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Kenny: or...figuratively?

Kenny: I...

Kenny: I don't know about that one my dear

Kenny: that's pretty serious if it's for real

Kirsa: literally :(

Kirsa: it was during the crazy ball where everyone went PROPER mad. and he was attacking me so yeah :(

Kirsa: idk ppl have said its not my fault or whatever and it was an accident and stuff but what's the point of making excuses or finding reasons

Kirsa: i stabbed him that's that

“Uh… I’d probably go with tired and lost since I do not know my way around Auradon… I’m still trying to figure my way out around campus.” She admitted running a hand through her hair. “I’m still fiddling with my phone too.” She giggled softly.

shen just watched, having already ordered his roast pork before kirsa, knowing she would need some time. he leaned his head against his hand and let her do her thing. he didn’t want to say he looked fond as he watched her, but that’s exactly what he was. fond and so, so nervous. and hungry. always hungry.

shen just grinned at the waiter, shrugging and muttering a small ‘sorry man, but thank you’ in cantonese. “ nah, the whole on the side thing is cute. it’s all g, pretty girl. ” he let the nickname slip, before freezing for a bit. he wasn’t sure if she was still okay with him calling her that. “ but, uh, i feel you. i’m hungry too. i’m always hungry to be honest, but you know. ”

kirsa stifled a laugh, covering her mouth with her hand as she shook her head. “ if you think that’s cute... ” you should see me in the morning, she’d been about to say, but stopped herself before she could. they both froze at the same time, but she didn’t want to make him feel bad so she smiled at him, as warmly as she could. 

Kenny: if they truly are wonderful as you say, many can stay friends after things go pear shaped, if it even goes around the bend in the first place!

Kenny: which I am sure it will not btw!

Kenny: give yourself the chance okay? you deserve it, and so do they.

Kenny: It's alright. I did admit to madness, it's only fitting I suppose that you would decide I was to blame.

Kenny: you're right, I'm glad I see it now

Kirsa: aaaaaaaahhhhhh

Kirsa: i dunno fam

Kirsa: i just...

Kirsa: he's one of those people where...you never want to see him hurt, you know????? and if its ME who ever hurts him, i wouldnt know what to do

Kirsa: i already stabbed him once :(

" -- and then i’ll just have the chinese broccoli, please, but with the oyster sauce on the side. and, oh, for dessert -- ” kirsa flipped through the menu to look at the correct page. “i’ll have the fried banana fritters but i don’t want to have the ice-cream on top of it, i’ll have it on the side and if you have chocolate instead of vanilla, that would be great, thank you, but otherwise just vanilla is fine,” she finished, all smiles. 

“kinda, yeah. i don’t know … the grand councilwoman is the main one, and she’s …” eivui made a face. “i don’t know much about auradon’s leaders and all — i mean, of course, i’ve heard about the land of sweets’ leaders, and queen belle and king beast, but other than that?” she shrugged. she offered a small smile to kirsa. “because of my design. i as designed with malicious intent, i guess.” another shrug. “yeah, it’s pretty cool! it’s giant — i’ve only been in it once, but yeah!”

❝ My tremendous intuitive sense of the female creature informs me that you are in trouble. ❞ - Kirsa ( @kirsafee )

Terra rose an eyebrow at her and slowly shook her head. “Um, I do not believe I’m in trouble… What exactly gave you that idea, though?”

Kenny: do you think maybe your expectations for them are higher than their own?

Kenny: always consider yourself as worthy, let them decide what's best for them, we are our own worst critics

kenny:

Kenny: I can understand that, I suppose the man in the relationship is usually the one...abusing...

Kenny: it was hard to let her go, but I realise she was only making me worse on the inside and outside

Kenny: a friend at school helped me get the restraining order

Kirsa: he is :(

Kirsa: well

Kirsa: idk i've never thought about that...

Kirsa: but its not just that, i mean i know i'm great and i'm awesome and all that but i just

Kirsa: i don't want to mess anything up and i always mess something up with people i like bc they always leave

Kirsa: oh no wait i'm sorry, i didn't mean to make assumptions like that, that's on me, i'm sorry :(((

Kenny: not a good idea?

Kenny: are they kind to you?

Kenny: Lovely to meet you my dear

Kenny: I loved Hannah. I tried my best

Kenny: but i'm not strong enough to be battered around like that

Kenny: I'm too skinny to take things like that

Kenny: so I had to get away

Kenny: does this change your opinions on...mad?

Kirsa: nooooooooootttt realllyyyyy

Kirsa: they're so kind to me, they're amazing

Kirsa: but i'm not good for them ja feel????

Kirsa: [ pause ]

Kirsa: ohhh

Kirsa: damn man i'm sorry i thought YOU were the one who did something to hannah

Kirsa: fuck hannah oh my god, what a bitch

Kirsa: you're not the mad one there, it's her

Kenny: i hope that potential will one day work on someone nice

Kenny: yeah...my first girlfriend hannah

Kenny: she isn't allowed near me anymore

Kenny: Ahh very sorry. I'm kenneth hatter.

Kirsa: aw thanks :33

Kirsa: can i be honest

Kirsa: i think it's working on someone already but i don't think it's a good idea

Kirsa: ohhhh whoa

Kirsa: im kirsa!

Kirsa: wait hatter as in like mad hatter??

Kirsa: wait wAIT before u answer that what did u do

Kenny: it's not a proper smile, sorta hard rn but yeh

Kenny: you don't? at least some people are good

Kenny: yeah, sucks but what can you do?

Kenny: barr getting a restraining order like last time

Kenny: but this was kind of the opposite problem

Kirsa: it's okay!!! it's got potential :DD

Kirsa: here this is me

Kirsa: [ brilliant selfie ]

Kirsa: well yeah i mean lol people are people

Kirsa: wait, you got a restraining order???

Kenny: maybe it's my smile? I've been told I look...mad on occasion

Kenny: no one likes someone who is man I suppose

Kenny: I know, last time was tough but it was for the best I guess

Kirsa: do u wanna take a pic of ur smile so i can see

Kirsa: i don't mind mad people :))))))))))

Kenny: I need to stop this

Kenny: it hurts my heart

Kirsa: then it's not your breath

Kirsa: idk i wanna say i know how to stop it from hurting but sometimes u just have to let it happen

Kirsa: i CAN say for certain tho

Kirsa: this is the kind of pain that DOES go away

Kenny: Maybe I should have gotten the message

Kenny: but...i guess if a girl ghosts you for weeks it's bad

Kenny: showed up to her apartment and she was just...gone?

Kenny: guess we don't date anymore?

Kenny:

Kenny: why can't I find someone to like me back?

Kenny: does my breath smell?

Kirsa: oh honey

Kirsa: idk...

eivui burst into a fit of giggles, bouncing up and down in her seat. “yes, yes! except, i don’t bite of their heads —” she laughed, crinkling her nose. “i mean … yeah? i guess … kinda? the grand councilwoman kinda doesn’t … see me in such a positive light, but yeah! — and you would definitely be an ambassador for earth!” she exclaimed, giggling. “you would be the best ambassador in the universe!” she clapped her hands together excitedly. “… wait, what? no. not the ‘be right back’! the b.r.b. — the big red battleship!” she laughed. “oh, no, no! don’t worry about it! i can totally take on the grand councilwoman if she gets fussy.” she held up her fists, but ultimately ended up giggling again.