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Joeliana: Seasons 1-3

#gore tw #°• ◊ know that i loved you‚ know that it was not enough —— ( joeliana. )#°• ◊ make your life matter —— ( joe blake. )#°• ◊ bird with the broken wing —— ( visage. )#i'm never going to be over this as much as i understand it

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What’s your muse’s tarot card ?

You got: The Moon

You’re deeply creative and intuitive, and many people find you mysterious. You can be manipulative and have a dark side that you’re good at hiding, and maybe have a few skeletons in your closet. That said, there’s a distinctly dreamlike quality about you — some might even say psychic.

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#°• ◊ across the multiverse —— ( headcanons. )#this is accurate

jennacolemans

“I’m sure I’ve been here too. Many, many times.”

“Me too. I’ve imagined this moment many times.”

Juliana Crain and Joe Blake: Season Three, Episode Four

#°• ◊ bird with the broken wing —— ( visage. )#°• ◊ make your life matter —— ( joe blake. )#°• ◊ know that i loved you‚ know that it was not enough —— ( joeliana. )#*sobs uncontrollably*

Bold applies to all verses. Italics for specific verses.

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APHRODITE

Laughter-loving. Sweet smiles. Dressed in silk and satin. Flowers in their hair. Sees the world as a runway. Unapologetically sexual. The sea washing their ankles. In love with love. Stirrer of passion. Cunning concealed by painted lips. Secret daggers. Doves.Revolution in their kiss. Delighting in the waves. Flirtatious winks. Strolling along the beach. Staring wistfully from a balcony. This is how to be a heartbreaker. Wants to be adored. Gets turned on by danger.

APOLLO

Glitz and glamour. Art galleries. Turning the volume up. Being made of gold. Neatly-organised music sheets. Notebooks filled with poetry. Bathing in the sunlight. The powerful urge to create. Collecting vinyl records. Beautiful cover of Wonderwall. Playing multiple instruments. Tasting like sunshine. Healing touch. Speaking in prophecies. Smile mingled with wrath. Shunning lies. Sporting shades. Hanging out at music festivals with their friends. Sleeps naked. Arrow to the heart. Paint brushes. Probably has a Tinder account.

ARES

Armed for battle. Wants to raise a dog with their significant other. Soft spot for children. Gives piggyback rides. Scarred body. Blood on their hands and face. Willing to fight the world for the ones they love. Fights against injustice. Warm hugs. Well-worn combat boots. Boxing gloves. Bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles. Fist raised in protest.Ignites revolutions. Fear is a prison. More sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think. Exhausted. Damaged goods. Force to be reckoned with. Red roses. Curses under their breath.

ARTEMIS

Keen sense of a hunter. Freckles like constellations on their skin. Piercing eyes. Dishevelled braid. Moonlight peeking through the shadows. The calm of the forest at night. Lying on the grass and staring at the stars. Mother doe and her fawn. Protecting their kin. The moon shimmering on a still lake. Quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree. Running with wolves. Bonding while circled around a campfire. Not being much of a people person. Arrow hitting a target. Popping egos. Patience on 3%. Touches heaven and returns howling.

ATHENA

Discerning gaze. Unreadable face. Quiet museums. Owl perched on their finger. Armour that intimidates. Eye for architecture. Plays the Sims for the sole purpose of building houses. Studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid. Big fan of logic. Loves brain teasers. Ancient buildings. Sweaters in neutrals and cool colours. Hair done up. Can kill you with their brain. Heads to the library often to research. Sharpened pencils. Abs that can cut steel. Stoic statues. Pottery classes.

DEMETER

Soil-covered hands. Smile that can bloom flowers. Skin loved by the sun. Being the mom-friend. Can lift you and your friends. Flowers kept in the pockets of overalls. Takes pride in their beautiful garden. Speaks to their plants. Leaves rustling in the wind.Stalks of wheat. Picking fruit. Greenhouses. Heart as strong as a mountain. Values simplicity. Daisies dotted across a collarbone. Curls crowned with flowers. Folded pile of sweaters in warm hues. Pulling fresh-baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.

DIONYSUS

Drunk shitposter. On their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second. Seductive smirks. Untamed curls. Rich fabrics on dark skin. Sleek-furred panthers. Theatre masks. Stage productions. Receiving a standing ovation. Rose caught between their teeth. Being the baby of the bunch. Wild parties that last from sundown to sunup. Creeping vines. Inspiring loyalty. Grand opera houses. Masquerade balls.Rolls of film. Shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine-spilled floor. Pouring champagne into flutes. Lives for the applause.

HEPHAESTUS

The calloused hands of someone who knows labour. Sweaty brow. Flames burning in their eyes. Inventive mind. Broad shoulders. Steampunk goggles. Nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes. Ashes. Striking a match. Blueprints for future projects. Fixing up a busted car and giving it cool upgrades. Wrestles with bitterness. Work boots have seen better years. Wrinkled plaid flannel shirts. Iron melted in blazing fire. Huge jackets. Crafting masterpieces. Grease-stained overalls. Fascination with robotics. Pain is fuel. Stack of weaponry. Even their muscles have muscles.

