frequency. Bring your world here.

I don’t think it’s my fault I like what I like. I enjoy painting, listening to music, and wearing clothes that make me feel like a 10. Is it really my fault for liking what I like? Having fun is not a waste of time, Mai. Enjoy your life.

I learned about permission slips the other day. If smoking a good broccoli is what it takes to talk to those who have crossed the bridge then smoking a good broccoli is what it takes.