This project was certainly very different from anything I have done in the past. It combined the two processes I was least comfortable with: sculpting (and other 3D processes) and collage. In addition to this, the piece was supposed to reflect the location it would be installed in. My artist statement is under the cut, but in case you don’t want to read my rambling (which, don’t blame you), here is an abbreviated version (without all the symbolism jazz):
My shadow box addresses both the nostalgia for the past and fear of the future that I have come to associate with my age. Different aspects of the piece represent different parts of my life, and the face represents, you guessed it, myself. Each item has a specific meaning and reason why it is placed where it is, and the box as a whole is displayed in the Grade 11 area because I feel as though the emotions conveyed in the piece are fairly universal to everyone in my grade.
For my shadow box, I wanted to address the themes growing up, through my family, friends, and what the future has in store. The chains represent being trapped, and they appear in two places in my piece. Around my face, they represent the restrictions that I currently feel are controlling my life, and around the canvas in the top left they represent the restrictions that I know will affect my future. The whole section of the piece taken up by the canvas represents my future, or what I think my future will be. Its smooth surface of the canvas section represents the idealized version of my future that I’ve always had in my head. The bottle caps symbolize the transition from adolescence to maturity, each one representing a year between myself and my sister’s age. My sister has always been my point of reference when it came to being “grown up”, especially when I was younger, so I wanted to incorporate that into my piece. The flower represents change, specifically the changes I know I’m going to have to make in my future. The rest of the canvas, or the “future” section is blank, because I have no idea what my future is going to look like from where I’m at right now. The sand dollars lined up to the right of my future section represent my past. Each one represents a member of my immediate family - my dad, my mom, and my sister. The sand dollars were picked up from the beach on a family trip when I was much younger, so that is part of the reason I chose sand dollars to represent my childhood. Another reason is the association of sand dollars with the beach, which in turn I associate with freedom and being carefree. The reason this section represents the past is because my family had a large impact on my childhood, and because the freedom I associate with the sand dollars is something I feel I no longer have. The section to the left of the face represents my present. The three blocks also represent my family, as they are arranged in the same vertical way as the sand dollars. However, they are more spaced apart, and also smaller in size compared to the sand dollars. This is because I currently feel as though my immediate family no longer occupies the same, large portion of my mind as it did in my youth, due to focusing more thoughts on school, friends, and other, newer concerns. In addition to this, my family is much more spread apart now, with my sister in university on the other side of the country, my dad travelling a lot for work, and my mom being back at school (while I was making the piece). This has forced me to become increasingly independent, which is also reflected in the key, which represents the “unlocking” of my future (or, rather, the chains/restrictions around my future). The three candles represent mourning and saying goodbye - in my family, we have a tradition every Christmas to light candles in memory of family and friends who are no longer with us. In my piece, they represent saying goodbye and letting go of my youth. Each candle represents a year between reaching (legal) adulthood. However, they have not been lit, as I have yet to really say goodbye to my youth. The squares throughout the piece are for visual cohesion, and I believe they really tie the piece together.
I wanted to put my piece in the Grade 11 area because, even though my piece is pretty personal, I felt as though the emotions and ideas that I was conveying were fairly universal to everyone in my grade. We are all at a such unique point in our lives, where we’re all focusing on the future but trying to hold onto, and recreate, the past, before it becomes too late.