HERA

Resting bitch face. Dressed to the nines. Cows grazing on a pasture. Cool rain. Loving and hating fiercely. Hand clutching a string of pearls. Large chandelier with glittering crystals. Plays the Sims for the sole purpose of killing off their Sims. Romance to realism. Pictures of the sky while flying on a plane. Files that under ‘fuck it’. Downs glasses of wine / bottles of beer as they relax with a scented bubble bath and Netflix. Like their selfie or you’re grounded. Knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man. Dark eyes that penetrate your soul. Marble and gold.

HERMES

Devil-may-care smile. Always up-to-date on the latest technology. Will steal your fries. Does it for the vine. Shitposter. Puts googly eyes on everything. Meme hoarder. Long drives on the highway. Ma and pop diners. Spontaneous road trips. Folded maps. Fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop. Shooting hoops on the basketball court.Chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations. Goes jogging in the morning. Mixes Red Bull with coffee. Menace on April Fool’s. Hoodies and sneakers.

POSEIDON

Storm with skin. Colourful coral reefs. Waves crashing against the shore. Stroking the soft fur of a cat. Their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop. Tousled locks. Clothes smeared with paint. Owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more. Leather jackets. Fondness for DIY projects. Handwriting that flows across the page. Nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin. Velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams. Mood as ever-changing as the sea. The roar of a motorcycle. Compass with a spinning arrow.

ZEUS

Thunder in their heart. Running on coffee. Flash of lighting. Natural charisma. Eloquence.Badass in a nice suit. Aficionado of history. Force of nature. Lenny face. Nightmare-filled nights. Proud arm around their lover’s waist. High-rise buildings. Planes soaring through a cloudless sky. Technician on the piano. Maintains order. Strong handshake. Juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease. Expensive watch.

#°• ◊ there's a bunch of flowers on the counter and pictures on the wall —— ( aes. )

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#°• ◊ i'm not here to kill nazis —— ( musings. )

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“Neither am I,” he said, reaching up to slowly pet her hair, nuzzling against her as they laid there. His eyes drooped closed and he couldn’t help but start to drift off again. When they were like this he never had to remember anything else or think about the world outside. This was the best and most ideal way to spend a day.

Eyelids easily slipped shut as his hand slipped over her hair, Juliana feeling surrounded by warmth and safety. How could she not, held as she was by such a wonderful man? That he felt they could actually afford to simply spend a morning wrapped in each others’ embrace was simply glorious, a rare treat of which she would enjoy every moment.

#lifedeathpeacewar || frank #°• ◊ we were only ever as happy as they let us be —— ( v: pre s1. )

pursuitcfhxppiness‌:

starter for @kintsxgi

[today isn’t turning out to be quite the day joe had pictured. not that he’ll complain. it’s been more odd than bad but he’s always been one to roll with the punches. he had to break up a fight in the cafeteria between two of the quietest kids in the school. he left his lunch at home. and he nearly ran out of gas on the way to work. his guitar popped two strings and he’s pretty sure the art teacher is trying to woo him. but that’s passed and he’s headed home to have a beer and relax a little.]

[he’s halfway home taking almost always empty back roads. it’s his preferred way to travel after a long day. quiet. simple. he takes his eyes of the road for a quick moment to grab the lighter to light his cigarette but when he glances back he’s shocked to see a woman stumbling into the road. he swerves just in time to avoid hitting her but he’s baffled. what is she doing there and is that….blood?]

[concern immediately replaces the shock he was feeling as he realizes the other is injured. hopping out of his truck, he makes his way to her clearly worried and trying to help if he can. and definitely get her to a hospital.]

❝ Hey! Hey! Are you alright? ❞

FINGERS KEPT A WAD OF SLIP pressed tightly against her shoulder, slipping about against the slick fabric made more so by hot blood. Would it do any good? The wound extended through her shoulder, a constant drip of blood seeping out the exit wound even more so than the front. Head swam, though mere minutes passed, she thought, since she’d been flung into an abandoned version of the mine. So disorientated she was that she didn’t notice the road until her knees scraped against the pavement, a truck screeching to a halt as it bore down on her.

HEAD HEAVY, LIGHTS BLINDING, SHE NEVERTHELESS looked up though it did no good. She could see nothing but the lights and the dark around it. Folding over, she half expected a load of Nazi soldiers to pour out and drag her back to some cell or another, but instead, a familiar voice called out, the sound stabbing her heart over and over until she gasped for air. Impossible. He’s dead and there was not a thing she could do about it, the familiarity merely a result of her blood loss.

THROAT DRY AS SANDPAPER, NOTHING LEFT as she attempted speech, resorting instead to a tiny shake of her head. The action pulled a groan from her cracked lips, straining the fire around her shoulder.

