A Reminder
Summary: "Everything reminds me of you, it's driving me insane, Y/N."
Song: Call Out My Name by The Weeknd
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The galley of the Thousand Sunny was usually a cacophony of life—Luffy screaming for meat, Usopp inventing tall tales, Chopper running in panicked circles, and Zoro grumbling over being woken up.
But at midnight, the galley belonged to ghosts.
Sanji stood at the marble island counter, a cigarette burning down between his fingers, the ash trembling as it grew too heavy. Before him sat a ceramic plate, untouched and slowly growing cold.
A slice of lemon-blueberry tart. The crust was precisely three millimeters thick, the blueberries sourced from the island they’d docked at three days ago—the very island where Y/N had decided to stay behind.
“Don’t look at me like that, Sanji-kun,” her voice echoed in his memory, soft yet immovable, floating up from the floorboards. “My roots aren’t made for the sea. They’re planted here, in the soil. Someone has to look after the orphanage. Someone has to stay.”
He exhaled a long, thin stream of gray smoke, his blue eyes dull in the dim light of the overhead lamps.
“Damn it,” he muttered, his voice raspy.
He reached out and traced the edge of the plate with the pad of his thumb. It was an involuntary motion, a phantom habit.
Everything on this ship—no, on the entire sea—seemed rigged with tripwires designed solely to launch him back into the past.
The clatter of a whisk against a copper bowl reminded him of her laugh, light and rhythmic like rain on a tin roof.
The scent of roasting coffee beans brought back the mornings they’d spent leaning against the galley railing, watching the sunrise paint the Grand Line in impossible shades of gold and violet.
Even the taste of sea salt on his lips carried the phantom ghost of her skin against his.
It was driving him insane.
Sanji stubbed out his cigarette in the silver ashtray with enough force to crush the filter, then snatched up the plate. He couldn't look at it anymore.
He dumped the slice of tart into the waste bin—a sacrilege for a chef of his caliber, wasting food—and gripped the edge of the counter, his knuckles turning stark white.
“Everything reminds me of you,” he whispered to the empty, quiet room, the confession tearing past his teeth like jagged glass. “It’s driving me insane, Y/N.”
Two thousand leagues away, on an island where the earth smelled eternally of damp moss and blooming jasmine, you sat on the wooden porch of the village orphanage.
In your lap sat a tattered notebook, its pages filled with ink sketches of ship rigging, swirling nebulae of sea charts, and, squeezed into the margins, dozens of quick portraits of a blond man with a curled eyebrow, smoking endlessly.
You held a wooden spoon in your right hand, absently tapping it against your knee. Down below, in the oversized community kitchen, a pot of vegetable stew was simmering. It was a good recipe. Hearty, warm, packed with root vegetables and herbs.
Yet, as you stirred it earlier that evening, the heavy, earthy aroma had suddenly shattered into a million sharp pieces in your mind, replacing the kitchen with the gleaming, immaculate galley of the Sunny. You could vividly picture Sanji standing over his stove, his posture impossibly straight, humming a gentle tune while he effortlessly julienned carrots with a knife that moved like lightning.
You pressed the heels of your hands against your eyes, letting out a shaky breath.
“You’re hundreds of leagues away, making meals for a crew of absolute monsters,” you scolded yourself aloud, though your voice lacked any real bite.
The crickets hummed in the tall grass surrounding the porch, a steady, rhythmic sound. But to your ears, the chirping distorted into the chaotic, beloved symphony of the Straw Hat crew: Luffy’s howling laughter, Nami’s sharp reprimands, Brook’s booming piano, and—beneath it all—Sanji’s smooth, melodic voice calling out, “Table’s ready, my sweet Y/N! A feast fit for a goddess!”
You opened your eyes and stared down at the wooden spoon. Even the grain of the wood looked like the swirls of his eyebrows.
“This is ridiculous,” you whispered, standing up so abruptly your chair scraped loudly against the porch boards.
You walked to the edge of the porch and looked out over the sleeping village, bathed in the silver glow of a crescent moon. You had chosen this life.
You had wanted stability, a place to belong, dirt beneath your fingernails instead of endless salt spray. But as the wind carried a stray, phantom scent of tobacco and citrus across the miles, your chest ached with a hollow, burning longing.
