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Law school is exhausting, but Javi is nothing if not stubborn. Somewhere between impossible reading, quiet teasing, and the comfort of having you beside him, even the longest night starts to feel a little easier.
Warnings: fluff, law school AU, established dating, comfort, light humor, tired but soft and cuddly javier peĂąa
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âYouâve been staring at the same page for ten minutes.â You smiled to yourself and set down the book youâd been pretending to read.
Javi didnât look up from the open law book spread across the library table. âIâm reading.â
âYou havenât turned a page.â
âIâve been thinking.â
You slid into the chair beside him. The library was quiet except for the occasional shuffle of pages and the squeak of a cart somewhere between the shelves. âThatâs lawyer code for âI forgot what I was reading,â isnât it?â
He finally looked over, one eyebrow raised. âYou always this annoying?â
âOnly around you.â
A quiet laugh escaped him before he could stop it. He rubbed a hand over his face, looking tired. There were dark circles under his eyes, and his notes were scattered across the table in no particular order.
Without saying anything, you reached for his hand beneath the table.
His fingers curled around yours almost immediately. âYou donât have to babysit me,â he said, though his thumb was already brushing slow circles over your knuckles.
âI know.â
âIâll finish this.â
âI know.â
âAnd Iâll pass the exam.â
You squeezed his hand. âI know.â
For the first time all evening, the tension in his shoulders eased.
A few minutes later, he gave your hand one last squeeze before letting go. Then he closed the book with a sigh and leaned back in his chair. âCome here.â
âWeâre in a library.â
âSoâŚ?â
âSo people are trying to study.â
âTheyâve been watching me suffer for three hours.â His mouth twitched into a grin. âI think Iâve earned one hug.â
You rolled your eyes, but stood anyway and stepped closer. Javi turned toward you, and the second your arms wrapped around him, he buried his face against your shoulder like heâd been waiting all day for exactly this. âYouâre impossible,â you whispered.
âMaybe,â Javier murmured. âBut Iâm passing that exam.â
âYou better. Iâm not dating a guy who made me read contract law for nothing.â
thank you to @time-for-my-weekly-spanking and @mcthsman for the tag. the only thing i'm actively writing for at the moment is want you back which has been pure angst.
here's a non-angsty snippet that I just wrote like 45 minutes ago that we won't see until a later part.
âHappy birthday, old man,â you say with a grin, throwing your arms around his neck and kissing him on the cheek. Lucien closes his eyes, relishing in the way your lips feel against his skin, and he aches to tilt your chin towards him and claim your mouth in a searing kiss.
âOh, câmon. Is forty five really that old?â he asks, his hands wrapping around your middle, toying with the hem of your shirt as if testing to see if he could get away with his fingers skating over the strip of exposed skin at your back.Â
âYes,â you respond matter of factly. âIn fact, I made our dinner reservation for 4:30 because I know how much you love an early bird special.â You finally pull away and set your bag down on his kitchen counter.Â
âHa ha,â he says dryly, rolling his eyes, already missing your embrace. âVery funny. What time is our actual reservation at?â
â9:30.â
âYouâre a pain in the ass, you know that?â he asks teasingly.Â
You break out into a smile and Lucien swears his heart skips a beat. Youâre stunning. âYou love me, birthday boy,â you jest, poking him in the chest.
Lucien looks down at your finger and then back up at you, nodding. He wishes he could tell you the truth â how you make him feel and how youâve made his life better in every way. âOf course I do,â he admits. Lucien licks his lips and lets his gaze flit down to your mouth, his brain screaming at him to close the distance and just kiss you already. He finds himself unconsciously leaning in but then youâre gone, moving towards your bag and removing a silver party hat that you place precariously on top of his head.
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Thank you for the tags @bergamote-catsandbooks @awkwardpaws @sawymredfox @broad-shouldrsđ¤â¨ď¸
Javier PeĂąa & fem college student!reader (platonic)
I just started writing the first chapter of my "Clown" story for @ess-evo's horror writing challenge.
This is a crime/horror/mystery/thriller series set around a fictional town called Delry (sounds incredibly close to Derry huh). Reader, who's also referred to as Rivers, is a close friend of Mia, who changes after one night at a circus. Javier is a new professor who transferred to Delry College two weeks prior to the incidentâbut he's not just a professor.
You hadn't realized that you were occupying almost one third of the door's width as you poked your head in until you heard someone clearing their throat. Your heart almost leaped out of your ribs as if you got caught plagiarizing a reading journal.
Looking up, you were met with a pair of brown eyes and a dark, bushy mustache. Your gaze lingered for a few long seconds as you tried to place where you'd seen this face before, completely oblivious to the fact that your cheek was brushing against his tie, your face barely inches away from his chest.
Huh?
Oh.
Oh shit.
You immediately leaned back on your feet in realization. "Hi. Sir. Sorry. I was uhâ looking for my friend." You rapped.
