…a theraputic chain of events

first and foremost it documented this blur that had become our lives. this record more than any of the others has always reminded me of night time- both the anxiety of insomnia and the peace of being awake when everyone else is asleep. i remember before we released it i used like a security blanket listening and trying to fall asleep. i really appreciate everyone who gave this one a chance. 

HAPPY YOTSUBA ARC DAY. the day he loses his memories…..

I love this stupid kid so much bro. Hes just. A sweet guy. I cannot describe the amount of joy he brings me.

Some say suffering's not much

But I say...

We make sure to know

We know a lot of who we're killing

We fell apart

We all fell apart

Underestimate what it means to me

We fell apart

We all fell apart

Underestimate what it means to me

We're all different right?

(We're all different right)

Age is one, other side, different lines

Different roles

Different rules to abide by

And all these lines self divide to races of men

Cause we're all different right?

We fell apart

We all fell apart

Underestimate what it means to me

We fell apart

We all fell apart

Underestimate what it means to me

We're all different right?

(We're all different right)

Step above

Step above that clever line

Gotta figure out which side is right

Choose a destiny to live for

If you wanna live or die or fight

And only one side wins

And what I think of this I don't know

It's not that I'm afraid of dying

It's just, I'm so afraid to live

Some say that clever's as they come

But I say

We slowly learn to bite upon the sun

Perfect's finally gone and

We fell apart

We all fell apart

Underestimate what it means to me

We fell apart

We all fell apart

Underestimate what it means to me

We're all different right?

(We're all different right)

Step above

Step a above that clever line

Gotta figure out which side is right

Choose a destiny to live by

If you wanna live or die or fight

And only one side wins

And what I think of this I don't know

It's not that I'm afraid of dying

It's just, I'm so afraid to live

Hate is what fuels our wars and bloody lips

Don't listen to love

But I can sing songs

And I can sing about how I know

I know that this is wrong

Step above

Step above that clever line

Gotta figure out which side is right, Choose a destiny to live by

If you wanna live or die or fight

And only one side wins

And what I think of this I don't know

It's not that I'm afraid of dying

It's just, I'm so afraid to live

Some say sufferings not much

thanks for the tag @fateofatlas

last song: like i can - sam smith.

currently watching: animal kingdom s6. shawn is soooo good, forever a pope cody girl here. not sure what my partner and i are gonna watch when we finish this show this week :(

current obsession: the pitt and rabbot ofc. eats me every day and i cannot wait for s3!!!

currently reading: a lot of rabbot fanfic, but i did just start motherhood by sheila heti and it's made my child free stance more solid yayyy.

currently working on: work and my body. finally prioritizing my fitness so it feels good. have a have marathon coming up and im also wedding planning lol. life is full in a good way!

google search: wedding locations galore, dont get me started.

Last song: Brand New Bitch by COBRAH

Currently watching: Modern Family cuz I needed a pallette cleanser. I was watching Leverage Redemption until I realized I was almost out of Noah episodes so I paused. I was watching ER before that but my brain was overloaded so I took a break

Current obsession: The Pitt and Rabbot but also just Noah. I think he's neat

Currently reading: I have fourteen current tabs open of Rabbot fics (I won't go more than 16 tabs cuz it gives me anxiety) I read a lot so I'm alternating between all 14 tabs

Currently working on: A sad Rabbot fic that is my very first slow burn and is all about grief, pining, refusing to accept things and them raising a baby.

Google search: I googled the weather in my area because I like to lay out and tan to decompress from being in my fucking head all day. It's actually something my therapist and I agreed on as a way to get me outside when my anxiety/depression get really bad.

@angeisinspace

@noah-wyles

@greeneyedgrasshopperandhisangel

@bluegreenblues

@bemyreckoning

@iris-in-the-rain

@0matchamilkshake0

@raven--stag

@imfinnabeinthepitt-2025

@club-medical

@cantchooseafav

Last song: Golden Brown by The Stranglers

Currently watching: Supernatural, The Boys, ER.... I think that's it

Currently Reading: Same as prev lol, so many Rabbot tabs

Currently working on: Lots of Edits!! I want to start writing fics now that I have time so keep an eye out

Google search: Fancy text generator. Love myself some fancy text 🤣

Last Song~ Under Your Spell - Snow Strippers

Currently Watching~ SPN S6

Current Obsession~ The Boys

Currently Reading~ My own fics bc it’s been so long since I’ve touched some of them I forgot what they were about

Currently Working On~ A very long Family Friend!Castiel Fic, an old Destiel fic, and some requests from my inbox

Google Search~ YouTube.com

*I’m going to that 5 moots I’m familiar with and 5 I don’t interact with much bc I’m trying to get to know as many of my moots as possible

<3 @sirpompet @reginaphalangelobster @saltnburnbaby @t0nn1x @islaymonsters

last song

Superstar - Jamelia

currently watching

Buffy the vampire slayer & Angel

current obsession

Dean Winchester (like always), lentil soup (it's so good and I'm cold)

currently reading

Playing with Matches - Michael Faudet

currently working on

a few mood board concepts, a few drable drafts, sorting answers into Google docs for a friend, a birthday magazine

google search

background remover free (gotta make my pngs)

omg thank u @mortluvr for the tag!! so excited to get to know more of my moots (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

last song

the last song i listened to was sixpence none the richer’s cover of there she goes!! I think its such a cutie little song and tbh i think its better than the og version 

currently watching

right now im watching tracker!! its super fun ive always loved monster of week/procedural shows so i really like the new case every episode thing and also jensen ackles...

current obsession 

supernatural, its becoming a problem lol. and my cats i love my cats so much they are my little babies i cant believe they turned seven like two days ago

currently reading

rereading my favourite book aka frankenstein!! i love mary shelley so much she was such an incredible write and i genuinely think she deserves so much more praise. every time i reread it i find something new

currently working on

i am currently working on my new side blog @beauscutiewife (shameless plug lol) im so happy with how its looking its so pretty hehe

google search

my last google search was about this play im gonna be in, its called the penelopiad and i wanted to see what some other productions looked like!! praying they don’t put me in a fugly costume.

Last song:

White Houses- Vanessa Carlton

Currently Watching:

Right now...nothing of my own accord actually. Just finished Arrested Development a few days ago. Though I am currently fighting through szn 8 of TVD w my sister.

Current Obsession:

Besides Sunny I have recently discovered the joys of this super underground...niche...never heard of b4 film...The Matrix.

Currently Reading:

I'll admit this year I've pretty much only finished class assigned books. Still, just finished reading The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison. oh my GOD.

Currently Working On:

On that note, I'm procrastinating writing our final centering The Bluest Eye :')))

Google Search:

Union Pacific Railroad (california history im gonna KILL YOU)