In both 2006 & 2009 My Chemical Romance had saved my life when I was losing my reason to live, the first time was when I was being bullied constantly both in and out of school which was close to when I had realized that I was the ultimate High School Outcast . My classmates wanted me dead and no one was anywhere near close to saving me I was consequently nearly murdered when I was only 17 years old .
2009 only 6 years later I lost my Grandfather who was and always had been my life long mentor he was ill for such a long time but somehow deep down I wasn't ready to lose him. I was begging for death to come through my grief and cried for months nearly non-stop. My Chemical Romance saved me yet again by this time I was 20 years old and feeling more lost than I ever had .
I had never since felt such despair My Chemical Romance saved me from suicide and helped me recover my sense of self worth and my dignity too which all my grief had stripped from me at the time so technically I owe them my life .
