the chariot𓃗

Hi friends!

Thank you so much for the interest and love for my blog! I never really thought it would take off like this haha. Now that things have settled a little bit, I have a few rules going forward.

No Private Readings

I am only accepting private readings for those who need urgent guidance or help on a matter they would rather not make public. I decided to run this blog to help, so please reach out to me if needing guidance! However, I wouldn't have a blog if every question was private! If you have any questions on whether your question applies, please reach out, I really would love to help. :)

Include initials, names, nicknames, or usernames

Initials work just fine, but when asking questions, it helps me visualize the question and the cards when I have a name. Basically putting a face to the name, haha.

If you want to ask multiple questions, they must be about the same topic. If you want to ask about things pertaining to multiple topics such as about your career, love, and general advice, please send in separate asks!

I have a hard time focusing when there is a ton of information I am trying to pull for. So for the sake of clarity and time, please ask for guidance for one subject per ask. If you want to ask multiple questions regarding, let's say, your relationship, that's absolutely fine! I can focus easily on the energy of your relationship rather than your love life and multiple other things occurring in your life.

I do not answer questions related to money, finances, or gambling.

I do not feel comfortable pulling cards and offering advice for something so important, especially in this economy, haha.

Feedback is greatly appreciated!!!

Of course, this is not required. However, it really does help me grow as a reader when I know if a reading resonated or did not resonate with you!

These are the rules that I have so far. They will likely change in the future as I gain more experience in tarot reading. I would like to thank everyone again for the interest in my blog! I have really enjoyed my time reading for the people on this website, and everybody has truly been a joy to talk to. ♡

With warmth,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

ahhh hi Virgo!!! I’m so sorry it took so long for me to respond to your ask :,)). Seeing your name put such a big smile on my face!!!

I absolutely need that bag like ASAP haha! I will be heading to my closest TJ maxx soon. And I hope you had the best weekend. :))

It was so great hearing from you- and if you see anymore tarot merch, send it my way!!! (I’m also contemplating getting a tarot tattoo hahaaa)

With warmth,

Hi Brief,

Thank you so much for your feedback! I am wishing you the best on your journey! Please know I am always here to offer guidance. ♡♡

With love,

Im lily

Hi Lily,

Thank you so much for your question! Let me see if I can clear up any of this confusion for you. :)

♡ Cards I Pulled ♡

7 of cups (you) - king of swords reversed (energy between) - 7 of pentacles reversed (rob)

Yeah, so the first thing I'm picking up is that y'all are not on the same wavelength. there is some disconnection. You came across as the 7 of cups which is known as the "wish card." This card can be linked to manifestation or about choices, but sitting in your energy I think it is alluding more to the idea of wishful thinking and daydreaming. I think you like rob and are entertaining the idea of him in your head. What I wanted to ask you is: do you really know rob? or have you made a version of him in your head? I sense that you might be like 3 steps ahead of where you want to be rather than where you are in right now in reality. I guess I really want to ask you what you really like about rob, and when naming these things, are these traits he has consistently exhibited to you, y'know not just like he's done one kind thing for you, or traits of how he SEEMS to be. I'm saying this because I think you are entertaining the rob in your head and not the actual rob.

Rob is represented by the 7 of pentacles, which is about NOT putting in the work. It's essentially about laziness, procrastination, or low effort... So, yeah, the mixed signals make sense here. The energy I am picking up on is like "one foot out of the door." He's definitely not fully committed and is just poking around for his options. Truthfully, I think is borderline playing with you. And I mean this in the kindest and most empathetic way possible. I just don't see these actions coming from a genuine place. I actually think he's doing it for the attention more than anything to be completely honest with you. Now, he could have a crush on you, but this is not reading as a "I really like this person and want to date them" type of crush more than just a physical attraction, if anything, but he's doing these things to make himself feel better I think.

Before getting into the last card, I did want to make a minor note on the symbolize of 7's since both you and rob were represented by them. One meaning from 7's is about experience such as applying past experiences to present day problems. Another meaning is about reflection. Essentially, just taking a brief pause to look at where you are and where you are looking to go. In this way, 7's have an energy of contemplation and experience which can be harnessed to benefit our future. I think this is relevant in your ask, as I have described above in contemplating if you really like this guy, for rob, i would ask him why he feels the need to behave in this manner.