The man, also known as Mia's new, no-bullshit Introduction to Criminology professor, stared at you unamused as you flashed him a sheepish smile.
His jaw clenched in mild annoyance, scrutinizing your face before glancing back into the classroom. There were only two girls you didn't recognize and three boys left inside. "I think she left."
"Again?" You exclaimed, unaware of how tired he sounded.
The man in gray suit shrugged and walked off, the clacking of his heels echoing through the campus hallway.
You pouted in exasperation at Mia's audacity as your head followed the lecturer's figure that grew smaller with every step he took.
Thank you for reading! Feedbacks are appreciated :>
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Thanks for the lovely tags!đ @bergamote-catsandbooks @vodkaandpizza @cozymochaa @time-for-my-weekly-spanking @baronessvonglitter @queenofslowburn Hereâs a glimpse of the next chapter of Frankie and Ben!
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âI donât know whatâs wrong with you," Frankie pushes Ben, needing to know the truth. "But it has been going on for way too long. I thought that giving you space was the right choice, that youâd come to me when you were ready, that you'd trust me. I was willing to wait because Lucia has been with her mom since this started," Frankie continues. Bringing forward the only thing he's sure could break Ben's resolve to maintain his problem to himself if Frankie is not enough, their little girl, who is currently spending some extra time with her mom before Gabriella goes away to take care of her mother. "But I canât anymore. What you did was reckless and selfish. We both knew the roof was slippery, that it was better to do it together and be careful. You could have died.â
Ben remains silent. Observing. Quiet in a way that feels wrong. Not withdrawn or cold. But reserved. Remorseful. As if Frankie would dare to say, ashamed. The kind of quiet that cleaved Frankie in two and made him agonise over what he had done to not be trusted anymore.
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1. How many works do you have on AO3?
Three. I'm such a lazy ass, I'm sorry. But you can always request for me to add other fics on ao3 if you want :)
2. Whatâs your total AO3 word count?
22 406
3. What fandoms do you write for?
PPCU fandom
4. What are your top 5 3 fics by kudos?
Only You [Javier PeĂąa x f!Reader]
The Love is Stronger Than the Heart [Ex!Harry Castillo x f!Reader]
I'll Be Dead and Gone [QZ!Joel x Llewyn Davis]
5. Do you respond to comments?
Always! But response time vary (a few minutes to a few months) đđ
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I feel like it's a tie between I'll Be Dead and Gone and The Love is Stronger Than the Heart
7. Whatâs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
The Love is Stronger Than the Heart if you don't read the last part đ¤ˇââď¸
jk, I'll go with Benito y PapĂĄ. It was pretty sweet, and there's Only You which was pure fangirling.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
No. Thank you for being so nice to me and my mediocre writing đĽšđ
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I don't. Last time I tried, I cringed so hard, so I think I'll stick to making myself cry and writing sweet platonic stories that make me look like I have daddy issues
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatâs the craziest one youâve written?
TLOU and Inside Llewyn Davis crossover called I'll Be Dead and Gone. My first fic. Llewyn ends up in the apocalypse with his emotional support cat and became Joel's flatmate. One of them died. Or maybe two.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I'm aware of.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Not yet, but I'm open to the possibility.
14. Whatâs your all-time favorite ship?
Any of the PPCU boys with Javi P. Slut Javi for lyfe!
15. Whatâs a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
There's one that I put off last year. It was supposed to be my first fic. It's about Prof Reed and his mentee who got exposed to cosmic ray and regressed into a child. Platonic, obviously. I haven't gone past the second chapter because I couldn't figure out the science stuff (I read so many space related articles that the story itself was going nowhere lol). I still have hope for it, though.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Killing my favourite characters? I've done it twice now đ
but seriously, maybe emotions? platonic relationships? banters? I hope so
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Grammar, limited vocab, and repetitive sentence structures. Also spelling..? (we follow British English at school but my uni uses American, so now I'm just a confused cat who does both)
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I try to avoid them if I can and just use the most generic ones like for Javi P. No hablo espaĂąol, unfortunately. I did try to apply my limited Mandarin knowledge into Magnolia Blooms with You.
Maybe if I ever write a story set in Malacca Sultanate then I'd mix some Malay, but I doubt that would ever happen lol unless a certain Roman general would like to pay a visit. Or if Reed Richards ever feel like jumping off Merdeka 118 with Yelena
19. First fandom you wrote for?
PPCU fandom
20. Favorite fic youâve written?
The Love is Stronger Than the Heart, which took me like three months to finish lol and I'm quite happy with it đ¤
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Summary: What happens when two people meet each other at their lowest? And what if they don't push each other away? There is something in Alex that makes you want to know him better. And he can't deny that he finds you interesting too.
