Murder Is Everywhere

I remember when I slept with her for the first time and the last time, she wasn’t going through a good time,I went to visit her those days to try to make her feel better and light the weight that she had with depression, so we went out and eat everyday together, or we eat at home together, watched some movies, she went to me and hugged me so many time,gave me kisses and I felt really loved, and I just wanted to give her the same sensation. that was peak happiness for me, I knew there was no possible way I could be more happy than that. but the reason that I write this is because I felt so secure and loved around her that when we were sleeping hugging, spooning or with her head on my chest, that was the moment I’ve been more relaxed in my life, and I remember in those days at night she wasn’t doing very well she had attacks for medications and for other events, but I remember she at night took my phone and put this YouTube video so we could hear the relaxing noises and fell asleep, since I’m not with her anymore, sometime I put that YouTube video so I can sleep without feeling like I’m asphyxiating, and when I get to put that video it feels again like when I was cuddling to sleep with her, kissing her head until she sleeps. I honestly really miss you and I’m so worried about you, I hope that she doesn’t have these heavy attacks anymore and that her depression is gone