Lastly, I pulled the king of swords reversed for the energy between and it makes sense. I actually really hate this card because it can hint towards abusive people or relationships. Another interpretation is that there could be a selfish individual showing up in the spread (hint: look back at the 7 of pentacles). Another interpretation is that the spread is trying to indicate that you have lower standards in relationships and need to re evaluate them (hint: look at 7 of cups).

In all, truthfully- and i have said this very little times. Just based off these cards or even if you were a friend telling me about this guy, I would really suggest that you don't interact with them anymore. Truthfully, this was not a spread that you would want to get for a potential love reading. I really sense that you need to do some inner reflection before deciding to get into a relationship and rob is DEFINITELY not the guy for you.

I am wishing you the absolute best. Please let me know if this resonated with you! I am always here to offer guidance, please stop by every once in a while. :)

With care,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

p.s. I am out of p.s.'s for now, haha.

Dear Hauntedelevators,

Love the name by the way, haha. I'm happy to do this reading right before your tribunal! To be honest, I don't know what a tribunal is and when I googled it, I was still confused, haha. I wish you the best of luck! Let me see what the cards are saying~

♡ Cards I Pulled ♡

5 of pentacles reversed - king of pentacles - the world reversed

So, the 5 of pentacles reversed is a really hopeful card for you. In the downright position, this card is about overcoming adversity, positive changes, and recovery after loss. Essentially, its about reaching the end of the tunnel. In this way, I can see how this card is about how you failed your last tribunal and with that journey, allowed yourself a much better opportunity with this tribunal that is happening in a few days. Thus, this card is definitely pointing towards a favorable outcome!

I also pulled the king of pentacles, which I think is related to how you are going to present yourself in the tribunal. Again, I really don't know what a tribunal is but I think this card is relating to how you are going to hold yourself during it. Idk if you are going to be presenting something or could be in how you hold yourself in conversation with others. I think people are going to see you as competent for sure and reliable. A broader representation of this card is that it is linked to abundance, success, and prosperity.... just saying!!!! Something that is coming through with both of these cards is that you have definitely but in the work with this upcoming tribunal. With the 5 of pentacles is about the hard work that allows you to see the light at the end of the tunnel. With the king of pentacles, his success and prosperity is all due to his hard work. You should be proud of yourself.

Lastly, I pulled the world reversed. This is a really interesting card which I don't pull that often, so I am always so happy to see it. I found this card really odd in this spread because the two previous card allude to a feeling of fulfillment or achievement, right? However, this card is speaking the opposite. This card represents a lack of closure or incompleteness. I am almost sensing that once this tribunal is over, even when you pass, you are still going to feel a level of dissatisfaction It's almost like you are looking for the next thing to do or focusing on the negative things that could happen in the tribunal- maybe criticizing your performance or things you said in conversation. Don't do that. Live in the moment and embrace the positive. This could also be a feeling of being anticlimactic like- this is it? this is what it feels like to pass? I also wanted to ask: is this tribunal something you truly wanted? or were there societal pressures? I am asking this because the world reversed hints that at nearly completion, there are a few critical pieces missing to achieve true fulfillment. It could be about realigning your goals that reflect your authenticity better or realigning goals that are more challenging for you to achieve. Lastly, I wanted to share something that popped into my head when I had first seen the world. My first thought when I saw this card was that something unexpected might happen during it that might catch you off guard, it doesn't have to be necessarily negative though.

In all, I think the cards are very positive for you, however, I don't think you will feel as satisfied with your success as you might've thought. Please let me know how it goes! I would love to hear the great news!! ♡

With care,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

p.s. i would have a better p.s., normally, but i am tired from work. i folded like 500 shirts today lollll

I hope you are doing well, if you free tarot card readings still open id love a read 📚

My name is Jenny, I am a taurus and recently ive been in a very stagnant state in my life,unsure where to go. What do the cards want to tell me right now?

Thanks a lot in advance

Hi Jenny,

Thank you so much for your ask! I am really empathetic to your situation as I'm kinda going through something similar at the moment. Let me pull some cards, and let's see how I can help! I also wanted to say sorry because I meant to get this reading to you like a week ago! I had started it during a work shift and couldn't finish by closing, so its been in my drafts! So sorry about that!!

