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I feel like the world is crashing down all around me & I have no where to hide 😔sucks being pregnant & feeling like ur life is complete shit but having to act like everything is okay.

It's hella sad listening to other women boast about their significant other and how affectionate they are and over caring while they are pregnant & I can't even get mine to crack a smile at me or tell me I'm pretty.

There's nothing more saddening than laying next to someone and feeling more alone than as if ur by yourself, like ur unwanted but they put up w/ you.

When you try and make sure his laundry is done everyday so he never has to worry about coming home to dirty clothes. When you try and make dinner every night so you can make sure he never complains about being hungry. When you clean the house & make sure everything is spotless before he gets home from work. When you try and hide your sadness and never complain cause you don't wanna seem annoying & needy. & yet your still not good enough....

29 weeks pregnant 12.30.16