don’t eat down there
18+ | dex x reader | cw rape/noncon , fem reader , cunnilingus , light..? physical abuse
(this is my first attempt at writing fan fiction I wrote it purely imagining.. myself and dex but thought maybe it could be a pretty decent fiction I have no fucking clue how to navigate tumblr but I want it to look like an actual fiction I would read on here)
dex one shot
word count: 890
dex and I were at his apartment and I really wanted to fuck obviously because just being near him would bring out something primal in me the second he closes the door he turns around and I’m still standing there I instantly start kissing him but not all roughly and annoying by primal I mean like primal intimacy while having sex I cling to him like I want to consume his body whole I only want him to go deeper and deeper inside me and I don’t want the sex to stop ever we’re on the couch and I’m on top of him in our usual position (bear hug) my arms are hugged around his neck for optimal bounce and his arms are hugged around me around my waist we are both hurting each other because of how hard we are wrapped around but.. we both like that and he starts shoving me on his cock faster and harder after the slow hard thrusts since he knows the exact rhythm I like then yes I cum with ease he knows just how to use me and he was extremely close he stopped the shoving a little early to.. well stop himself from cumming so he doesn’t yet (which is routine we go on for hours often he can cum more than once but I like when he holds it) and once he stops twitching and he regains himself he then stands up while holding me and he puts us on the ground and I thought he was just going to finger me or something he looks me in the eyes pauses and his look is different it literally looks like hes going to do something he knows I don’t like and without a word opens my legs so I still.. think he’s going to finger me until he starts moving his head downward obviously I instantly try to move and get up but he pushes my legs harder spread apart he’s holding me down with more force than necessary he really wants it and maybe it’s because he knows I don’t or maybe it’s because he can do whatever he wants he’s free to be himself in every wrong or preverse way free to be himself in every way completely and I’ll still like him because I do I like him exactly how he is and he knows he knows exactly why I don’t like it that it feels repugnant and maybe that makes him want it more to make me so uncomfortable to the point where it becomes pleasurable
he slaps it hard then he finally kisses it and he just keeps kissing it hes moved his arms therefore your legs he’s got them hooked around your thighs to keep them spread open and you in place it’s like he’s literally trying to bury his face in it he’s not even using his tongue or opening his mouth other than slightly letting his lips open to let your wet slip in so he can lick his lips and taste you on him leaning in and out kissing every part of it at a rather fast pace like he’s been starved just pushing and rubbing his face against it so hard like he’s burrowing his face in as deeply as he can turning his head and rubbing his cheeks against it he looks as if he’s a cat nuzzling their face against your legs except he isn’t just “nuzzling” he is forcibly pressing almost slamming his face into you all without any actual penetration besides his nose slightly sliding past and in switching from aggressive nuzzling to eager kisses seamlessly as if he’s trying to soak it in soak you in mark him with your scent your taste he wants you to mark him as your property making him yours I’m still trying to get up and I keep trying to push his head away “dex stop it” I demand because he always listens to me so I thought he would but he isn’t “stop stop it please stop please please I don’t like this please please stop” and he does he says “no”
he then looks you in the eyes once more
“I want it and you like it because I like it— We’re the same”
he wants it he wants me so much it goes beyond me he wants me so much it goes beyond what I like and don’t like he wants ME so much it goes beyond what I want and don’t want because
HE WANTS ME
then that repugnance does turn into pleasure being violated is starting to feel good really good I slowly start to feel like I’m close I slam my legs closed tightly around his head not only from that primal pleasure but slight retaliation and yet he still squeezes them even more tightly closed after all this is exactly what he wanted I contort and twitch but this time from pleasure heavy breath’s escaping me legs tightly shut around him almost suffocating him—finally I feel his slight convulsing and I knew barely breaking from the kisses “I just came bare all over the floor” so muffled I hardly heard him but I did and hearing him still reeling from it knowing he came made me cum.. again
we are the same
