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βfor a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight,
β¦ cinna, 24, they/she, black
β¦ a blog dedicated to writing, healing, and being wholly myself.
and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.β
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sandrone's story is so... moving. she's kinda just like me. why even keep things around if everything you care about is going to be destroyed or lost anyway? better to have never had anything at all.
that saying "better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" was always a pathetic saying to me. i'd rather spare myself the heartache and push things away. granted, sandrone has overcome this and that's why she's playable β the crux of her character development comes from her overcoming that mentality. but it's... refreshing to see so much of myself in another character.
i hope i get her. really, i do.
hair? braided
weed? smoked
mcdonalds? eaten
edible? loading..
idk why i'm so afraid to yap on this blog when that's literally what its for. its where i yap and get ignored because i need to scream into the void
phainon rerun.. hopefully i get paid enough next week to try and pull for e2 since i lucked out with e1 during his release π₯Ί
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i don't have money for the things i need to work, dawg. no money to buy new pants or shoes -- one different pair for each job. no money to get shirts or a bag that's not fucked up, no money to do laundry so i continue to damage my already dry and peeling hands by hand washing all my shit...
man if i never lost my fire for writing, i'd open comms right about now. instead i wanna save my money to comm others to draw my ocs. but lord knows if i'll ever even manage to MAKE an oc again. jesus fucking christ,,
i miss writing. i miss it a lot. i always carry notebooks and whatnot but never use em. maybe i'll try today during my break
i see your asks, i do. but yesterday was the anniversary of my grandmother's passing, i had a shit vacation last week, and i started my second job today. life is moving fast and i have to keep up. i have to learn what accommodations i need n all that... im sorry, please give me time.
i'm starting to become numb to my own suffering. about damn time. bc i've been going about my life knowing that i'm nobody's first choice and that everyone will always assume the worst of me despite my best efforts, and that's kinda just okay at this point. nobody cares about me enough to truly listen to the words i say or truly give a shit about how terrible i'm feeling and that's genuinely okay. i'm tired of being tired. i just want it all to stop
i'm finding out in real time just how much emotional distress can fuck with my body. holy shit i feel awful. i can't eat, i can't sleep, no amount of edibles is effective enough for me to relax... ugh.
honestly if we selfship from the same media id love for our self inserts to be friends
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what if... i made apep a mother to fraternal twin dragons who both hate and love humanity.... internal dragon conflict because apep HATES humans....
dude i've been in such terrible emotional and mental distress that it's fucking with me physically. like i think i reached my dissociation limit or smth, i am Not Well
βTis my birthday once again todayβ¦ eee
How have you been recently, by the way?
Also this is quite random but you know when we were talking about mermaid!Anaxa some time ago (I think that was with you?) β do you know where the posts are? I tried looking for them but I couldnβt find them anywhereβ¦
-π» anon
WHAT THE FUCK???? WHAT??? I MISSED IT??? OH MY GOD HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HI???
i am so so so sorry i'm just now seeing this :( HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY LOVE, I'M PUTTING THIS DOWN IN MY CALENDAR π₯Ίπ₯Ί
and yes, the mermaid!anaxa was with me! it's over on my other blog, i'll look for the posts and try and link em to you when i get the chance later !!
talking about star rail always fans the embers of my creative spirit. theorizing about hoyoverse games with my best friend makes me want to make things of my own. i just... idk. it's been years since i've written anything at this point. i've got no talent left in me.
this whole passive thought process of feeling inadequate or stagnant or just overall like shit is too much. it's too fucking much dawg i can't do this anymore. i'm just not good enough. i can't do anything. i'm good at what i do but apparently not good enough to receive recognition or feedback. i'm a good friend but never anyone's first choice. i have to sit back and watch as my life slips away from me because every time i fucking try, i'm let down or ignored.
what the fuck else am i supposed to do other than give the fuck up?
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i hate myself so fucking much lmao. i give up. someone referred me to a job -- very good job, btw -- and the interview went very well... and i didn't get it. after almost a full fucking year of trying to find a job that isn't so physically taxing and one that's got people around me that i know.. and nope. no.
im literally not good enough
trying to make a phainon mii in tomodachi life is so fucking hard bc idk how to draw... just gonna have to settle