Series warnings: strangers to friends to best friends to lovers, slow burn, mentions of divorce, grief and talk about the feeling, alcohol consumption, arguments, swearing, eventual smut, poorly described music and cello terms, each chapter will have its own warnings!
Word count: -
Status: coming soon
chapter one - coming soon
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Thanks for the tag lovely @vodkaandpizza âĽď¸ I feel like I haven't done one in ages! So I might have put Frankie on a shelf for a little while (fear not, he will be back very soon), but I had the urge to write a story with Harry Castillo. One where he travels to Paris and meets a French girl (self indulgent much? well, that's what fanfics are for!). Here is a little snippet of what to expect
He doesn't notice the person on the ladder a few feet away from him, until he hears the noise of books falling to the ground, paired with a pretty loud "Putain!"
He turns his head, and gets a glimpse of a pair of legs rushing down the ladder, legs that attached to the body and the face of a woman who immediately bends down to gather the books on the floor mumbling what he seems to recognize as very colorful French swear words. Bending down he goes to help her, picking up some of the books and handing them back to her. He discerns a thank you in the words she tells him as she picks the books from his hands. But his French is still rusty, she speaks fast, and, he has to admit, she is strikingly pretty and for a moment he gets lost in her face, eyes and smile, until the smile falls a bit and the eyes looks interrogative and he realizes he has been staring.
"Pardon, je ne comprends pas." He can hear his thick American accent, but he hopes she can at least understand him.
Shane "Dio" Morrissey x Tim Rockford | Crossover | Detective x Criminal | Slow Burnish | Multi-Chapter | Ao3
Summary: Shane "Dio" Morrissey is trouble. Tim Rockford knows it. But maybe he likes trouble. And he definitely has a bit of a savior complex.
WC:4.5k
Warnings: MDNI (18+), age difference, police interrogation, power imbalance, homelessness, referenced drug addiction, violence, and death, eventual smut, eventual addiction recovery. (Will add more as they become relevant.)
Notes: I debated posting this because it retreads a lot of themes I've touched on in other fics...but then I decided I was taking a fun hobby too seriously. If I enjoyed writing it, someone might enjoy reading it, right? And it's been sitting in my drafts forever, just collecting dust. Likes/reblogs/comments are greatly appreciated!
Huge shoutout to @perotovar whose amazing fic Bloody Kisses inspired this (seriously, go read it!)
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Chapter 1: The Boy's A Timebomb
Shane fucking Morrissey.
Everyone in the precinct had dealt with him by now, except Tim, and not a single one had anything positive to say. Jones had been downright vicious in his recounting of their first run-in. Called him a âsatanic son-of-a-bitch twink trying to pass as a domâ. Some of the others in the room smirked. Tim had wondered, not for the first time, if Jones would be quite so verbose if he knew about him, the way he swung.
But now, standing in front of the one-way mirror, looking at the kid in question, he had to admit he wasnât far off. Probably weighed a buck fifty soaking wet, dyed black hair, eyeliner, more metal in and on him than a hardware store. Theyâd taken the oversized duster heâd been wearing, leaving him in a tight black shirt, loose black pants, and scuffed docs peeking out from under the table. He was cuffed and chained to the chair, excessive, considering the bandage on his forearm and soot under his nose. It was a wonder the kid still had eyebrows with how close heâd come to catching fire.
âWatch him. Seriously.â John passed him the glass of water and Tylenol heâd requested.
âYou really think heâs dangerous?â They both watched Shane for a second, making obscene gestures in the mirror and smirking at himself. âHe looks like just another punk kid.â
That wasnât quite true. He happened to have a smooth, angular face, cheekbones that could cut glass, plush pink lips, and big brown eyesâshit.
âI donât know. Spooked Connie after one conversation. And that Satanic mumbo-jumbo he was spewing at JonesâŚâ
Tim glanced at him. âDonât tell me you believe in that shit?â
John shrugged, âNo, but he does. Gave me the creeps, if Iâm honest.â
âWell, alright.â Tim squared his shoulders. âWish me luck, I guess.â
He pulled the door back and stepped through, letting it swing shut behind him with sharp finality. The kid stiffened, though he tried not to. Timâs shoes echoed hollowly in the cement box as he approached the table.
The kidâs eyes were trained on him instantly, like a prey animal in a snare. Pupils blown wide, dark pools swallowing most of the dark brown iris. Pills, maybe. Oxy, benzosâŚ
Tim set his file, along with the water and pain meds, on the table, just out of Shaneâs reach.
âAlright, Shaneââ
âDio.â He corrected instantly.
Tim drew his glasses from his breast pocket and put them on before opening his file to read. âName: Shane Alexander Morrissey, Date of Birth: Aprilââ
âOkay, man. Whatever.â
Tim glanced at him over the rim of his glasses. âSure you donât want me to keep going? I mean, thereâs some real interesting stuff in hereâŚâ
âCan we skip the bullshit?â Shane picked at the taped edge of his bandage absently. He wasnât sweating yet. He was breathing steady, but too steady, like he was regulating it on purpose.
