Little Blue Bows

I don't want to be a hypocrite. I want to create a life I don't need a vacation from. I don't know if I'll ever get rid of the voice in my head always putting me down, making up all these reasons to doubt myself, looking at the world through the half empty glass... but I can learn to try anyway. Instead of letting fear tie me to a rocking chair and always going back and forth, back and forth, I can turn the fear into excitement, opportunity, adventure. I love Austin so much for talking me through my insecurities, and for genuinely believing in me even when I don't believe in myself. I'm still in need of a great deal of healing and purging, but I think inspiration is just around the corner.

Why does my period have to make me so low...? I took over a 2 hour long nap and I'm still exhausted. I don't feel like doing anything, and then I beat myself up for not doing anything :( I'm the upside, I did not touch my phone all day, on purpose. And it's great. Should do that every day, tbh...