L. Pilby

who am i without nostalgia, overthinking, wonder, melancholy, guilt anxiety and daydreaming

i want to live by the ocean but also in the forest but also in the mountains but also in the big city but also in the country side. I want to be in everything, I want to feel everything, I want to live everything, I want to experience everything, I want to live from everything, I want to live for this.

me realizing im not mysterious i simply just don't know how to talk to people

I think I have maladaptive daydreaming, but I don’t think I’ll ever worry about it. If the reality I live in sucks, I at least want to live my dream life somewhere.

YOU CANNOT DESTROY ME.

in another universe, i'm still 11 years old and nothing has happened

who i am without melancholy and nostalgia

If I had to sum up my life, it’d be hours spent listening to music and dreaming up imaginary scenarios just to escape reality.

I just want a day where it feels like I'm not falling apart anymore.

I just want to look out the window, feel the breeze on my body, hear the sounds of the world while feeling a strong nostalgia for something I've never experienced and never will.

I will not accept a life I do not deserve.

Hey... quick question What the hell is going on?!

Happiness is when going to sleep is no longer a means of escape.

I felt so much started to feel nothing.

Sometimes I get so far into my head that I forget anything else exists