need to write abt how i feel so ima do it here since i used tumblr a lot during that time. im getting nostalgic bc its been almost a year since i first saw Elvis
i miss last summer so much. i miss my love for austin and crazy over obsession with the elvis movie. that was my whooole world and i had nothing else in my mind. my whole focus was him and i enjoyed every minute. i miss listening to West Coast over and over and getting shivers every time. I was so warm inside and i was really healing, which is why i just want that feeling back. going on tumblr allll the time looking at austin stuff and reading fanfics every night for hours (fr tho y'all who wrote the austin butler fanfics are some insanely talented writers and i love y'all so so much). what lessened my obsession? fucking school. school pulled me away from the otherworldly feelings and i will never forgive it. i miss you so much austin and i would do anything to feel what i felt last summer
