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Update on my life progress
Itâs been a long time since Iâve put something here and I just wanna say that a lot of things have happened.Â
It was a long ride moving forward from things that keeps me under and Iâve had a hard time moving on from someone I know wonât feel the same way towards me. Itâs funny how I used to think that weâll eventually get together but in reality, Iâm just having my hopes up.
Itâs a long journey and I promise myself that I wonât be returning back to the past. Itâll always be a part of me however, itâs time for me to focus more on myself rather than look for someone I can depend on.Â
Good things have happened to me these past few months and I am proud of these achievements even if we are still living in a pandemic. Tbh, itâs scary whatâs happening all around the world right now and we might not have enough time to survive this mess. Still, I hope I can find that lighting to save myself from going down the dark side of my mind.Â
NEWAYS, Iâve gained good memories without it being tainted with something that I donât want.
daz ol, u got to stay safe and do you.Â
6/5/2022
Moving forward
Itâs been a hard challenge for me to clear things up and move forward. It made me feel like someone I didnât really want and right now I am trying to catch up to the things that Iâve lost throughout my own mess.Â
I want for things to change and this time I really know what I should and shouldnât be doing, There are tons of things I still have to figure out and itâs time to find new things thatâll be worth the investment for the next years of my life. Small steps until I achieve into greater heights but for now I want to focus on what I really want that will benefit my well being in the long run.Â
I feel like I threw something away that I was so fascinated about realizing that I can do so much better than the previous one. I am hoping to do well this time and achieve more than what I currently have.Â
3/07/21
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even if you only reblog, thatâs enough
1st of February, 2021
i was debating on whether or not i should post this on tumblr but seeing as there havenât been posts about this yet, here it is. iâm exposing my real location and nationality but it doesnât matter.
if you have been active on twitter, you may already know #savemyanmar is trending. long story short, there has been a military coup. several nations have released statements but i want to share insight on whatâs happening in the country.
memes about a coup have been circulating around for a couple days and when i slept at 2 am last night, we were still under the rule of the National League for Democracy (NLD). while they are not technically democratic, they are the closest weâve got. when my mother woke up at 6 this morning, she was notified that the country was now under the rule of the military.
banks services are no longer available. wifi was cut at around 7-8. some people got wifi again earlier but many got it barely thirty minutes ago. this is bad for businesses especially ones that require international communications. additionally, international students like myself are experiencing anxiety; how do we pay for and attend classes if weâre not sure wifi is a given?
myanmar has a long, complicated history with military governments. the last time the military went into rule was in 1962 and only stopped in 2011, following the 2010 elections. there was a huge protest in 1988 lead by students that resulted in lots of death. during the military junta, resources like rice, water, oil, were scarce. the gist is military rule is bad for us.
all of my followers are not myanmar citizens, iâm sure but as part of the international community, please help us. here is a petition that you can sign (although iâm not sure if that can do much). there may be protests in front of myanmar embassies so look out for those. most of all, please help spread awareness.Â
the people here are coping with dark humor, primarily in the form of memes but we donât know how long this rule will last, even though the official statement said only a year. hereâs something that pretty much sums up our coping mechanism:
again, even a reblog helps
update :: all telecommunication means will be cut off at 12 am MMT
reflection 1/9/21
Itâs the first time in a while that I felt satisfied and contented. I just feel neutrally happy right now if that is even a thing haha! I just wanted to post something here, a little progress maybe; I humbly want to express that I am doing good on my own and for once, I didnât wish for someone new to enter my life. I guess it is official that I wonât be longing for love or company for a very long time because right now I want to focus on myself and do something good. I have to maybe rebuild or just improve areas in my field and when the time comes for me to meet new people, I donât think that I can handle it. Anyways, bottom of this is I am satisfied with myself and these people around me. I am hoping for every one to feel the way I feel and a reminder that we can always surpass what is in front of us. This can be hard but hang on there, youâll get to where you want to be :)Â

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Jumbled thoughts (1?)
I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you. Funny thing here is that no matter what happens I find myself going back and think about how much I felt for you. Did I developed a soft spot for you? or am I just making a fool out of myself?
