I am so fucking stupid

I have never had a real friend in my whole entire life what a fucking scam

I hate my friends

Mastodon can go discord can go but it seems I will be posting on tumblr right up until the moment I die

Delete discord

It's the calf cramps for me

It's your fault and your shitty brother's fault and your parents fault

It is your fault

It would solve every personal problem every argument

It would just prove me so right to actually kill myself

One day I will feel ok or be dead and it's soon

Maybe the problem is real

I feel like I've spent the past 13 years of my life focusing intently on shit that does not matter and actively has made me worse to pursue

You're literally fat and gay

At some point you need to accept that your problems are real and not some shit you made up