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@kopivie
βfor a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight,
β¦ cinna, 24, they/she, black
β¦ a blog dedicated to writing, healing, and being wholly myself.
and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.β
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PHAINON PHAINON ITS PHAINON RJEHSKDJEWISJ*@@,*Γ#&#*Γ, THANK YOU FATE EVEN THANK YOUUSUSHWJEJDDJJDF RJF ππππππππππ
as for how i'm doing? idk. i'm not any worse than i was two months ago, but i'm definitely not any better. i truly don't know how i can even begin to get better.
don't talk to me unless it's about avatar i'm so serious
irritability? more like chronic misery. idk if i'm ever going to feel better
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keeping my phone on dnd is so... refreshing. no anxiety of missing anything or feeling bad about not answering someone. not like anybody's blowing up my phone anyway.
the only difference between me now and me back in 2021-22 is that i'm not suicidal, lmfao. i feel like s-tier shit. if i was five or six years younger, i don't think i'd be here anymore so.... hooray for character development?
point is, i'm very aware that i'm isolating myself. it's the only way i think i can even begin to heal.
sandrone's story is so... moving. she's kinda just like me. why even keep things around if everything you care about is going to be destroyed or lost anyway? better to have never had anything at all.
that saying "better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" was always a pathetic saying to me. i'd rather spare myself the heartache and push things away. granted, sandrone has overcome this and that's why she's playable β the crux of her character development comes from her overcoming that mentality. but it's... refreshing to see so much of myself in another character.
i hope i get her. really, i do.
hair? braided
weed? smoked
mcdonalds? eaten
edible? loading..
idk why i'm so afraid to yap on this blog when that's literally what its for. its where i yap and get ignored because i need to scream into the void
phainon rerun.. hopefully i get paid enough next week to try and pull for e2 since i lucked out with e1 during his release π₯Ί
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i don't have money for the things i need to work, dawg. no money to buy new pants or shoes -- one different pair for each job. no money to get shirts or a bag that's not fucked up, no money to do laundry so i continue to damage my already dry and peeling hands by hand washing all my shit...
man if i never lost my fire for writing, i'd open comms right about now. instead i wanna save my money to comm others to draw my ocs. but lord knows if i'll ever even manage to MAKE an oc again. jesus fucking christ,,
i miss writing. i miss it a lot. i always carry notebooks and whatnot but never use em. maybe i'll try today during my break
i see your asks, i do. but yesterday was the anniversary of my grandmother's passing, i had a shit vacation last week, and i started my second job today. life is moving fast and i have to keep up. i have to learn what accommodations i need n all that... im sorry, please give me time.
i'm starting to become numb to my own suffering. about damn time. bc i've been going about my life knowing that i'm nobody's first choice and that everyone will always assume the worst of me despite my best efforts, and that's kinda just okay at this point. nobody cares about me enough to truly listen to the words i say or truly give a shit about how terrible i'm feeling and that's genuinely okay. i'm tired of being tired. i just want it all to stop
i'm finding out in real time just how much emotional distress can fuck with my body. holy shit i feel awful. i can't eat, i can't sleep, no amount of edibles is effective enough for me to relax... ugh.
honestly if we selfship from the same media id love for our self inserts to be friends
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what if... i made apep a mother to fraternal twin dragons who both hate and love humanity.... internal dragon conflict because apep HATES humans....
dude i've been in such terrible emotional and mental distress that it's fucking with me physically. like i think i reached my dissociation limit or smth, i am Not Well
