I Will Rip Your Heart Out

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 恨君不似江楼月 | Killer and Healer (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jiang Yuelou/Chen Yuzhi Characters: Jiang Yuelou, Chen Yuzhi, Chen Keying Additional Tags: Comfort/Angst, Nightmares, Dreams and Nightmares, There Was Only One Bed, Sharing a Bed, Post-Canon Series: Part 158 of 恨君不似江楼月 | Killer and Healer Summary:

After everything, Jiang Yuelou found that he…couldn’t sleep alone. His house felt too damn quiet, his bed felt too damn big, and as he laid there, staring up at the ceiling in the darkness, all that played in his mind were the deaths of his friends and loved ones…on fucking repeat. And he did his best to ignore those thoughts and memories, he really did, but after three days of losing sleep to nightmares, he gave up trying and decided to ask Chen Yuzhi for help because honestly…he couldn’t take it anymore. And besides, the man was a doctor. If anyone had a solution, it would be him.

Happy 4th of July and Weekend Wip Exposure Club @hyperbolicgrinch @theotherwhybietoldmeso and @incognito-insomniac!  I give you this!  (I know I’ve already posted it and reblogged it plenty of times but I still wanna show it off because I am proud of it and haven’t posted any oneshots or stand alone fics since March when I posted By Your Side.  Anyways, please enjoy!

Kurt Vonnegut wrote: “When I was 15, I spent a month working on an archeological dig. I was talking to one of the archeologists one day during our lunch break and he asked those kinds of “getting to know you” questions you ask young people: Do you play sports? What’s your favorite subject? And I told him, no I don’t play any sports. I do theater, I’m in choir, I play the violin and piano, I used to take art classes.

And he went WOW. That’s amazing! And I said, “Oh no, but I’m not any good at ANY of them.”

And he said something then that I will never forget and which absolutely blew my mind because no one had ever said anything like it to me before: “I don’t think being good at things is the point of doing them. I think you’ve got all these wonderful experiences with different skills, and that all teaches you things and makes you an interesting person, no matter how well you do them.”