âWe can, yeah. You tell me what I want to know.â
âI already told the uniforms. I donât know anything.â
Tim huffed a breath, setting the file aside again. âI thought we were skipping the bullshit, Shane?â He leaned half on the edge of the table, taking the weight off his bad hip, still throbbing from last weekâs takedown.â
He tried to hide the wince, but Shane caught it anyway. Kidâs eyes were too quick for his own good. He was doing the tough-guy act now, leaning back in his chair, slouched, or as much as the cuffs would allow. But every muscle in him was tight, coiled.
Tim let the silence hang for a while, long enough for the kid to get nervous, antsy. When he spoke, his voice was lower. âCan I ask you something?â
Shane scoffed. âThatâs why Iâm chained to this table, right?â
Tim gestured at the piercings and studded jewelry glinting in the harsh light, the shitty pentagram tattoo on his hand. âYou really into all this shit? Or is it camouflage?â
âThisâŚshit?â Shane tilted his head, hardware jingling. He inhaled, the motion pulling his thin black shirt tight across his lean chest. Nipple rings. Jesus Christ. What else had the kid pierced?
It was the wrong thought to have. Timâs throat went dry. He pulled his eyes away, back up to meet Shaneâs. Just in time to catch his sly, knowing smile. Dammit.
âExactly what shit is that, Detective?â
âYou tell me.â Tim kept his tone steady, flat. âI got one detective saying you tried to hex him, spewing some satanic mumbo-jumbo.â
âYeah?â Shaneâs laugh was short and bitter, but his gaze moved down Timâs frame slowly, intentionally, before returning to his face. âHe tell you the part where he tried to choke me out?â
The kidâs gaze was potent as physical touch. âDonât tell me you expect sympathy.â
Shane shrugged. âNot from some pervy old gimp who says mumbo-jumbo unironically.â
âAh. Thereâs that winning personality they warned me about.â
Tim eased off the table and circled behind the chair. Not fast, not threatening. Just close enough to make the kidâs shoulders tighten. Close enough now he could smell the gel in his hair, his cheap cologne, the sweat beneath it.
âYouâre nervous.â
Shane didnât turn his head, but the muscle in his jaw jumped. Tim filed that away.
âMan, this is bullshit. Just like last time. Howâd that turn out again?â
He had a point there; Tim couldnât deny it. Turned out the âvictimâ was wanted under various aliases in multiple states for sexual assault. Probably wouldâve done a number on both Dio and his girl if he hadnât stopped him when he did. In light of that, it was ruled self-defense. Case dropped. Whole thing had been a shit show for the department, but none of it was relevant now.
Tim leaned in behind him, close enough his breath stirred the hair at the nape of Shaneâs neck. âYouâre clearly a smart kid, Shane. Not smart enough to learn your lesson the first time, though.â
âStop hanging with, what do you call âem? Posers?â
Shane rolled his eyes.
âRats then. People who turn on you when shit gets hot.â
âThatâs all there is, man.â
Tim stepped back into Shaneâs line of sight. âSo this warehouse on 14th,â he said conversationally, leaning on the table again. âWhat were you and your little coven doing there?â
Shaneâs posture stiffened for a second, but then he leaned in, face alarmingly close to Timâs thigh, looking up at him with those big dark eyes.
âWhy, DetectiveâŚâ Shane murmured, warmth breathed across Timâs thigh. âYou interested in our working?â His smile sharpened. âI could show you sometime.â
Tim held his gaze. Kids broke into abandoned buildings all the time. Smoked a little, scared each other with spooky rituals. Harmless, mostly. But his tone sent a small shiver down Timâs spine.
âIâm mostly interested in why your working ended with a warehouse on fire.â He let that sit a moment. Then added, almost casually, âFire marshal says it started inside.â
âWell, if he said it, it must be true.â Shane huffed, still picking at the edge of his bandage.
âThat hurt?â Tim nodded at his arm.
Shane shrugged noncommittally.
Tim slid the glass and pills toward him. Shane hesitated, as if waiting for the catch, but after a few seconds he scooped the pills upâawkwardly, cuffs scraping the tableâand tossed them back, followed by the water. He downed the glass in a few gulps, throat working.
Tim looked away a second too late.
Shane set the glass down slowly. âEnjoying the show, Detective?â
âThree of your friends got second-degree burns; oneâs still in the burn unit. And every single one of them is pointing at you, saying you knocked over the kerosene when you got âpossessedâ or whatever the fuck story you were selling.â
âThree separate statements, same story. You chanting, then flames.â
Shane exhaled sharply through his nose. âI was there, yeah. But I didnât start the fire.â
Tim pulled the chair out and sat. He studied the younger manâs face in the flat light. âYouâre high.â It wasnât a question.
