-AND I CANNOT GET YOU OUT.

I miss you

I miss you, not in the romantic way anymore, but as a friend. I miss having someone to talk to about everything and anything cause to be honest finding people who just match with my vibe and energy is rare. It’s also difficult to meet individuals whom I connect with deeply so when I met you I wanted you to be my friend- we know what happened- and still, I want you to be my friend. I just don’t know if you want the friendship that I do or that I prefer. I’ve already seen you as a true friend/wanna treat you like an older brother that’s why I call u bro and I don’t see you as my ex any longer so I thought our friendship could be like siblings or still be friends that have deep and meaningful conversations. However, it’s okay if you don’t want that, I don’t desire forced friendships and forced conversations so I need you to be real and honest with me.

I know that you’re a confusing individual, but I still want to hear your thoughts no matter how confusing it gets, don’t mistake this as my trying to get you back or anything related with it, it’s really just how I am as a friend.

We can’t always have the things we want.