♡ Cards I Pulled ♡

justice reversed - 9 of swords - 10 of wands

aww these cards make me so sad for you! So beginning with justice reversed, this card is associated with themes of unfairness, dishonesty, or injustice. This card can be a little tricky to pin down because it can allude to a few things. 1) this can be about a negative situation you are experiencing with someone else that is feeding this stagnation you are in. Another interpretation is this: 2) that you are living in denial. you are avoiding accountability of what lead you down this path of stagnation, inhibiting you from moving into the future. Once you can fully acknowledge why you are stagnate, you will be able to change your behavior and become motivated to look towards the future. I do want to circle back to the first point though. This was the first thing that strangely came into my mind when seeing this card, so I can't help but think it is relevant to your scenario. Do you have someone putting you down a little bit right now? Maybe you are in denial about that, or making excuses for their behavior. Idk but I did want to mention it. With that being said, I have a feeling that you might relate to both scenarios.

With 9 of swords reversed, I really hate pulling this card lol. To me, it wholly represents mental anguish. It's like the man depicted in the artwork is experiencing a nightmare or severely tormented. The negative emotions represented by this card can be about anxiety, despair, or a breaking point. This tells me that this is more than about a stagnation, there is some fear linked to this immobility. What is stopping you from taking the next steps? Are you afraid that you won't succeed? Are you afraid of the unknownness of the future? Addressing this fear is going to be key to initiating movement in your life. I also can't help but think that this card is heavily linked to justice reversed. It's almost like on the outside you are acting like everything is fine but on the idea you are suffering and panicking. Especially with the 9 of swords reversed, this is very much an internalized card. With that being said, these negative emotions that I am sensing are probably from the disconnect between your spirit/mind and what you are projecting in the world. Of course if you act like everything is perfect, when in fact you don't think they are perfect, you are going to bottle up all that negative emotion!! I feel like you need to hear this: It's okay when everything is not okay. Yeah, I know that sounds very contradictory, but its true because that is life. In my opinion, the only bad move you can make in life is to stop moving. Life is all about experiences and making mistakes, so when you don't allow these opportunities, you are robbing yourself of these essential factors of life. Life is supposed to be imperfect and messy- embrace it! Once you stop moving- you stop living. that is my sole piece of advice for you. :)

Lastly, I pulled the 10 of wands, which is a really perfect card for you. This card is all about carrying a burden. The burden can be about the fear of the unknown or just simply taking the first step. I sense that you have an idea of what you want to do to get yourself out of this stagnation but lack the motivation or courage to take the first step. However, the first step does not have to be a huge, grand gesture! This could simply be getting on indeed and looking at jobs in that field or researching more about a professional avenue that interest you. It's just a tiny push that will allow you to gain momentum into something bigger. In doing so, this burden that you are carrying will progressively become lighter and lighter.

I hope that this reading is helpful to you. :) Please let me know if anything resonated! I am wishing you the absolute best- you got this!

With warmth,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

p.s. got told im working almost everyday in june- please help

I want to know why AL approached me. What are her true intentions? Should i do what she is asking me to do?

Hi Light!

It's so great to connect with you again! I'm sorry that it took me so long to get to your ask! Let's go ahead and get into the reading.

♡ Cards I Pulled ♡

10 of swords - 8 of wands reversed - ace of cups reversed

Okay so the first thing that I sense when I tapped into AL's energy is that they are not in a good headspace right now. There is definitely something unraveling in there life right now that is making them hit a real low. I sense that they are very in their emotions right now, like pretty emotional. So with the 10 of swords, the energy encompassing this card is "hitting rock bottom." There is a level of mental anguish associated with this card. There are also feelings of total exhaustion and even betrayal with this card. I pulled the 8 of wands reversed which is about losing momentum, essentially. But there is also a theme of chaos, being unprepared, or even slowness and waiting. I really want to say that this card is representing something in A.L.'s environment. For instance, they could be distracted by a lot of things in their environment which is making them lose focus on themselves and their goals. The opposite could be said in which there are factors, external stimuli, that is actually slowing down their growth. The first example that came to my mind was waiting for a college or job acceptance that will allow them further planning in their life. Just putting it out there because that came very clear to my mind- idk if that is relevant to A.L.

Just from these two cards though, I get a sense that they are in the "middle of the storm" right now. I think they are lacking clarity. either focused too much on their own pain or fixating to hard in the factors of their environment. Lastly, I pulled the ace of cups reversed which is about the "glass being half empty" and I mean that literally based on the artwork. This card also confirms the pain that they have been experiencing.

