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I remember the first time I seen you

You gave me butterflies

The first time we kissed

I saw fireworks

Now....

The only place I can plan on seeing you is behind glass with a phone pressed against my ear with crying families around me telling others how much they miss them

Now as I walk away from what we had once again I hope God saves you for me

9/21/18

I seen someone on the subway that looks exactly like you... my breath escaped me....

It took me back to all our memories in high school and it made me feel hopeful because I hope one day I feel this in love

It also made me feel like I missed it missed a feeling of loving someone more than anything in the world

Dear Tyler, Another year, another year of us getting our shit together, another year of us having everlasting love, despite our downfalls we always find our way back to each other I can honestly say I'm hopelessly in love with you I've learned to love each and every flaw you have and make sure each moment counts I've realized you have a bigger heart than I ever expected maybe we will grow old and maybe we will live our lives always so in love as we are now but I wanted to tell you I'm so grateful to have you in my life yes we make each other crazy but I really would not want it any other way your the only one who seen all my quirks and learned to deal with them your the only one who pushes me past my limits cause you believe in me more than anyone could you always make me feel like my opinions aren't out of my reach because you know my capability more than I do you've seen me completely break down and I've seen you completely broken but in those time we do nothing but look in each other eyes and say how much we love each other I really hope one day you can open up to me as I do to you I know you go thru a lot and I know you never know how to put it in words I jus I want you to always know Im here because I wanna be your shoulder to cry on and your back bone I love you so much and all I want is to see you happy

09/04/17