Alisa

I haven’t been in tumbr for a while. Because everything changed. Now I think I’m living my best life. And all i wanted to say that the pain is not forever. One day you will feel the happiness in your lungs I promise. I’ve been in depression for years and all I wanted is to be dead. I hated everything. Like EVERYTHING. Every night i dreamed about dying while sleeping. I thought that it will never end. And now that shit is gone. Every morning I wake up happy. I’m happy to see my friends and my parents also now I have a boyfriend and I love him so much he’s the best. Like I’m even happy that I can breath and see the sun. I can talk about happiness very long but the most important thing that i wanted to say to people who struggles with depression or even sadness. Everything will be fine and you will feel all the best emotions and feelings of life. And this is not just idle talk to calm you. I know that you will do it. Dear friend you will be happy. (I’m really sorry for my english. I still learn this language)