Lighthouse

Exactly.

I am.

Probably. She’ll be thrilled to see this ring on my finger.

And there will always be more dinners for her to organise.

She wasn’t mad, I promise. I don’t think she knows how to be mad.

Not at all.

It’s okay. They understood anyway.

Thank you love.

I can work on controlling my fears, instead of letting them control me.

It’s beautiful.

I’m sure it’d fit just right.

You have so many things you want out of life, and my fears have completely shadowed over all of that. I’ve been selfish, and I understand you’re tired of it. But I love you, and I miss you. I want to be with you Jacob, all of it.

I’m sorry my dad went easy on Elijah and Clara. And I know it isn’t even about that. I know that was just the final straw and it has everything to do with me and not that. I understand you’ve always listened to me and understood my fears. God you’ve been more patient with me than I ever deserved. But you’ve always been the one to give, and I’ve never met you halfway. For that, I really am so sorry.

Do you want to start?