You didn't just miss him. You were haunted by him.
Morning broke over the Grand Line with a violent, jagged squall.
The Thousand Sunny tossed and pitched over towering, slate-gray waves. Rain lashed against the deck like a shower of iron nails.
Amidst the chaos of snapping ropes and billowing sails, Sanji stood at the helm-side railing, drenched to the skin, pulling a fresh cigarette from his damp pack.
He flicked his lighter twice, shielding the tiny flame with his palm until it caught. He inhaled deeply, the nicotine burning a familiar path down his throat.
“Oi, Cook!” Zoro yelled over the roar of the wind, his hand resting on the hilt of Wado Ichimonji as he helped secure the main sail. “The soup’s gonna burn if you’re just standing there staring at the horizon like a depressed seagull!”
Sanji didn’t turn his head. He simply exhaled a plume of smoke that vanished instantly into the gale. “Mind your own business, moss-head. Lunch will be ready when it’s ready.”
“You’ve been staring at the empty sea for ten minutes,” Zoro muttered, eyeing the blond with a rare flicker of scrutiny. “There’s nothing out there.”
“I know,” Sanji murmured, so quietly that even the wind almost stole it.
There was nothing out there. That was precisely the problem. Every time he looked out at the endless expanse of blue, he expected to see a small rowboat breaking the horizon, or a flash of Y/N’s favorite jacket fluttering in the breeze. The void was deafening.
In the galley, preparing breakfast had turned into a cruel exercise in psychological torture. When he cracked eggs, he remembered how she liked hers fried just slightly crisp on the edges.
When he sliced bread, he remembered how she always stole the heel before it could be buttered.
When he poured black coffee into a mug, he cursed himself for subconsciously setting out two cups—one of them sitting empty, waiting for a pair of hands that weren't there.
He dropped his head back against the wooden bulkhead, squeezing his eyes shut as the ship pitched violently beneath his leather shoes.
“Damn you, Y/N,” he growled against the wind. “You left me your jacket, and now even the fucking ocean smells like you.”
On the island of Oakhaven, the midday sun beat down mercilessly through the canopy of ancient trees. You were kneeling in the community vegetable garden, your hands buried deep in the rich, dark soil as you weeded the tomato patch.
Your palms were stained green and brown. A lock of hair had escaped your tie, sticking to your damp forehead.
Around you, children laughed as they played tag near the well, their cheerful shrieks echoing off the stone walls. It was a good sound. It was peace. It was everything you had told yourself you needed.
So why did your chest feel so impossibly tight?
You reached for a stubborn weed near the base of a tomato plant, tugging hard until it gave way. As you sat back on your heels, wiping your brow with the back of your wrist, a stray breeze rustled the leaves above.
And in that rustling sound, you didn't hear the forest. You heard the soft, clicking clack of a lighter snapping open.
You froze, your breath catching in your throat. You slowly lowered your hand, staring blindly at the dark soil between your knees.
“You’re burning yourself out again, Y/N-chan,” his voice drifted through your mind, so crisp and clear you could almost feel the phantom warmth of a hand brushing that damp lock of hair away from your eyes.
“Even the strongest flowers need a rest. Come inside. I made something special for you.”
A single tear slipped down your cheek, cutting a clean path through the dirt smudged on your skin.
“Stop it,” you whispered to the empty air, your voice trembling. “Just stop it.”
You couldn't bake a loaf of bread without picturing how Sanji would critique the rise of the dough with a proud, crooked smile.
You couldn't peel potatoes without hearing his lecturing voice on the proper angle of the blade.
Even the smell of woodsmoke from the village hearths brought back memories of him lighting his endless cigarettes on the deck under a blanket of stars.
You were drowning on dry land. The soil wasn’t holding you down; it was burying you alive in memories of a blond chef with a heart too big for his own good.
Two weeks later, the Thousand Sunny dropped anchor at a familiar, secluded cove.
The crew had raised their eyebrows when Sanji abruptly announced he was taking a day of shore leave—something the cook never did unless it involved rescuing a damsel in distress or buying rare spices.
“You’re going alone?” Nami had asked, crossing her arms with a knowing, gentle smile. “To the village inland?”
Sanji hadn’t answered. He had simply adjusted the collar of his black suit, smoothed his jacket, and walked down the gangplank without looking back.