Shaneâs mouth curved wryly. âYou gonna add public intoxication to the charges?â
âIf you keep bullshitting me.â Tim tapped the table once. âYou were high then, too. Werenât you? Thatâs why your friends are so quick to hang you out to dry. âDio was fucked up, man, he didnât know what he was doingâŚâ Convenient.â
Shaneâs jaw flexed. âI didnât start the fire, and I wasnât the one who brought the kerosene.â
âThen tell me who did. Unless you want to take the fall for them.â Silence stretched; neither moved. The fluorescent light buzzed overhead. âI need a name, Shane. Or I start treating you like the arsonist your friends say you are.â
Shane held his gaze a moment longer before dropping his eyes to the table. When he spoke, his voice was so low Tim had to lean in to hear it. âBladeâŚI guess his real nameâs Brent. Check his phone, 929 area code, starts with 386, I think. Thatâs all I got.â
Tim wrote it down, nodding once. He crossed the room, reached for the door.
Behind him, Shane spoke. âThis is gonna fuck me over, Detective. You know that, right?â
Timâs hand paused on the door handle. âYeah, I know.â
â
That had been what? Eight months ago? Turned out the kidâs information was legit. Brentâs phone led them to a mid-level fence in Queens and several other cases of insurance arson. Shane got misdemeanor trespass and reckless endangerment; they dropped the rest. Two hundred hours community service, mandatory twelve-step meetings everyone knew wouldnât do shit.
Now Tim was watching him again through the same one-way glass. Time hadnât been kind to the kid. He was cuffed and chained to the chair again. He looked thinner, sharper, clothes hanging off him like they belonged to someone else. His cheekbones were hollow, his hair shaggier, dirty, brown roots showing beneath the black, nail polish mostly chipped away.
Tim rubbed his jaw, stubble rasping under his palm. He sucked in a breath as he straightened and pushed through the door.
âFuck.â Shane muttered when he saw him. âYou gotta be shitting meâŚâ
âLong time no see, kid.â Tim set the file down and leaned on the table.
âMiss me, Detective?â The words came out half challenge, half something else.
âWas hoping I wouldnât see you in here again.â
âSorry to disappoint.â Shaneâs gaze slid slowly down Timâs body, then back up. âYou look good, old man. Still limping?â
Tim ignored the jab and the heat crawling up his neck. âLetâs get down to it. Uniforms roll up, victim bleeding out. You, ten feet away, covered in blood. Seems cut and dry to me.â
âIâll tell you exactly what I told those fucking pigs. I didnât stab anyone.â
Tim leaned down, forearms braced on the table so their faces were level. âIf you didnât, who did?â
Shane didnât lean back. âI donât know.â
âBullshit.â Tim straightened. âWhat were you doing in that park at 3am, Shane?â
âItâs Dio.â
âWeâve been through this before, Shane. What were you doing in the park?â
Shane swallowed, throat working. âSleeping.â
âIn February? Try again.â
Shaneâs eyes flicked to the one-way glass, then back. âNo colder than the shelter, and a hell of a lot quieter âtil your boys showed up.â
The kid was holding it together fairly well, but the pulse in his neck was jumping. âYou look like hell, Shane.â
âFuck you.â
Tim didnât flinch. âTough guy routine didnât work last time, and itâs not gonna work now. Not when thereâs a body on a slab, and your nameâs already top of the list.â
Shane swallowed again, harder this time. âI didnât kill anyone.â
âThen tell me who did.â Tim pulled out the chair opposite and sat, elbows on the table. âBecause right now, your storyâs looking thin. Real thin.â
Shane stared at the table, breathing shallowly.
âClockâs ticking, and my patience is running out.â
Shaneâs fingers curled into fists. âI was sleeping,â he repeated, but the words sounded smaller now.
Tim let the silence stretch another ten seconds, watching the kid twitch like he was about to crawl out of his own skin. Shane kept his eyes on the table, but the bravado was fraying.
âYouâre shaking,â Tim observed quietly.
Shaneâs head jerked up. âIâm fine.â
âYouâre not.â Tim leaned back in his chair, arms crossed. âPupils like pinpricks, skinâs clammy, youâre chewing the inside of your cheek raw. How long since your last hit?â
Shaneâs laugh came out cracked, too high at the edges. âWhatever, man.â
Tim pulled a battered pack of Reds and a lighter from his trousers pocket, setting them on the table between them.
Shaneâs eyes locked on them instantly.
âThey wonât fix whatâs wrong with you, but they might take the edge off.â
The leg bounce picked up speed. âYou trying to play good cop now? After all the âclockâs tickingâ shit?â
âIâm trying to wrap this conversation up before you start puking on my shoes.â Tim tapped the pack once with a fingertip. âYour call.â
For a long beat, nothing happened. Then Shaneâs cuffed hands slid forward, his knuckles grazing Timâs hand as they closed around the pack. The contact was brief, hot, before Tim drew back.
