BACK FROM THE DEAD.

Ultimate Spider-Man is handcuffed, pushed out of the helicopter and is falling at an accelerating rate. Then, he lands onto the island in the middle of nowhere. 

“Who are you, Peter?  [………..] which is the real you? are you a fraud - like my father? or are you just hiding yourself - like me? how can I find out without getting hurt? 

why am I so drawn to you? why do you frighten me? what should I do? what should I do?” 

’ i know this town grounded in a compass ’

‘ i keep going over it, over and over ’

‘ how come every outcome’s such a comedown ? ’

‘ i kept saying i just wanted to see you ‘

‘ i wanted to see you ’

‘ what’s wrong with that ? ’

‘ every outcome’s such a comedown ’

‘ i knew it when i saw it ’

‘ i did just what i wanted ’

‘ it’s a sort of fucked up place ’

‘ i feel like i could forget about it ’

‘ i feel like i could mellow out ’

‘ i don’t feel undone ’

‘ i don’t feel undone in a big way ’

‘ there’s nothing really bad to be upset about ’

‘ i thought i was getting better ’

‘ i woke up on the ground ’

‘ when i thought i was getting better, i woke up on the ground ’

‘ an appointment or a disappointment ? ’

‘ a setback and another comedown ’

‘ i do only what i want to ’

‘ as if i needed a reminder i do only what i want to ’

‘ i saw [ name ] on the bus a few months ago ’

‘ i saw some old friends at [ pronoun’s / name’s ] funeral ’

‘ my steps keep splitting my grief ’

‘ i should call my parents when i think of them ’

‘ i should tell my friends when i love them ’

‘ i should call my parents when i think of them, i should tell my friends when i love them ’

‘ maybe i should have gone out a bit more ’

‘ maybe i should have gone out a bit more when you / you guys were still in town ’

‘ i get too caught up in my own shit ’

“Normally, I would ask how you are… but I don’t want you to lie to me about being okay!”

“It’s good, really it is. How can I prove it to you?”

“There have been some things… I’ve noticed.”

“I’ll make some time. We can talk about it.”

“Has anything been going on?”

“There is just… I’m a little scared okay?”

“You’ve been doing a lot more lately… why?”

“You don’t have to pretend. I know you’ve noticed.”

“Tell me something that will pop this bubble of anxiety.”

“There’s been a bit more aggression lately…”

“Something needs to be addressed, now.”

“There’s been something wrong for days.”

“It’s been over a week now! What’s been happening?”

“How are you feeling? Do you need anything?”

“Your worry isn’t necessary. No, don’t look at me like that when I say that…”

“Everything is fine.”

“Nothing is fine.”

“People have started talking… tell me you can alleviate my worry.”

“You haven’t been yourself for a long time, so I don’t believe that. Sorry.”

“This isn’t something that I’m going to drop! I care!”

“Just leave it well enough alone. That’s how it’s always been dealt with and I’m still going.”

“You’ve been told the rumours and I’m here to tell you that it is not as bad as it sounds.”

“I came to -hopefully- confirm that everything was blown to outlandish proportions.”