Deal With It

“You make lists in your head about what you want in a lover, like brown hair and a sweet voice. A sharp mind and a soft heart, a sense of humor that actually makes you laugh like you mean it. This and that. And it’s all bullshit. Because people aren’t lists. And I’ve always wanted to be the person who made someone realize that. I want to come across someone with a list in their head that is nothing like the person I am, and I want to show them what they didn’t even know they were looking for. People who think they know what they want are fooling themselves. Nobody really knows what they want. Not until it’s right in front of them.”

You used to be my world, now i got my own.

Maybe I’m just hard to love.

I wonder if you ever talked about me to someone.

We try so hard to hide everything we’re really feeling from those who probably need to know our true feelings the most.