So, now, how do the cards relate to your questions? So, I am not getting any nefarious energy from this person. Rather, I am sensing someone who is in a lot of pain. As far as why she approached you and what her true intentions are, all I can say is that they are emotionally motivated. It could be revisiting the past, maybe you bring a certain level of comfort to them, maybe they trust you. As far as if you should do what she is asking you to do.... i think i would caution against it, honestly. Again, I'm not sensing anything nefarious per se, but i personally wouldn't really trust this person to be making decisions right now. definitely very emotional and in their feels- not seeing things clearly. Well, i don't know what exactly she wants you to do, but again I would put some thought into it because A.L. does not have a clear mind. I also sense that whatever she is asking you to do, she does not have the foresight into why she asked you. I sense she almost asked you just to ask you? It's kinda like her mouth spoke before she could really think about what she was saying. Yeah, this is kinda odd, but whatever she asked you doesn't seem very important. Idk the longer i stay tapped into their energy, the more numb i feel. it's very gloomy. I would keep an eye on this person. So, even if the ask was important, or seemed important, idk if A.L. understood the gravity of what she was asking.

I wish I could give this person a hug. BUT i did want to warn you about one thing I am sensing here. I feel very tired when tapping into this energy. Are they an overly emotional or maybe just an emotional person? I almost get the sense of a "energy vampire" with this person, idk lol. Sorry I don't want to come across as disrespectful to this person because I am very empathetic to their struggles that I can clearly sense in their energy. However, I am sensing that if you let this person in, they might just take take and take from you. It's like you will be putting a lot of energy into this person and its never enough to calm them down. Maybe they are really needy or something, idk. But if this was a friend of mine, I would have minimal contact with them.

Please let me know if any of this resonated for you! Definitely share some positivity with this person because I think they are in some need of it. :) It is always great chatting with you!!

With love,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

p.s. i am almost done with animal kingdom ahhhhh

So I've been like quite confused about how I always talk to everyone so enthusitically and they never seem to really get me or reply as that or i become so attached cuz ive never been feeled secure to share something and it feels so weirdly distant ughh... like idk how to communicate well or I've always try to mix up with my own cousin sister but they never seem to reply as much as I try to. Like every person i met in people is like that ... which feels kinda frustrating as a neurodivergent ughh

Like instead of her ... my older cousins who are in their 20s and 25s gets with me more... like they listen to me but yeah I m always amused of this instead of just listening to my problem they would somewhere give me kinda help me for that ... idk they listen to it... but idk why people are so in their own ? Meanwhile I try to make friends but either they aren't interested to talk or they are just off gut for me which creates problem😭

its so frustrating and weird as i easily get stressed the f outta me!?! None talks well and when i try to talk then many of my old friends said that are you mad or what? " why are you being like that?" GURLL ( I used to be so social and bubbly in my childhood so i try to use my charm there hehe ) and when i try to socialite it feels Hella weird of these comments and when I mind my own business it's like those weird psychological comments that made me question my life fr😭

( i used to get emotional manulpated alot by my own bullies and then being an empath too listening to thier dramas but i cant react then fr) its like im done being a trying to stand up in crowd now when I have nothing in special.... then people be like idgaf when its about me I problem.

Honestly so dramatical and then i just being so zoned out and they be like why are you like this? Honestly I cant handle that much and try to avoid those judging people that were used to judge the hell outta me! And those people whom I genuinely feel is happy for me isn't available or just i cant talk .. i get with them cuz we share same traumas ugh and we understand each other but those who were good are just distant or just in thier own life.... GURL PLS HELP ME IM JUST SO CONFUSED RN😭👀 can you just pull out and 4 or 5 card spread? Cuz for me i need a reset about my life idk what's happening to my own life🙃(sorry for big paragraphs i just tried to express but just said too much fr !) Hopefully you'll reply ❤️😭

Dear Brief,

Sorry to hear about your troubles!! Also, I'm sorry this took so long to respond too, haha. Please know that you were in my thoughts, but I needed some time to work through an energy block I was experiencing + graduation! Okay, let's get into the good stuff. I don't pull 4 or 5 cards because I think those are too many for me to read, personally, so I will go ahead and do my normal 3 cards. :)

