my mom does nothing to respect me as an adult.Ā
her response to me asking her not to smoke cigarettes in the house isĀ āi have entitlement to live my lifeā she resents me for everything that has gone on in our lives. everything is blamed on me. as a kid shit was tough because i lived with an undiagnosed anxiety disorder. and now that i know what it is she acts like its not real. and gets drunk every night and is nasty to me because i guess i deserve it.
she says i attack her out of nowhere all the time. which is bullshit.Ā
today she screamed at me toĀ ātrain my dogā but I've tried so many times and tried to explain to them what they have to do because they have to help too... everyones behavior has to be the same for it to work. and they don't listen. i literally pay 1000s of dollars to learn about this type of thing and they still ignore and discredit everything i say. they treat me like i know nothing.Ā
she also went on about how she wishes she could just leave andĀ āgood luckā to me if she was gone because I'm a piece of shit who can't take care of herself.Ā
and the reason i can't is because I'm going to school trying to better my life. but i don't get anyĀ āI'm proud of youā no i getĀ āyou are a loser who can't take care of herselfā