Shane fumbled a cigarette out, and got it between his lips, but his hands shook so bad he couldnât work the lighter. Tim took it from him, flicked it, and held the flame steady. Shane had to lean close to reach it. Tim had the strangest urge to cup the back of that pale neck.
The first drag was desperate, cheeks hollowing. He held it in his lungs, then exhaled through his nose in a long stream. The smoke curled up toward the buzzing light. His shoulders dropped a fraction.
âBetter?â Tim asked.
Shane took another long pull and didnât answer right away.
âI wasnât lying about the park,â he said finally. âCouch-surfing ran out. Shelterâs full of assholes. I was sleeping there.â
âIn February?â
âYeah, in February.â He exhaled hard through his nose. âGuy came up to me. Started talking. I talked back. Thatâs it.â
Tim waited, leaning in a fraction. âTalked about what?â
Shaneâs jaw flexed; he kept his eyes on the table. âDoes it matter?â
âIt matters if he ended up bleeding out ten feet from you.â
âI didnât stab him.â
âI didnât ask if you stabbed him. I asked what you were doing with him at three in the morning.â
Shane scrubbed a hand over his face; the chain rattled. âHe wanted something. I was considering it. He got handsy. Pinned me. I couldnât get him off.â His voice stayed flat, detached, but the words came faster toward the end. âThen someone else showed up. Deep voice. Started yelling. I didnât see a face. I was busy trying to get out from under the first guy.â
âSome guy came to your rescue? Who? Batman?â
âFuck you, man. Did I say that? I said he started yelling at the john.â The word slipped out; neither acknowledged it.
âYelling what?â
âThreats. Money. I donât know. I wasnât exactly taking notes.â
The cigarette had burned down to the filter. Shane stared at it like he didnât know how itâd happened. He crushed it out on the tableâs edge, leaving a black streak.
âTake another if you want it.â
Shane barked a laugh. âYou think a few smokes are gonna make me confess to something I didnât do?â
âJust tell me what happened, Shane.â Â
âI did, goddammit! Iâm telling the truth!â
âI need something more, Shane. A description, anything.â
Shaneâs hands curled into fists on the table. For a second he didnât speak. When he did, his voice was lower, thinner. âIt was dark. He was on top of me. I couldnât see shit. I heard the other guy, and then the knifeââ He stopped, throat working. âThere was blood everywhere.â
He reached for the cigarette pack, fingers shaking, then seemed to forget it. Instead his hand closed around Timâs wrist. The grip was tight, almost painful. Their eyes met.
Tim didnât pull away. âAlright, kid, I hear you.â
The door groaned open. Shane flinched and dropped his hand. Tim straightened, jaw tightening.
âRockford.â John poked his head in, tired eyes flicking first to the kid, then Tim. âNeed you a minute.â
Tim swallowed back a curse. âHang tight, Shane. Donât go anywhere.â
Shaneâs laugh was a dry rasp. âWhere the fuck would I go, exactly?â
Tim stepped out, letting the door thud shut behind him. His mind was still on the heat of Shaneâs grip and the way the kidâs eyes had gone dark and pleading. The hallway smelled like burnt coffee, old sweat, and industrial cleaner that never quite won the fight.
âWhat?â
âWe think we got the perp. Tried to stick up a liquor store a block from the park. Knife still had wet blood on it when patrol rolled him.â
Timâs stomach clenched. âDid you send it to the lab?â
âYeah, rush order. Tech said prelim match could be back in an hour or so.â
Tim glanced through the glass. Shane was hunched now, elbows on the table, forehead almost touching the scarred metal. His fingers had finally closed around the cigarette pack. He was shredding it methodically, peeling off thin strips. Curls of paper drifted to the floor around his boots.
âLittle shitâs telling the truth,â Tim muttered. Â
John shrugged. âMaybe. Or maybe heâs just good at playing victim. Hold him till we know. Canât cut him loose and have him rabbit on us.â
Tim rubbed the back of his neck. âHeâs coming apart in there. Withdrawalâs hitting hard. If we keep him much longer without something, heâs gonna puke or seize or both.â
John gave him a flat look. âHeâs a material witness at best, suspect at worst. We donât run a detox center.â
Tim sighed shortly. âYeah. I know.â
He pushed back inside, closing the door behind him. Shane didnât look up. His breathing was shallow, ragged; every few seconds, a shiver ran through him like current. One cigarette remained from the pack heâd shredded, bent.
Tim slid back into his chair. âWe got a knife with blood on it, might be a match. Labâs running it now.â
Shaneâs head jerked up, eyes wide. âSo Iâm free?â
âNot yet, gotta wait for the match. Could clear you, could bury you. Either way, youâre not walking till we know.â
Shane pressed the heel of his hand to his stomach, hard, like he was trying to hold something in. âFuck. I canâtâI canât stay here like this.â His voice dropped, thin. âItâs hitting bad, man. Like knives in my guts.â
The kidâs hands shook as he tried to straighten the last cigarette. It snapped in half. Shane stared at the broken pieces, then dropped them. His breathing hitched like he was fighting not to cry or puke or both.