You see, different actions that Iâve done is mainly because I want to divert my attention from you. Itâs scary how much I feel for you that up until now I am suppressing it-- hell, I know Iâm detaching myself slowly and somehow I know you feel this. Itâs hard. really hard. Every day I keep asking myself if Iâm doing the right thing. Staying friends with you knowing that anytime you give me hope-- Iâll definitely grab it but sadly I know very well that we wouldnât work out. What is this that I feel for you? I donât even know myself... I am tired asking myself about whyâs and choosing whatâs best. I only know what to do but I donât take actions of what I feel. Trust me if I could easily erase what I feel for you this wouldnât even matter right now but no, I am acknowledging this now that they are right... No matter what I do, in the end I know that Iâll still choose you. If youâll give me that hope or even reciprocate any of this, Iâll accept it... but... I also know that it wonât be the right thing. I need to know. I want to know and I need to do something about this. I just wish I have the courage to tell you all of this but no... I donât want to lose our friendship so instead Iâll right it down here. -P (7/1/2020)
I guess my life hasn't always been happy, or easy, or exactly what I wanted. At a certain point, I just have to try not to think too much about certain things, or else they'll break my heart.
â Jonathan Franzen
Inner side during quarantine
During this time you reflect more than ever that will make you realize different scenarios that have happened in your life. Mistakes, regrets and bad decisions will come up to you and make you feel that you are worthless and hopeless. Seems like this loophole will never leave you right?Â
Iâve been trying to cope up with how I feel with myself but every time I try to deflect my flaws, I always end up disliking myself more.Â
One thing I have realized is that I am bottling these feelings inside that made me feel so hopeless. I tend to live in the past where all these negativeness had happened. I forgot how I helped myself during my healing process and I keep remembering how everything simply hurts. Insecurities, doubts and bad decisions keeps knocking on my door that I forgot how I loved myself. Internal battles are hard to win because if you cannot help yourself then no one can enter your walls again. Right now, I am learning again how acceptance and self-love has necessary value to build your self-esteem and confidence once again. What I have felt these past few weeks made me realize that itâs okay to cry and let yourself out once in a while. You can never replace what have happened in your past but you can learn how to accept all of them and do better once you are back in your game.
You can ask for help but if you are uncomfortable to open up, you can try to write how you feel just to let it all out. -X.S.
Bottom line is that you'll never like me the way I see you. Despite all my efforts and every little things, you did not reciprocate how I feel. Looking at the bigger picture, you were never really good enough for me but I stayed throughout this mess.
Every night, I couldn't help but think that I made myself the biggest fool. Though, right now would be different but the pain that I've been through won't easily fade away. It keeps coming back-- sometimes and it's getting worse as each day goes by.

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good emotional skills to know 4 college but also in general
this is stuff that iâve found helpful and am in the process of working on. they may not be achievable for you without help and may not work for your specific circumstance, but this is a list of suggestions that you might be able to think about. i am also not a mental health professional so please do feel free to contradict me!!
self soothing. having a toolbox to take care of yourself by yourself. bc sometimes nobody else is available and you just gotta put some lotion on, listen to a tune, and go to bed early.Â
checking in. checking in with yourself to see if youâre okay. knowing how to alter your strategies when your strategies arenât working. knowing when your strategies arenât working. this is just taking some time every day to reflect on what goals you didnât meet and why and what you can do to fix that.
thereâs nothing you âshouldâ be doing. if you get caught up thinking âi should be doing xâ thatâs false! stop that! âshouldâ be doing better implies that you have some obligation to do whatever it is that you âshouldâ be doing. you donât owe anybody except yourself. analyze why you think you should be doing that thing and change that intoâŚ. âi want to be doing x becauseâŚâ or âdoing x will make me happier, becauseâŚâ. overall, more productive and less self-shamey.Â
disconnecting from the crowd. eating in a crowded dining hall can be stressful! knowing how to be alone in a crowd and stay calm is helpful
being okay with being alone.  tbh college is kind of⌠being alone a lot, in my experience. even though youâre surrounded by people, a lot of time is spent alone. making friends is hard. your friends have different schedules. youâre busy. shit sucks. we make the best of it.
knowing yourself. this relates to a lot of what iâve already said but like. knowing your emotional state and knowing what helps trick the monkey brain is helpful. stop repressing your feelings, friends.
talking to strangers. ordering from a menu! paying library fines. going to office hours. asking for a cashier at the register if there isnât one. ya this is hard. ya you gotta expose yourself. sometimes i just try playing a persona. like this isnât me ordering a sandwich. this is a cool me who knows how to talk to people who is ordering a sandwich.
