Laechelnde

“And while everyone thinks I’m handling this so well, they’re not aware of how much I’m actually drowning in my misery.”

“I wish I could escape from life. Because wherever I look, whatever I think of. It’s always you, and I don’t want that anymore.”

“I see your face and the memories. Whenever I think about you, I can literally hear you in every song we shared. Whenever your face comes into my mind, I think about all the things I dreamed about experiencing with you. I re-live all the pain, the tears, the screams whenever it went downhill with you and me. But the more I think about all of these things, the more I feel like I’ve been delusional the whole time. Do you get it?”

“I wish I could talk to you about all of the things that go through my head right now.”

„Ich vermisse dich. Ich fühl mich allein. Tag für Tag. Und wenn es etwas gibt, dass ich mir mehr wünsche als alles andere, dann ist es, dass ich einmal in meinem Leben gut genug sein wollte.“

“I loved so deeply, it hurt even deeper in the end.“

“I never felt lonelier, than I feel right now.“