♡ Cards I Pulled ♡

6 of swords reversed - death reversed - the world

Hmm.. okay I still feel a similar energy here as I did the last time I tapped into your energy. I think the last time I read for you, it felt more like an "off" or "in-between" type of energy. However, now things feel more cemented, like you kind of have surrendered to this negative energy in some way. There is definitely a sense of stagnation i your energy, like you are not allowing yourself to move forward with something- could be forgiving someone, finding acceptance, or healing. Things of that nature. The 6 of swords reversed is about being stuck in the past or running away from your issues. To best explain the energy of this card, let me explain its meaning in the upright position. When upright, the 6 of swords is about moving on, making the rational decision that allows you to head for a brighter future. You can be sad about what you are leaving behind, but what's key to this card is that you are allowing logic to dictate actions, which ultimately allows clarity in seeing the brighter future ahead rather than the warm, comfort of the past. Now, in the reverse, this card represents the opposite. It's about staying unmoving in the comfort of the past and lacking the clarity to take your head out of the past and look into the future. This card explains the stagnation I have been sensing in your energy, and the death card reversed explains it as well.

The death card reversed actually made me sad for you when I pulled it. :( This is a very powerful card in the deck, and means transformation and renewal in its upright position, however, in the reversed, it is about resisting or fear of change, repeating negative cycles, and stagnation. I think this card definitely speaks to this solidified, i guess you could say, "negative" energy I am sensing in you. I think it is an energy of depression or anxiety. If I could give you advice just based off this card, you need movement in your life/ energy. This could literally just be to start "moving": make a decision about something in your life or find clarity about a situation. It could also be about moving in another direction than you are moving in right now. An example of moving in another direction would be like correcting past behavior, handling a situation better than you have in the past, essentially, a level of reflection that allows more positive energy in your life by behaving in a positive way. Basically, find a way to stop this cycle of negative energy and allow positivity in. This could also be manifested in ways of doing things that make you happy more often, smile and laugh more, do something nice for a stranger- things in this regard.

Lastly, I pulled the world which is truly such a beautiful card for you! The world is essentially about harmony, fulfillment, and achievement. This tells me that once you are able to get out of this funky energy that I am sensing from you, things will be so much better. I know I am focusing a lot on movement, but it is coming through a lot in these cards. For example, the 6 of swords artwork is literally a cloaked woman on a boat heading towards different lands, and the energy of the death card has an undeniable sense of momentum (in the upright position).

I know that some of this might have be conveyed in a somewhat abstract sense, so let me try to clearly describe the advice I am seeing for you. I think you need to make changes in your life that will help you feel better and make you more happier. The death card reversed tells me that you might be stuck in negative behavior or patterns, and this could also be indicative of negative people, such as allowing negative people to be in your energy. I think the 6 of swords says it best. To be able to move forward to a brighter future, you must acquire a level of clarity that allows you to unveil your eyes to see how your current situation is no longer benefiting you, allowing you the opportunity to leave behind the past and head towards the future. To make these changes though, you need a level of self-awareness and knowledge of yourself to be able to implement these changes. I would invite you to be open to yourself and ask the hard questions of: "why have I been feeling down lately?" "what would make me feel more happier everyday?" "what are somethings I truly desire?" "How could I make those desires a reality?" In answering these questions- and questions like these- I think you will have more clarity and essentially almost like a guidebook that can help you in implementing these changes in your life.

Brief, my dear friend, I am truly wishing you the best of luck on your journey. The world card makes me feel very hopeful for you. You just have to put in the work! Please know that I am right here next to you as you partake on your journey, so please stop by anytime if needing anything. :)

With love,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

p.s. i should be cleaning my apartment, but I'm reading tarot instead.

the first one is: how does my specific person perceive me now after we stopped talking?

and the second one is: what message does he want to tell me, but is afraid to admit?

thank you so much for your insight and i can’t wait to hear from you!💌

Dear Virgo,

It's so great to hear from you!! It's always a joy to connect with you. :)) Let me go ahead and pull some cards and see what the cards are trying to tell you.