you donât have to be friends with your roommates. you just have to live together in a way that doesnât make you two hate each other. ideally, you two will coexist in a way that doesnât interfere with the otherâs daily life.
give and taking. on the topic of roommates, sometimes your roommate can be a shitty person, but sometimes you are the shitty person! give a little but if theyâre negatively impacting your life, communicate.
communicating during disagreements. explain what your emotions are instead of blaming them. âi feel hurt when youâŚâ or âi feel frustrated whenâ or âi feel unappreciated when.â if things get heated, ask if you both can take a ten minute break and then come back. and donât bring up disagreements when the other party is preoccupied or going somewhere. you can legitimately schedule a discussion.
itâs okay to apologize. learning to swallow your pride gets easier each time.
knowing that people work differently than you. some people are not gonna click with you and itâs gonna seem like they have this whole brain process up there that is totally unlike yours. and yeah! thatâs how it is. and thatâs chill if they arenât hurting anyone else. work with them and be flexible!!Â
comforting people. you will probably/definitely see someone cry! hell if i know how to comfort people. someone please help. but some things iâve learned are: 1) different people need different things. different people need different things! 2) people need different things at different times. 3) you can ask them what they want and it wonât be weird. 4) apparently a lot of people like hugs? but ask. and itâs okay to not want a hug. 5) just show that you care in some way if you donât know what they need. i used to think that if somebody needed to tell me what they needed it was a sign that i just didnât know them well enough and we werenât compatible or i wasnât being a good friend. thatâs fake! friendship isnât based off of fitting naturally in every way and making an effort to be good for them is important.
knowing itâs okay to not be liked by everyone. itâs okay if strangers think youâre dumb because you said something dumb in public. you know youâre not dumb. itâs okay if not everybody you meet likes you. itâs okay if you do something cringey. everybody has their own shit to deal with and you will not shatter their world. grow and move on!
forgiving yourself. iâm trying this new thing where when i feel embarrassed about something i say. out loud. âi forgive myself.â and then i just try to grow from that and move on without getting caught in a spiral of shame.
knowing what you need vs what you want and what is better at the time. what you need: a shower. what you want: to not do that. solution: take a shower! or maybe what you actually need is to go to sleep? but guess what. you probably know what is good for you. the hard part is actually doing it.
realize that building habits is less work than discipline. emotional effort is expended every time you have to make yourself do something. just make it part of your routine and youâll just think itâs normal to do all the good things! like, for example, iâm trying to make it a habit to eat structured meals instead of a âeat when iâm hungryâ thing because i know that makes me skip meals, which is bad!
you wonât be able to do everything. forgive yourself for that. write down things that are top priority and focus on them. everything else is not important right now and you shouldnât beat yourself up for not being able to do them.
your health is important. iâm not saying health will solve all your problems. it wonât! but health will cause a lot of your problems to go away. because letâs face it. not sleeping causes a lot of problems.Â
itâs okay to ask for help. we say this a lot but itâs hard to internalize it. hereâs a thought: thereâs so much shame and hesitation about asking for help so by doing that youâre actually being proactive (which is respectable) and mature, and therefore⌠not weak or stupid. ask for help even before you need it! most people love to help others. and especially take advantage of people who are OFFERING help. for example: counselors at school or TAs. itâs literally their job. they want to do it. and if you donât want to talk to anybody in real life, my inbox is always open.
20 important study skills/tips iâve learned from my professors
1. start studying a week before every quiz/test. seriously.
2. watch youtube videos/ted talks on the topics you are learning about.
3. get lots of sleep! sleep helps you process the dayâs events, including what you learned.
4. write out your notes. itâs proven that handwritten notes help you learn better than typed out notes.
5. donât just read what your professor gives you. find academic journals, books, etc. that correspond with your subjects.
6. read the news! especially in the social sciences/humanities, connecting concepts with current events helps you understand and process more easily.
7. exercise! this doesnât have to be going on runs or lifting weights, it could even just be going for a 20 minute walk. just get your blood pumping, itâll help you focus.
8. study at your desk. it may be tempting to study in bed, but your brain connects your bed with sleep, so youâll get tired more quickly.
9. reviewing notes doesnât have to be something you sit down and do for an hour. skim through them and test your memory while eating breakfast!
