I should be laying on the beach

sorry for not talking to anyone i am completely one hundred percent disconnected from this reality

Some of you have never experienced intense self hatred that leaded you to push people away and constantly questioning their love for you and it shows.

control is an illusion! and control issues is the same as trust issues, and trust issues stem from a continuous experience of a lack of an unconditional and secure flow of love! we must love ourselves! you must embrace yourself with warm arms, and you must kiss urself when you wake up, and you must kiss yourself when you go to sleep! you must let yourself see and remember your worth, remember your love, let yourself see how loved you are and allow yourself to receive it. when our hearts are filled with the gold of our souls we can trust ourselves, our worth and our unbreakable connection to love. we can trust the cradling hold of the universe and the unforseeable direction of life, we can trust other sources of love! then we can let go! then we can sit with open arms, both to liberate and to receive! good afternoon ma’am. sir.

OKAY BUT u know what really sucks………….. when ur simply a quiet person  and u have to constantly hear ppl say “just get out of ur shell!!!!! let ur hair down once in a while!!! :) dont be afraid to be you!!!! :)” like…………… i am being me………quiet ….. like……… thats me………..

women should all collectively throw a vase at a wall

i just walked past the apartment beneath mine and through an open window i could hear my downstairs neighbor crying faintly while the song jolene played in the background and im just like… bitch are you okay…?

I actually ended up going back downstairs to check on her and brought some leftover cookies I baked this afternoon. she’s very sweet and going through a Breakup Mood™️ after being cheated on. she’s coming over to my gf and I’s annual bad movie night on Friday and she even let me pet her cat named Clarence

my gf thinks it’s funny but very fitting that our downstairs neighbor was able to summon a concerned lesbian just by playing jolene while crying about being done dirty by a man