The walk through the forest was a blur of green and shadow. Every step forward felt heavy, as if the earth itself was trying to pull him back, or perhaps push him faster.
His pockets felt heavy; in the right one rested a small, neatly wrapped box containing a newly perfected lemon-blueberry tart, baked with ingredients he’d spent the last three days obsessively sourcing across three different islands.
When he finally reached the edge of the village, the familiar wooden houses and the scent of jasmine came into view.
His heart hammered against his ribs in a way it hadn’t even during battles with warlords or emperors.
What if she turned him away? What if her roots really had taken hold, and there was no room left for a wandering pirate cook?
He walked down the main dirt path, his leather shoes crunching softly on the gravel. The village was quiet, most of the children resting indoors during the afternoon heat.
And then, near the community garden by the edge of the forest, he saw her.
Y/N was kneeling by a patch of red tomatoes, her back to him. She was wearing a simple cotton tunic, her hair tied back in a messy ponytail, hands caked in dirt as she stared blankly at the ground.
Sanji stopped dead in his tracks. The air rushed out of his lungs.
For weeks, she had been nothing more than a ghost haunting his galley, a voice in the wind, a phantom scent of jasmine and rain. And now, here she was—flesh and blood, breathing the same air, real and tangible.
Hearing the sudden halt of footsteps, Y/N stiffened. She didn’t turn around immediately, assuming it was one of the local villagers or a child coming to ask for water.
“I’m coming,” she murmured, her voice tight as she began to stand up, brushing the dirt from her knees. “Just give me a sec—”
She turned.
And the words died in her throat.
Sanji stood there, the sunlight filtering through the canopy and catching the golden strands of his hair.
He looked tired—dark circles shadowed his blue eyes, and his posture carried the unmistakable weight of a man who hadn’t slept properly in a fortnight. In his hands, he held a simple white box tied with a red ribbon.
For a long moment, neither of them moved. The wind whispered through the oak trees, carrying the scent of sea salt and tobacco directly to her senses.
“You…” Y/N breathed, her hand flying to cover her mouth, her eyes welling with sudden, hot tears. “Sanji-kun?”
Sanji let out a shaky, self-deprecating laugh, running a gloved hand through his blond bangs. He took a slow step forward, closing the distance between them.
“Everything reminded me of you,” he confessed, his voice raw, stripped of all its usual playful bravado, carrying only the absolute, desperate truth of a man at his breaking point. “Every dish I cooked, every wave I watched, every damn cigarette I lit. It was driving me insane, Y/N.”
Y/N let out a ragged sob that was half-laughter, tears spilling over her lashes as she took two stumbling steps toward him, ignoring the dirt on her hands and clothes.
“You idiot,” she choked out, closing the remaining distance and throwing her arms around his neck, burying her face into the crook of his shoulder. “I was going crazy too. Every time I smelled woodsmoke, every time I stirred a pot… I thought I was losing my mind.”
Sanji dropped the box to the grass—it landed softly, completely forgotten—and wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her flush against his chest with a fierce, possessive intensity. He buried his face in her hair, breathing in the scent of jasmine and earth, letting the warmth of her body anchor him at last.
“I’m not asking you to give up your home,” Sanji whispered against her ear, his voice trembling slightly as his arms tightened around her. “And I can’t give up the sea. But… maybe we can figure out a way to bridge the distance. Because I can't spend another day drowning in memories of you when you're supposed to be right here.”
Y/N pulled back just enough to look up into his face, tracing the sharp line of his jaw with her dirt-stained fingers, leaving a smudge of dark earth against his skin. She smiled, a bright, radiant thing that chased away every shadow of the past weeks.
“You brought me a tart, didn't you?” she asked softly, her eyes shining.
Sanji managed a crooked, genuine smile, his blue eyes finally clear of the fog that had haunted them for so long.
“Naturally,” he murmured, leaning down to press his forehead gently against hers. “A master chef doesn’t visit his favorite critic empty-handed.”
And as they stood there beneath the dappled sunlight of the Oakhaven trees, the ghosts of distance and longing finally faded away, replaced by the only reality that mattered: the warmth of each other’s arms, real, permanent, and home. . . . .










