Slipping quietly out of relationships out of the back door saying nothing

I feel like I noticed that I like my body in a weird way instead of a normal way multiple months ago and that noticing it has slowly been like pulling one loose thread at the end of my psyche and unravelling my entire sense of self

hi everyone I'm good

Well lately I've been listening to this book about tennis

Whatever I'm good

I must really love this stupid fucking life

Everyone I have ever cared about has abandoned me

God I fucking hate everything

I shouldn't kill myself just in case umineko finally happens to my family

I hate myself so much

I am so fucking stupid

I have never had a real friend in my whole entire life what a fucking scam

I hate my friends