thought daughter >:3

I have no clue how this species of butterfly is called in English, but I was so happy to see it in front of my window ^-^ Eco diversity is so cool and magical, seeing new species daily feels so rewarding after suffering the terrors of hypercapitalist world.

Also, loved the way my bf put the little flower I picked up on our walk in my braid!

Lately I've been watching and re-watching movies and I have considered writing reviews and analysis but we'll see!

xoxo thought daughter

Saw some beautiful butterflies in the backyard today and I had to share! I love having lavander in my backyard because it attracts so many bees and butterflies and it's so lovely <3

Also tried a macaron with lavander today and it was amazing, I really loved the texture and it was tasty! No picture for that unfortunately because they got squished in my bag :c

Also side note: why are butterflies called like that in english? It reminds of the bzz bzz shit loving fly and they have nothing incommon with actual butterflies, so that's weird. Beautifly is actually a more fitting name for a butterfly, Pokemon cooked with that one.

xoxo thought daughter

Internet has been feeling a bit stale and boring for me lately. I've realized all the apps I use on the daily have some kind of negative effect on me. Instagram is full of fabricated stories people are trying to convey through their posts and somehow those posts make me feel inadequate and like a failure. Like a failure for not having a certain body type or weight or because I still haven't reached certain achievements in my life. Reddit is full of opinions of smart-ass-know-it-all type people and they're exhausting to read. Tiktok is straight up frying my brain with short term content. I had trouble picking youtube videos to watch recently because nothing seems interesting enough.

Naturally, if I don't like spending time on certain apps, I just won't use them, but where will I doomscroll then? How will I procrastinate? And miss me with the "just stop using your phone and do something else". I am like all the others 20 something year olds and I'm addicted to my phone and I'm not in the right mind space to change that yet.

And so, my friend had a teriffic idea that I should start using Tumblr and here we are! I had ideas in the past to start using Tumblr again (since I used it last time in middle school) and using it as sort of a diary and post pictures that I took but never posted anywhere. This blog will be dedicated to my everyday life and thoughts that have throught the day. I'm not sure if anyone will read any of my posts, but nevertheless I hope you'll enjoy it here :)