10. expand your study time throughout the day to avoid burnout. for example, rather than studying for 5 hours straight, study for an hour here and there in between your activities.
11. make your notes organized and easy to read, but not distracting. bright colors and flashy notes may seem better, but can sometimes distract from the purpose of the notes.
12. use apps such as quizlet. this way, you can go through definitions while waiting in lines or walking to class.
13. itâs more important to know concepts rather than facts. for example, you should be able to take what you know and apply it to different situations, not just the situation the textbook gives you.
14. just because the professor doesnât require you to read textbook, doesnât mean you shouldnât. it helps explain concepts in a different way than your professor, and a lot of times hearing two different explanations for the same concept helps you understand it.
15. read in advance. read the textbook before your professor begins going over the chapter, so when he/she does, you can easily follow what they are saying.
16. do any extra credit work that comes your way. even if you donât need the extra boost now, you might later.
17. go to class!! if you always skip class and show up at office hours completely lost on the concepts, theyâll laugh in your face. theyâll take you 100x more seriously if you show up.
18. however, if you are sick, take a day off. itâs more beneficial to you in the long run.Â
19. learn how to say ânoâ. if you have an 8 am the next day, donât stay out until midnight with your friends.Â
20. donât stress too hard over quizzes. if you expect them to go horribly, they will. you got this.
a couple little things i've learned after years of being a student struggling with mental illness!
anything is better than nothing. reading one page, one paragraph, even one sentence, is better than reading none. maybe next week you can do two. maybe not. it's still better than nothing, i promise
making to-do lists and organizing your things is nice, and feels productive, but it's important to know when you're using them as a way to procrastinate
mindfulness is so important! go on a walk and pay attention to your surroundings. if you don't think you can go on a walk, just sit outside. even just open a window and observe what you hear, what you see, etcâeven just a couple minutes of mindful observation is helpful.
this one doesn't help everyone, but if you just can't get up to do that one task and you're just lying there struggling to make yourself do it, count down from 5 and then get up at 1. then count down from 5 again and do the next step. and the next. splitting it up into tiny pieces helps, whether it's for an assignment or even just getting dressed.
bad mental health days happen. recovery is hard! that doesn't mean you're back where you started. if you stay in this mindset then you'll be stuck thereâsometimes the bad days are just bad days.
i'll post more of these as i think of them but these are the things that are helping me right now + i thought they might help others !
i love you all & recovery is worth the effort even though it doesn't always seem that way :')
I better keep this in mind
I have a lot of plans and goals in life. I am hoping and will do everything I can to achieve most of them. I just need to give everything I've got in order to fulfil that. May God be with me through my journey.
You are letting yourself feel that way eh, that's why you can't seem to move on but you did well before. You faked your own emotions then you ended up believing that scenarion which lead you to being genuinely happy once again. I know life is thrashing you right now and only you can make it stop. It's in your mind, and only you can set your thoughts free.
May you gather enough blocks to build yourself once again. You are in this thinking way back before but I trust that eventually you'll grow; growth will be set on you once again. So take everything slow and stop thinking all these negativities. Trust the process and remember what you've read-- "Life is not a problem but a gift to be enjoyed".

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Madalas, hindi ko alam kung bakit puro panghihinayang ang naiisip ko. Bawat sandaling hindi maikubli kung ano nga ba ang gustong iparating ng isipan ko. Bakit nga ba? Hindi ba't mas magiging mas masaya ka kung tatanggapin mo't isasantabi mo ang nakaraan upang mas bigyang pansin ang kasalukuyan? Hindi mo na mababago ang lahat ng pagkakamaling iyong nagawa. Lagi mong tandaan na hindi mo panghabang buhay hawak ang maling desisyon, marapat lamang na ito'y tanggapin mo ng buong puso at i-isantabi para harapin ang iyong kinabukasan.
Maaring may kapalit ang lahat ng iyong ginagawa ngunit ikaw lang rin mismo sa sarili mo ang makapagdedesisyon kung paano mo ito panghahawakan at kung paano mo ito kokontrolin dahil ikaw, at ikaw lang rin ang sarili mong kalaban.
Hindi mo talaga alam kung sino ang mga taong magtatagal sa buhay mo. Yung iba panandalian, yung iba pangmatagalan. Maswerte ka kung makakahanap ka ng mga taong palaging nariyan para sayo pero alam naman nating lahat na hindi lahat ay pare-pareho.Â