âYou know I didnât kill him, right? IâIâd neverâŚâ A full-body shudder ripped through him; he doubled over, forehead to the table, chains clinking.
Tim reached across the table and slowly closed his hand around Shaneâs forearm.
Shane froze, but he didnât pull away.
âI know.â His thumb brushed once along the inside of Shaneâs wrist, over his racing pulse. âHang on, kid. Just a little longer.â
Shane's breath hitched at the touch, his eyes locked on Tim's, dark, pleading.
"Alright." Tim straightened, coming around the table to unlock his cuffs from the bolt. "Iâm calling it. We're moving you.â
Shane blinked, confusion cutting through the haze. "Moving me where?"
"Lock up âtil the lab comes back,â he explained, âcome on.â
Shane swayed as he stood, chains clinking. Timâs hand came up automatically, taking his elbow, steadying him. The kidâs skin was too warm, almost feverish. He kept his hold, escorting him out of the room and through the maze of fluorescent-lit hallways toward lockup.
Shane glanced sideways at Tim, "This your idea of chivalry, Rockford?â
Tim didn't rise to it.
They reached the holding area, and the detention officer buzzed them through. He glanced over the paperwork, then stepped forward, âI can take him from here, Detective.â
âNo.â Timâs grip tightened briefly on Shaneâs arm. âNo, thatâs alright. Just page the on-call. Kid's crashing hard.â
Lock up reeked like bleach poured over piss, but at least the cells were only half-full tonight. A couple drunks snoring it off, a tweaker muttering to himself in the corner, a woman curled fetal on her bench⌠Tim led Shane to a single cell and opened it, guiding him in. As soon as he removed the cuffs, Shane collapsed onto the thin mattress. He curled in on himself, knees to chest, breathing ragged.
"Doc'll be here soon." The door closed with a metallic clang. He leaned one shoulder against the frame, arms crossed, watching Shane through the steel grid. His condition was worsening by the minute.
"You ever been through this shit?" Shane muttered, not looking up.
Tim had once. An undercover gone wrong, but that was a lifetime ago. "Yeah, sucks."
Shane let out a weak laugh that turned into a groan. "Understatement of the year, old man." He shifted, uncurling enough to meet Tim's eyes. "You really gonna stand there and watch me fall apart? Or is this where you ride off into the sunset?"
Timâs jaw clenched. He felt the pull, the urge to unlock the damn cell and... what? Hold him through it? Bullshit. He was a cop. Shane was a satanist druggie mess, with eyes that promised trouble Tim didn't need.
"Hang in there," Tim murmured. "Doc's coming."
It took fifteen minutes, but it felt like hours, before the on-call nurse showed up. A no-nonsense woman in her fifties named Carla, scrubs rumpled from the night shift. She carried a medical kit, a clipboard tucked under her arm. Tim briefed her: withdrawal symptoms, history of oxy and benzos, but could be something worse these days.
Carla peered through the bars. Shane was doubled over now, dry-heaving into the steel toilet. "How long's he been like this?"
"Building for hours, but hit full tilt in the last thirty."
She nodded. Tim unlocked the cell, and she stepped inside. "Alright, Mr. Morrissey. Let's get a look at you."
Shane flinched at her touch but let her check his vitalsâtemperature, pulse, blood pressure, the worksâmuttering curses under his breath the whole time. Carla jotted it all down in her notes, then straightened, glancing back at Tim. "He's in rough shape. Methadone could ease it, but I need the doc's sign-off. He's not seizing yet, but if it escalates..."
"Page him.â Tim pulled the door open for her. âTell him it's on my req. Material witness, can't have him incoherent if we need more from him."
Carla nodded, stepping out.
Ten minutes later, approval came through for low-dose methadone, enough to taper the edge.
"Under the tongue," she instructed, handing it to him. "Let it melt. Should kick in pretty fast."
Shane took it with shaky hands, eyes flicking to Tim as he complied. The relief wasn't immediate, but the promise of it softened the tight lines around his mouth immediately.
âKeep an eye on him,â Carla instructed. âIf he gets worseâseizures, vomiting bloodâpage me. Otherwise, ride it out."
She left, footsteps fading down the long hall. Tim pulled up a folding chair and settled onto it.
Shane lay back on the bunk, one arm draped over his eyes. "Thanks,â he said after a long silence, no sarcasm this time.
"Don't thank me yet. You're still here till the lab clears you."
Shane shifted, arm dropping so he could look at Tim sideways. The methadone was starting to work its way in, tremors easing. "What is this, guarddog duty?"
Tim leaned forward, elbows on knees. "Someone's gotta make sure you don't choke on your own bullshit."