♡ Cards I Pulled ♡

1st question:

2 of pentacles - 6 of pentacles reversed - ace of swords reversed

2nd question:

6 of wands - king of cups reversed - the star reversed

So, this reading is actually quite interesting lol. I feel like I am getting a lot of messages coming through. Now, I don't think you ever told me why the two of you broke up or just stopped talking, but I might have a few ideas with the first question. First, I pulled the 2 of pentacles which is all about balance and adaptability. This tells me that he thinks you are definitely a reliable person; he trusts you. Now, I was confused by the 6 of pentacles reversed because its kinda the opposite of the 2 of pentacles but I think I understand now. Typically, in the upright position, this card represents charity and generosity. With the 2 of pentacles next to it, I feel like there might've been some type of power imbalance in your relationship? maybe you or him were doing more of the heavy lifting?- or at the very least someone felt that way. If not that, then I would interpret the 6 of pentacles reversed as someone who is doing charity or being generous for their own benefit, and not for the other person. It's basically doing something nice for someone else because you think you will get something out of it, so kinda like an inauthentic generosity. Lastly, the ace of swords reversed indicated some type of miscommunication. Maybe you and him did not communicate the best. This card can also be about clashing perspectives as well. The thing with these cards though, although not the most positive, I don't see him seeing these in a strictly negative light... its just more so awareness. It's not like he's talking shit about you to other people lol its more of a reflection about your relationship. It's like he is aware of where you both failed and wants to try again. Another way to look at this is that he is aware of your faults and still loves you anyway. Well, "love" may be strong, but I do feel a warmness for you when I am in his energy. Yeah, I definitely feel a level of reflection with him in his energy. It's not like he's reminiscing on past times per se, it feels more constructive than that. He definitely misses you and thinks about you. I think he is being reflective about his romantic life in some way.

For your second question, yeah he definitely wants to try again lol. the 6 of wands is known as the victory card, so it makes me think that he wants to reach out and try again, especially with the horse and rider on this card, as this indicates movement in some way. It's like he wants to take all this reflection that he has been doing and use it to make your relationship work again. Next, I pulled the king of cups reversed, which I found quite odd at first. This card typically indicates overwhelming emotion, but I truly think he doesn't know what to do with all these feelings he has for you lol. It's almost like he's scared to want this or he is uneasy about the idea of it not working out again. Maybe he is someone who is typically in control of his emotions, and he doesn't know how to rein them back in when it comes to you. Lastly, I pulled the star reversed which kinda makes sense for him. The star reversed is basically hopelessness or losing guidance, essentially. I think the message I can put together from these three cards is that he wants to tell you that he really wants to try again, but he doesn't know how to go about it. It's almost like he's in his feels right now, and is unable to think straight to actually to get this to happen. You might need to help him out here. Maybe he feels like he can't reach out first, since he was the one who cut things off first.

I will say that I feel like I got a lot of information coming through for this reading. I think that tells me that you both have been thinking about each other, because honestly, a lot of people I read for seem more one-sided. I think your chances with this guy are good, as in reconnecting. I can't really say if he is going to be the one to reach out first, but if you decide to do it, I think he will be receptive of your energy. This definitely read more like an actual relationship, not being stuck in an idealistic world, but seemed realistic in its perspective. I wish you the best of luck with this prospect, I think the energy is good around this connection.

With warmth,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

p.s. i got a new citrine bracelet the other day, its the cutest thing ever!!

Also my sun mahadasha will good or bad???? cause in d1 and d9 both are in enemy sign and debilitated

Hi anon!

I actually only know the basic in astrology so I can't really help you out here!! I did ask my twin sister, who is better knowledgable in it, and said that you were using a special or specific (?) charting system that she is unfamiliar with. I'm sure there is someone that can help you with this ask on tumblr! I'm sorry i can't be helpful here, but thank you for stopping by my blog! Let me know if you have a tarot question you would like to be answered. :)

With care,

And please don't ever downplay your perspective just because you haven't been in a relationship honestly?? Some of the most beautiful and clear-eyed things ever said about love have come from people who haven't been in one yet. You're not inexperienced, we can learn in books ❤️ Trust and loyalty being MORE important than love is actually such a mature take and I completely agree. You're going to be such an incredible partner to someone one day, just saying 🥺

And YES to more philosophy conversations please, I'm sagittarius sun and rising so philosophy is part of me, so cocktail optional but encouraged 🫗✨ I would genuinely love that! Thank you for making MY day with this message, it was such a joy 🤍♥️

Hi mardentro,

thank you so so much for your kind words!! why did they make me want to cry??? oh my gosh. Sag friends are always welcomed on this blog, which is coming from this little sheltered cancer crab. ♡♡

And, yes, we can absolutely learn from books!! How did you think my dream man was formed?? Haha! Please stop by anytime, seeing your messages always put a smile on my face. :)

