you're on the dark side of the moon laughing your way around it at how curious it is that you ended up there but it makes sense after years of reaching for the stars you're bound to hook something you wandered too far, the darkness intoxicated you you stumbled into it drunk, writhing for its love you became a being of impulses neurotic erotic toxic sparks move you to and fro like a flower in the wind a little moon flower how fragile you are, frozen in your own black abyss, still looking up at the same sun and the same stars that you so dearly pined for and grew for and fought for! but there is no victory for someone who is rooted you can't want something and try to have everything you become too full, expanding, ready to burst, oh lord what is love for other than to fill? had you become too greedy, or did you feel it too much? breathe in are you there? yes. can you feel? no. the autumn chill has set in. your eyes are dark. yes, they are tired. i don't want to hear, or see, or feel, or think, i want to be, and as dull as that may be, that is my choice and this is my body and i will do whatever i so please with it it's all over now we're just waiting for the service listen, i know you think i'm crazy but the truth is it's true, i just can't deny it, the way i see through things, as if they weren't things, holograms of what my life used to be, i've been here and there and everywhere seems to be the same, just a different terrain, and not even a new name can erase your past, and a new path won't send you back, because all you are and all you've been is all you'll ever be Β you tell me not to scream and i tell you not to breathe but to heave your chest and feel the full wave of vibrations that lift me off my feet and bring me to my knees, i am so weak i have loved with everything there is to love. i have given my soul in fractals to those who didn't know how to contain it, and you realize, it's you who can see, what they can't, who can feel, what isn't there hang your heard in remorse, you've wronged. but your love carries on its own will will live up to what you wished it to be whether they want it or not it'll flow through like a wave of needles this is my humble apology, for being so terribly me a curse i was born with and will die with. you'll be able to reach me on the dark side of the moon still in love with her glow searching for the light and a hand to guide you through the darkness i have love, so pure and true, so poised and clean, and i wash my hands before i dare touch a clumsy effort to preserve her perseverance something she achieves with no effort a radiant being, whole and true, like a flower in the wind a little sunflower just as bright,
and i just might find a way to reach for the sun too, just so we can sway
together, to and fro