Shane's lips curved slowly, almost seductive despite the wreck of him. He rolled onto his side, facing Tim fully, one hand trailing lazily down his own chest. "Or maybe you just like the view."
Tim swallowed, but held his stare. "Careful, kid. You're playing with fire."
"Wouldn't be the first time."
The methadone took its time, but it worked, smoothing off the worst edges. Tim stretched his legs out, taking the pressure off his hip. Neither spoke; silence was easier, safer.
An hour and some change later, the radio on Timâs belt crackled. Lab results were back, a preliminary match. The blood on the recovered knife was the victimâs, type and markers consistent. There was no secondary contributor in the visible stains. Prints on the handle were partial, smudged, unusable, but under the circumstances, the evidence was more than enough to clear Shane. Tim keyed the radio once, acknowledged, then stood.
Shane lifted his head at the sound, eyes clearer now, though still tired. âThat it?â
âYeah.â Tim unlocked the cell gate with an echoing clang. âBlood matches, youâre in the clear.â
Shane pushed himself upright, testing his limbs. He stood, wavering for half a second before steadying. He stepped out of the cell.
Tim jerked his head toward the stairs. âCome on. Iâll walk you out.â
They moved through the station in near silence, out of the holding area, through the bullpen where a couple night-shift detectives glanced up, then away. Shane kept pace, shoulders loose for the first time since theyâd dragged him in.
They stopped at booking, the woman behind the desk returning his belongings to him. Shane pulled on his duster immediately, the oversized coat hanging off his lean frame. He checked his pockets, swearing under his breath when he realized whatever heâd been looking for wasnât there. âHey, they took myââ he started.
âDonât push it.â
âShit, man, donât you know NYC is supposed to be 420 friendly now?â He held Timâs gaze now, less guarded, a little mischievous, still carrying that low simmer of heat.
Timâs pulse kicked. âCops are still cops.â
âBastardsâŚSo, this where you tell me to stay out of trouble? Go to meetings? Find Jesus?â
Tim huffed a short breath, almost a laugh. âWould you listen if I did?â
Shaneâs mouth curved into a small, crooked grin. âProbably not.â He stepped closer, too close. âBut itâs more temptingâŚcoming from you.â
Tim didnât step back, didnât speak.
âThanks for, you know...â
Tim nodded. âDonât make me do it again.â
Shane started toward the doors.
âWait,â Tim blurted before he could stop himself, âYou got a phone?â
Tim fished a scrap of paper and pen from his pocket, jotting down his number. âThis is my personal cell. Call me. If youâre ever in a serious jam.â
Shaneâs eyebrows lifted. âYouâre serious? Call a fucking cop?â
âSometimes you need a fucking cop, Shane.â
His mouth twitched, but he tucked it into a pocket anyway. He gave Tim a salute that turned into a middle finger, and turned away, pushing through the door into the night. Tim watched him go, silhouette dark against the dim glow of streetlights until he rounded the corner and vanished.
Chapter 2
This was intense. Like, in a hot way. Like not just the tension between those two, but also Tim doing his work and interrogating Dio; it may have triggered a certain competency kink in me đ¤
I never thought of this pairing before, but seeing it now, I'm realising that their dynamics really work đ a menace and a tired middle aged man who's just trying to do his job (+ pervy according to dio đ¤)
satanic son-of-a-bitch twink trying to pass as a dom
the only way I'll be seeing him from now on honestly đđ¤Ł
He gave Tim a salute that turned into a middle finger
Bahahaha I can absolutely imagine him doing this đ¤Ł
Also, I'm in love with your writing!! From the characterisations to the dialogues, chef's kiss! Thank you for sharing this story with us!! Will find time to read the second part soon đđ
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This "Fantastic Four Day" deleted scene was supposed to appear within the first ten minutes of the movie. They had to remove it because they knew I wouldn't survive seeing this right after sleeveless Reed đââď¸ cause you know, blue looks so good on him đââď¸đââď¸
Ohhhhh youâre there alright đ his eyes zero in on you in the middle of the adoring crowd, wearing the same outfit you once wore to class with no bra or panties to sit in the front row of the lecture hall, flashing and teasing him for the better part of an hour while all the other students in class were none the wiser. (<- Iâm writing it!)
He wonders if youâre wearing any underwear right now.
His eyes darken when he sees that youâre not alone. That boyfriend of yours is next to you - Langford? Landon? Whatever the boyâs name is, heâs got his arm around your waist, touching whatâs Reedâs.
Reed puffs his chest out and struts like itâs heavy, past where you stand clapping, eyes all adoring of your hero Professor. He pretends he never saw you, though he can see your pretty mouth curve into a smirk out the corner of his eye.
EMILY!! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ Damn right he's strutting like it's heavy đŽâđ¨ Will be waiting for the full version impatiently đ¤đ