With love,

So, I (Rutuja C) have a crush his initials are A.P, and I’ve had a crush on him for almost two years, i texted him last year and he did reply, but the conversation felt dry so I literally only liked his last message and left the convo 😭, but now my crush is resurfacing and I followed him again on Instagram, and he followed me back. The problem is, he seems #woke from his stories, they are all well meaning and very political (the reason I started liking him) but last year I asked our mutual friend about him (S. D) ( she also used to have a crush on him, she told me) and she said I deserve better, he broke off things with someone cause of “class issues” and and Im so confuseddd, he’s never shown any “classist” attitude, all other people he knows thinks he’s a really good guy. Idk what to do? I like him, and he followed me back everytime I followed him, which is twice lol.

Give me some insight, does he like me? Or notice me? Could something happen between us? Was he dry through text cause he’s nervous or he’s not interested..? Is the mutual friend lying?

Sorry for such a big ask!!

Thank you very much!!!

Hi Rutuja,

I only have two things to say regarding your situation that are non-tarot related. 1) you should always match someone’s energy. Never give more than you give back, this is how you protect your energy. Also, always believe that someone’s actions are reflecting their thoughts and emotions, if they are misaligned that is not your issue to solve but theirs. 2) you should only form your opinion of others based on your own interactions with that person. Idk I think that’s how people get misunderstood. It’s because people trust word of mouth so often and for too long, kinda like telephone where at the end of the line, the end message typically never matches the beginning message. In this way, I think it is always better to give people the benefit of the doubt until you know for certain with your own eyes by interacting with them. Okay, onto the cards!

♡ Cards I Pulled ♡

8 of swords reversed (you) - 3 of pentacles (energy between) - 5 of pentacles reversed (A.P)

This was an oddly positive pull compared to what I was expecting lol. You are represented by the 8 of swords reversed. This card represents the opposite of what is depicted by the artwork, which is a woman tied and blindfolded, with blood drenching her clothes. Typically, in the upright position, this conveys ideas of being trapped or powerless, however, in the reversed, it is the opposite. So, this card is telling me that you feel some type of empowerment, possibly facing fears. This card also has a theme of being a survivor. I was surprised by this card because of the guidance you are seeking in your question, I feel like you lack a level of clarity that would lead to this level of empowerment. However, it has been a couple weeks since you have submitted this ask, so I wonder if you have reached a level of clarity on your own. I say this because there is a level of maturity that comes with this card. It's like after struggling for so long, you are able to remove the blindfold and see the steps you need to take in order to promote your own growth. Relating back to A.P., I sense that you might have come to your own revelations about these questions yourself. Overall with this card, I sense that you might have had some revelation regarding A.P., or have come to some realization about an action you may need to take with him. This could be positive or negative. For instance, you might realize you have genuine feelings for him and decide to pursue him more consistently, or it could be the opposite where you feel his feelings aren't mutual and you have decided to move on. I sense something of this nature, not these exact instances. Also, I am not sure if you are fully conscious of this awareness that I see yet, if not, its definitely somewhere in your subconscious waiting for your permission to be fully manifested in your consciousness. I can definitely see it there though.

Next, A.P. is represented by the 5 of pentacles reversed. This card is about overcoming adversity and positive changes. Kind of similar to your card, in some sense, in which A.P. is also transforming from a place of negative energy to positive- though in a different sense. Contrasting your card, which I sense was more in the source of a revelation, A.P. seems to be more of a physical transformation. Hmm.. I sense that he was experiencing some personal trouble with his personal life, I see something more physical like, environment-wise, rather than something more rooted in emotion such as struggling with social life. However, it could be something with his home life. I just see him being kicked by multiple different factors in his environment. You would know more than me, but I think he is moving past this and is on the rise. Relating to love, I think romantically he might be more open to it than he has in a while, but I can't say he is completely OPEN to it.

One thing I wanted to say regarding both of your energies is that they are kind of coming across the same. I actually feel like the two of y'all are kind of similar. I sense that the both of y'all are very sharp people, like very smart. Maybe witty, maybe very book smart. But I sense this mutual, idk what to call it but like mutual wavelength? It's almost like a mutual understanding. You know the saying "game recognizing game"? I'm kind of getting those vibes here, lol. I think I sense him being a little more sharper than you but I see you being more... perspective? Like you are able to take in more, internalize it and understand it. That trait will serve you well in life.

