M.DADDY

https://youtu.be/gGtW4AFyLyM this is about right

God I fucking hate life right now why does love have to be so complicated and suck so much I love that fucking bitch and she never would believe me and the feeling unwanted as nd not cared about got too much for me and I know I ended it but I'm so not over it because the love for the stupid bitch IS real even if she never believed me

I don't even know what to think or believe anymore. I loved what was my babygirl with my whole heart and though I'm always busy like literally working two jobs I always made time in the day or evening to say hi ask about her day tell her about my day and try to strike a conversation yet she always said I made it about me and that she didn't care about my day and would never tell me about hers and mostly I was just letting her know when I was available to talk when I'd go to lunch get onnmy bus or get home hoping she'd want to talk. I guess she never noticed me posting her pics on here or talking about loving her and I guess it never mattered that I'd tell her I love her daily. For a long time people told me i was in a toxic relationship that i needed to get out of and I wouldn't I'd defend her yet she didnt seem to believe I loved her. After her 21 bday she has completely ignored me for two weeks no matter how much I said i love u no matter how much i tried to talk to her. She's been on tumblr responding to other guys but ignoring my messages to the point that I got one message from her basically responding to my inquiry if she worked Sunday cause I was going to call her and try to talk and work this out while I was off that day. Two days ago i asked if she even wanted this relationship anymore as of yesterday that like most the messages i sent over the last two weeks were ignored. I'd had enough of checking my messenger and crying like a bitch and feeling alone when I'd seen that for days my messages go unread and ignored and I systematically blocked her on all avenues of contact because she couldn't even take the out of her day in two weeks to notice I was practically begging not to let it come to this. The worst part I don't think she's even noticed yet or cares and I can't do this anymore

Ask me anything you want no matter what it is or what my gf thinks about me answering it

@baby-girliiee is in fact not single still has a daddy who loves her very much and is very taken very owned and unavailable to any daddy whom may have seen her little tantrum post today about being single and no longer having a daddy! We had a little bit of an disagreement this morning and she decided to post that to upset me which worked quite well what she did not realize is that daddy takes that kind of stuff very seriously and that she should not say such things out of heated anger and needs to learn to use her big girl words rather than making silly misleading and hurtful posts!

As I step out of the darkness and into light all that remains is this tool in my hand the only thing that will break the sound of silence is a bullet for my valententine. I just wanna be loved but the killswitch is already engaged and this is my curse!