follow for ML and Chouette!

HELLO….. it’s been maybe at least a year!

Random but in the stories I’ve created I end up living out things of the characters story lines after I have written those things. It’s like prophetic or something in me knows how that thing feels even tho I haven’t been through it, I’ll write songs or stories and then later I’ll go through something and be like how did I write about this before I went through that thing? Obviously some things we write about are intentional you can see the correlation btwn your life and story. But these were unintentional for instance

Eerie finds something out about her dad that completely breaks her spirit and it results in the vulnerability that leads her to getting her curse. and I found almost that very same thing out in the past couple years

Then Connor dates someone before Eerie who is ashamed of his curse but won’t tell him, she’s just embarrassed to let her friends know and it felt deeply grieving/betraying to have the person you love be ashamed of you.

And I am currently having someone I really like and have been super close to the past 5 months start to get a bit embarrassed of me and has started getting closer w some judgey/gossipy ppl who have already been pretty cruel to me/him

Anyway now I have even more compassion for how those things feel than even when I first wrote them!! They both suck!!!

Hahah

Everyone’s advice was helpful!! I realized their place closes earlier in the day than i thought so if it’s still gnawing at me tmrw I’ll call.

I was visiting my old college town and I haven’t been in 11 years and it was amazing!! BUT

The last thing I did was go to a restaurant and the food runner had shaggy blonde hair, dreamy blue eyes, dressed like a cartoon character, absolutely can’t stand it so cute my type, absolute honey, but possibly too young for me I can’t tel how old ppl are

He told me he liked my hat when dropping off mh food but then came back around to say

Hey I never do this because it’s unprofessional but I think you’re so cute and I wanted to ask for your phone number

And so I said I think you’re so cute too and!! I!! Am leaving!! I don’t live here!! I live on the opposite side of the country!! He was like when are you leaving?! I said in a couple hours!! He was like aaaah! I said well thank you for the compliment and we parted ways, he seemed bummed but we waved on my way out

Anyway I wrote a note on the customer copy of the receipt “Your food runner Eli is a babe please let him know” with a drawing of a smiley Sun with sunglasses on

And then the merchant copy, i signed and tipped the server

But just now 6 hours later I see they did not charge the tip. So it makes me think the server didn’t see the signed copy.

So now it looks like I’m cheapskate who flirts with people at work and EFFECTIVELY, I AM

I’ll never see them again but more I feel like that sucks for my server,

What should I do, should I let it go and let him get over me by thinking I’m inconsiderate, or make it 1000x more awkward and call to fix the tip? Possibly embarrass everyone further? It was only $4 but I was a server and not getting tipped and then having to compliment your coworker sounds so irritating

$4 to fix my embarrassment and undo the rudeness? Or fold my hands and accept the hand I’ve been dealt

The answer is probably to leave it alone because it was not mh mistake and let Eli to feel both flattered and like he dodged a bullet 🥲 and anonymously send $4 check to lulus addressed to the server. And I find out that guys name by calling and describing him with a voice distorted and hanging up abruptly as soon as I learn his name