Before I interpret the energy between y'all there is something that is coming up in this reading and the reading I tried to do for you the other day. I get a strong business or job energy between the two of y'all. This may sound odd but I get more of a business vibe from this dynamic, haha. Like maybe you should not be romantic partners but something more professional. Could relate to school work as well. Idk how to really describe it but it could be the sharpness I am picking up on. Also... are you competitive with this person? If not, I really do feel like you each have eyes on each other even if the other person doesn't realize it. Now, for the energy between I pulled the 3 of pentacles... which is known as the job card, haha. This card is about teamwork, collaboration, shared goals: things of that nature. The funny thing is, I don't know if I can see him being a complete team player yet, as in being emotionally invested. I do sense that he is a social person, probably has a lot of friends, or is at least on good social footing. However, I don't know if he completely internalizes those relationships... Relating to your dynamic, I think that good communication is possible (though I know that kind of goes against what you were saying above) but I see it more in the intellectual sense. I think if you were to have good conversations with this person, it would be very intellectually stimulating.

I'm sorry to say it, but I think the one thing that was really confusing me when I tried to read for this question in the past was that it's odd how I really feel like no romantic energy at all. I think this reading really solidified that what I am picking up on is not romantic but really like this "game recognizing game" type of thing lol. I think there is definitely mutual respect here. He definitely sees you as someone smart and capable and I think you do for him as well. Another thing I am picking up on this guy is that he is definitely logical, maybe bordering on snob... like a little bit? I am trying to be as respectful as possible, but I can't really think of another word. I wouldn't say smart-ass, but there is an energy of trying to take an intellectual higher ground with this guy. Best way I could describe it is using this classmate I knew from college. They were like WICKED smart and fun to talk too. However, I have this one vivid memory of talking with them and a few other classmates, two who LOVED Taylor Swift, and they were talking about how excited they were for her new album. This classmate proceeds to talk about how Taylor Swift is a white supremacist, maybe even called her a nazi-supporter. They were pulling out the receipts and everything. This obviously really upsetting for my classmates who liked Taylor Swift. Now I want to say that I am NOT calling Taylor Swift these things- I literally know nothing about her besides her music. If you agree with this statement: great. If you disagree: great. The point I am making is, did they really have to say these things about Taylor Swift? I don't think they went harm by this, truly, I think they were just trying to spread "awareness" about this issue, but it was obviously very upsetting to some people. That's what I am trying to get at with this guy here that you like. It's like they will always take the intellectual higher ground, instead of letting people talk about what they love and what are passionate about. Sorry for the long story for the short explanation, haha.

In all, yeah, I am not getting a whole lot of romantic energy here. This makes me want to ask you this: do you really like this guy? Or does he just have some qualities that you like? It's like, yeah, you can think someone is attractive but not have a crush on them. Similarly, you can like that someone shares your political beliefs, but does that mean you like them? I would say that similar political beliefs are like the bare minimal- just putting that out there.

I'm very curious if any of this resonated for you. Thank you so much for your patience with your reading, I know it took me a few days and then some, haha. Please let me know if you have any questions!!

With warmth,

Laurendoestarot𓃗

P.S. NewJeans is helping me get into my tarot grind.

I feel like I’m gathering geminis like Pokémon on this blog lmfaooooo

Hi anon,

Yes, my free readings are open! Thanks for asking. :)

With care,

Oh my my you remind me of my childhood best friend who was a major 3, basically triple threat Gemini (rising, sun, and moon). Perhaps I really am the Gemini magnet??

But anyways I smell trouble with you (you little Gemini troublemakers haha) always gotta keep one eye open with y’all. 👁️👄👁️

Some unrelated tarot news, I got my grad nails done so I wanted to let y’all know that a baddie is handing out these readings to y’all!!

Also I graduate tomorrow, ahh!!!

Pretty surreal but exciting, but I will return to our regular tarot business soon. :)

All the best,

Hi (ᵃᵖᵖᵃʳᵉⁿᵗˡʸ ᵍᵉᵐᶦⁿᶦ) friends,

So, I don't know if I am a gemini magnet or something, but I feel like every single one of y'all that are in my ask box are all geminis lollll

ALSO, I am working to spit out a ton of readings in the next few days andddd get ready because I am planning a 100-follower event that will be happening next week!!!

With love,

Laurendoestarot𓃗