Dear @sundial-at-night
I stare at your pfp, and there is no green dot to show youβre logged on and there never will be ever again.Β
Itβs weird not messaging you everyday. For two years you were the first person I messaged when I woke up and the last one I messaged when I went to sleep. Itβs almost been a month since the last day you were on this earth, and I canβt still comprehend that youβre gone. IΒ can sometimes lie to myself that youβre just busy with school, but I eventually have to come back to reality.Β
I miss you so much, you know. You were my first and only friend on this site, and now Iβm all alone again. You have no idea how much I regret I didnβt ever do a voice call with you when I had a chance. But I keep your dms on the corner of my dashboard where theyβve been for two years. Theyβll stay there forever.
Thank you for all the late night messages. Thank you for all the laughter. Thank you for all the memories. Thank you for dubbing me Turtles. I can only be grateful for the 961 days we knew each other. While Iβm absolutely devastated that youβre gone, I can only look back at the memories with fondness even as I cry, because I know grief really is just love. I love you, buzz buzz. Rest easy my friend <3
