Hazywords

Roller coasters the literal definition of terror Heights and screams from innocent mouths And bandages stitched on frail skin Dice rolls on the floor while men drool over heels Where naked skin collapse on tile ground Two fingers tucked inside of her with an arched back Pleasure is the last emotion felt, unless forced by greed Still two more fingers spiral deep down empty throats Lined with crumbs unwilling to bring life Bare face to plastic elastic skin Sex to find the love while he's uses her body to numb the pain People who throw darts at your back Only to make love to your bones with hellos and carved pumpkin smiles Dressed in shorts ohhh what a slut her bare skin is shown for those to be aroused Or the one who keeps everything behind black Cotten walls I fear of the shame of barring too much flesh Red sharpy lines tattooed to her Oh woman what a mess you are they say So fuck you to them .k

Fuck love id rather die forget the boys who tore you to shreds kissed your lips till they were red fuck the heartbreaks; nights laying awake why do I need love; why is that an escape cut them off make them ask why fuck those who say they care and slowly disappear. -k

When you walk passed my house in my mind I remember you asking me "please stop caring, just let me go". So I swallow the tears, roll down my sleeves, and hide my face so you won't see the pain. -k.

He asked me to leave like it was easy just like breathing, as if it was natural dose he expect me to act like it wasn't anything that my heart didn't explode when he walked by he wanted me to lock my emotions up throw them to the side as if they were meaning less now he doesn't want me Wipe your eyes; cover the pain paint on a smile and keep your head up He asked me to forget the words we shared the ones that made me happy so I'll let you believe I've thrown the emotions away; but truth is I won't ever leave .k

This heart of mine isn't a board game you don't get to make the rules; and change your emotions towards me left and right, again and again please if you care don't hold my hand and stare; whispering " this won't go anywhere" kiss my lips softly, my heart sinking like a ship at sea. Touch my skin till I'm made of you; just don't play with my mind, and close the doors pull me close and never want more sharing your secrets just to walk away We are afraid to love to let ourselves feel safe in another's embrace don't play games I've always been the same; I'll always want you, and the kiss you leave upon my face. -E.p

slip that pill under your tong  wrap your hands around my waist  kiss these whisky stained lips maybe if I pull the shutters down;  forget to look where i'm going

Breathing never seemed so difficult. Surrounded with millions of laughing faces even one upon my own. Still deep inside there's a sharp knife in my chest. Tears ready to fall like rain in the sky. I could be surrounded by the whole world; and still be alone. E.p

Take my soul Drag it across the road Under the crying sky Touch my lips Like we use to do so effortlessly Remind me of who we were Let me heal you Erase the pain you gave me The words tattooed over my head The hate I have for myself Your worth it all And that's the fucked up part .ep

“It hurts so fucking bad when you walk away from someone your still deeply in love with, and care for so strongly. Everything inside you dies. Time doesn’t heal anything only he can heal what’s dead inside. Forgiveness is a bitch, it will steal away your soft heart and hand you a bitter soul, so let your words be gentle. Don’t be so cruel. Even if your hurt from there lack of forgiveness, try to forgive for the both of you. Because walking away in love is like a shot from a gun, that won’t kill you. ” E.p

Two words down before the sorrow crawls up my throat. memories fade in and out. Its only seconds till his voice slips through the dark.

"I love you" has become a slap in the face. it feels like a swear word like "fuck you". Its so hard to believe, when you yell and hurt me. Your words are just a lie, i swallow each night. so I must kiss you goodbye -e.p

Shes a writer don’t expect her to be normal; each little thing is a sentence in a poem. You'll always be alive in her words even if you've escaped her soul. She will open up the pages and you’ll be there. When you kiss, hug, walk away. Those will soon become novels on a book shelf, lyrics that make love to piano keys. Be careful what you tell her they may soon haunt you.  Remember she cant really be loved, for words are her true lover, you will always be second place. words hold her in the night. sentences slip into her tea, like drops of sugar. Shes broken words on a page, created from saltwater and ink don’t expect her to stay for long, shes a wanderer, always searching for a home.  Shes a writer.  don’t try to control her; or she will spill ink of the chapter she wrote for you. -e.p

he makes me happy like you once did. the day you placed your hands upon my skin, when you let me fall asleep on your chest.  you once made me happy, now its all tears. maybe its selfish of me -e.p

Shes too young to tame too independent to depend on anymore shes free and thats how she will always be let her go you cant control her shes to wild to sit back and listen take a step back she will leave you in the dust she loves you but she wont stay to broken to be loved shes too young so watch her walk away -e.p

I'm scared to admit the fear I hold behind the walls around my heart. A broken heart beyond fixing. I'm scared to tell you the truth; so I lie. You'd never understand; so I just stay. But i'm not sure I love you anymore; no I care deeply about you. Its just the love has fallen to the bottom of the sea. I'm scared to admit it, or believe it. I've loved you each bit every inch but now there's to much pain to feel loved. I'm sorry everything changed. I hate myself for saying this but please turn your eyes away from me. I don't love you anymore. Im being crule only to save your heart, I cant live a lie." -e.p

Do you ever fear you suddenly fallen out of love with someone; you swore you'd never live without. Its not that you stopped loving them; you just came to a breaking point where your heart stopped beating for them. The love still lingering but the butterflies have died. As if you've been running a race; and just before the finish line you fall to the ground grasping your chest. You've come to far but you just cant take one more step. Day after day you try only to fall asleep tore apart. things get in the way of love, words scar your heart, pain swallows you whole. fearful to say "enough" to admit the truth.Choking on the tears; shaking from the anger boiling inside. What do you do? when you no longer are falling in love but haven't fallen out of love yet? I believe that makes me a terribly selfish person. How do I live with myself? -e.p