L'Angel Bleu

We don’t usually talk much during sex. Last night @cynicaldom​ was unusually conversational. He was laying on the bed, I was kneeling between his legs with his dick in my mouth. 

“Do you like sucking my dick?” He asks me.

“Yes, Sir!”

“Why?”

“Mmm….I like to please you, Sir.”

“Why do you you like to please me?”

“It pleases me to please you.”

“Tell me why you like sucking my dick. All together.”

“I like sucking your dick because it pleases you and that pleases me.”

I continue sucking him off silently for a while. 

“That isn’t just it though. If it pleased me to have you tell me what to do, you wouldn’t get pleasure from that. So why else do you like sucking my dick?”

“It feels submissive.” 

“Why do you like to submit to me? A lot of women think sucking dick is a chore. Why is that different for you?”

(joking) Because you ruined me… 

How so? 

By making me your whore. 

“If I turned a chore into something you enjoy then I’d hardly call that ruining you…”

“Mmm.”

”Would you get more pleasure from sucking my dick unprompted or being told to suck my dick?” “Being told to.”

“Why?”

“I like when you’re in control of me.”

“When I control you do you feel safe and protected?”

“Yes.”

His tone changes. “That makes me very very happy.”

I feel my face flush, and emotion starts in my stomach and runs up my neck. Tears pool in my eyes. I know I am too emotional to speak, but my mouth is full of his balls anyway. I just nod, and this small noise escapes from me - a squeaky little noise combined with a gasp and a sigh.