#pursuitcfhxppiness #°• ◊ the fascist can be beaten! —— ( v: post s3. )

spctlessminds

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spctlessminds‌:

based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’

#oh my word this is fantastic #°• ◊ film reels —— ( memes. )

To the personals finding this blog, congrats, lots of High Castle content! But just fyi, please don’t reblog any original posts, promos, or threads between another writer and myself. Please don’t use this blog as a gif source either... that’s what the lovely Elise over at @joexjuliana is for. Either of those drown my and others’ activities and is super annoying. You will get blocked.

HOWEVER, feel free to like any of those original things, browse through the blog (I’m pretty through with tagging), and send asks (questions for Juliana and or for me about her) and messages to talk about the show! JUST DON’T DROWN MY ACTIVITY PLEASE.

#°• ◊ this role she plays —— ( ooc. )#people did the mass gif reblog thing on my old blog and it made me want to cry #don't make me cry

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#tmithc spoilers #°• ◊ know that i loved you‚ know that it was not enough —— ( joeliana. )

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Annnnnnd have a starter call over here as well CAUSE YOU KNOW...

#°• ◊ this role she plays —— ( ooc. )

A WOMAN WITH A SINGULAR MIND

personals, please don’t reblog

#the man in the high castle rp #wwii rp #tmithc rp #war rp #°• ◊ love me pls? —— ( self promo. )#I'm just... dying and I know what my icon is about!!!!#djkfhdjkhfkjdfdsjkha #spread the loveeee #I only have three drafts here and it makes me sad

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The only hope we ever had…

Amazon Prime Orignal Series The Man in the High Castle Season Three

Coming October 5, 2018

#°• ◊ bird with the broken wing —— ( visage. )#°• ◊ i'm not here to kill nazis —— ( musings. )

lifedeathpeacewar‌:

He rolled over and reached for the phone, letting out a yawn. “Give me a minute and I’ll be right back to cuddle,” he slid his glasses on and kissed her cheek. “Just gotta call us in sick,” he mumbled. After a few minutes he came back and nuzzled back up to Juliana. “Cuddle day.”

A soft groan pulled from her lips as he shifted away to give them what she so wanted, but she didn’t attempt to hold him back, allowing him to slip out of her arms. Sleepily propping herself up on an elbow, she watched silently as he stood at the phone, greeting him with a smile as he returned. Wrapping herself about him easily, she sighed once more, content. “I’m not going to move...”

#lifedeathpeacewar || frank #°• ◊ we were only ever as happy as they let us be —— ( v: pre s1. )

jennacolemans

The Man in the High Castle Season 3 Trailer

#°• ◊ bird with the broken wing —— ( visage. )#°• ◊ dreadfully handsome isn't he? —— ( john smith. )#°• ◊ the queen of her circle —— ( helen smith. )#°• ◊ the man in the high castle —— ( hawthorne aberdeen. )#°• ◊ make your life matter —— ( joe blake. )#°• ◊ know that i loved you‚ know that it was not enough —— ( joeliana. )

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fountoflife‌:

@kintsxgi continued from here;

had she not reached out and touched him he would have believed her to be a figment of his imagination. it wouldn’t have been the first time it tormented him with thoughts of juliana. he viewed himself as a monster, a soul tormented and shattered to pieces. always unsure, rolling and crashing into sand like that of a wave along the ocean. but with juliana? with her he felt entirely different. so very certain and sure of himself. with her he felt that he could be more then what he was now.

they had taken everything from him. tore him apart and replaced him with a shell of a man. he’d been manipulated and lied to his entire life leaving him confused as to just who the hell he was. they’d taken his mind, plagued it with thoughts he believed to be true. formed him like clay into whatever they had saw fit.

a hand moves to reach out for her own, gently encircling her wrist before trailing to intertwine their fingers. his head bows towards her, chin angling down towards his feet. “i can’t bear to lose you again.”

THERE WAS A SENSE of peace in how he took her hand in hers, even if it was him who needed the comfort and strength so much more so than herself. The sensation of his fingers stroking down the back of her hand sent a shiver down her spine even as she folded into his bod, straightening to press her forehead against his. What horrors beset them in their lives, their world, but for that moment, she wished to be a beacon of light, hope, to the man before her.

HAND OVER HIS HEART snaking upward to curl about the back of his neck, stroke the hair there as she attempted comfort. She believed in him, trusted in his fortitude, his strength. At the very least, she knew he would never harm her and that remained more than enough for her.

❝ YOU WON’T LOSE ME, ❞ her voice quietly soothed, squeezing his hand in hers as the other threaded in his locks. ❝ Even if we are apart, you will never lose me. ❞

#fountoflife || joe #v:tbd

jennacolemans

Joeliana in the S3 trailer

#°• ◊ bird with the broken wing —— ( visage. )#°• ◊ make your life matter —— ( joe blake. )#°• ◊ know that i loved you‚ know that it was not enough —— ( joeliana. )#*beams*

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