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i apologize to those i left hanging, i hate doing that, i only hope that you can forgive me for the lame plot ideas i gave to those i did plot with. i adore you all and this place, but it definitely deserves better than what i’ve given it.

please take care and if you’d like to keep in contact, let me know and i’ll send you my discord or something.

✗ : Explain how they portray feelings of hostility or dislike.

if jung jinhwan doesn't like you, it's fair to say you'll know it unless he's working at the time, but even then he's not very good at hiding it. usually his lip with curl up, eyes will narrow, and he'll take a tone of condescension. he'll also likely swear up a storm and insult you. (but this can also be seen as friendly ; just ask min.)

now, if he happens to be in a relatively pissy mood, and you continue on with him (e.g.: you don't leave him alone after he's asked you to), prepare for fists and/or feet because he's certainly going to bruise some part of your body somehow.

⊗ : What is something that causes them to question them-self?

there's a bit that causes jinhwan to question himself -- his anger being the majority of it. he knows he needs help in managing his outbursts, but he doesn't want to do anything about them at the same time. it's not him having trouble asking for help (except that it is), but it's also the fear that there's something more wrong with him than simple anger issues and having bipolar disorder.

also the issue of his outbursts causing harm to another person. it's one of several reasons he's introverted and tends to stick to himself, his close friends, and meaningless sex. everything else is simply too much for him to handle, even if he tries to force it and winds up in worse shape than before.

☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing?

------ @kgxmin

it’s almost time. the plane landed just a few minutes ago, and there was a text right before then. one whole year, innumerable emails and texts and phone calls, and she’s finally back for the summer. it’s the one time of the year that jinhwan gets treated like a human being, like he’s worth the skin he walks around in. and it’d all been coincidence that he’d even met yoora a couple years ago, and here they are about to spend yet another summer together on the beach.

he pulls his hoodie up and pauses his music, but keeps his earbuds in – fuck anyone else bothering him. he’s not here to socialize with these people. he wants to spend time with yoora, steal her away before she even makes it to her family’s vacation home, or wherever she’s supposed to go. she isn’t making it there today – he’s already got their whole day planned (and yoora wouldn’t dare deny him this).

“c’mon… goddamn these planes…” he grumbles softly, hands shoved into his hoodie pockets. he’s not a patient person, and he wants to be one for yoora because he doesn’t want to be an ass to her cause it’s damn sure not her fault.

soon enough, as if answering his complaints, the gate for her plane starts pouring out people – tourists, businessmen, so on and so forth. and then it’s her.

and he can’t help himself. he grins and waves his arms for her to notice him. “goddess!” he doesn’t care about the odd stares he gets calling out her nickname, he only sees her and he opens his arms for her to come to him.

sooner or later there’s going to be an end, a gruesome one, and jinhwan’s going to meet it head first, like diving into the ocean from the docks back on jeju island. he keeps tempting fate, it’s a dangerous thing, and he knows yoora and min would kick his ass for continually trying his luck, dancing around with the devil wearing a smug smile.

today is not that day.

he knows he’s not doing himself any favors – who just tempts fate like this? dumbasses that’s who. he can’t help it. this guy just interested him to no end, and he didn’t actually leave his apartment tonight to follow behind him. he was just walking to clear his head, so maybe he could sleep some, and there he is – that strange fellow from the alleyway, talking that nonsense about ‘targets’ and ‘missions’. he’d been warned away, been threatened with unemployment (jinhwan still gets a good laugh about that), but he’d be damned if he’s going to just be scared away. fuck that, sir.

so he finds himself following after, and he’s not really sneaky, because he wants to be, but because it’s something that’s built into him, from back on jeju when he’d sneak in, out, and around his own goddamn house. never a moment’s peace from stares or whispers from his own fucking parents. it’s just habit now – sneak, tip toe, make as little noise as possible, and don’t get caught. avoid those judgmental looks.

he stops when the mysterious guy stops, pausing and listening. he’s speaking into a headset? maybe a phone, but that’s irrelevant right now. it’s what he’s saying that draws jinhwan’s interest.

------ ‘mission. no, lost the target.’

missions and targets again, what the fuck even is up with this guy? oh, if jinhwan finds out this is some elaborate role-playing game or some shit, he’s going to make sure the guy’s in the fucking hospital for three goddamn weeks.

☁ : Describe how they would spend a stormy, overcast/rainy day.

it depends on his mood, but generally he likes being out in the rain. not a wise decision all the time given how cold it can be when it rains and how he doesn’t always bundle up (because he likes feeling the rain on his skin). usually though, he’ll go out into the rain, sometimes on the roof of his apartment building, sometimes out into the street. but, if he can, he heads right for the beach because stormy weather and beaches are something that brings him peace.

❤ : Describe a physical action that shows complete trust.

answered here.

♆ : Are they prone to violent outbursts or thoughts?

time to roll up the sleeves and get some stuff done.

okay, under a read more cause uh yes?

uhhhh i’m gonna be attempting to make new plots. lemme know if yall wanna drop threads, i’ll be glad to start on a fresh one with yall. just lemme know.

since yongguk is gone (cries4ever) my plot for the sexy neighbor down the hall, is now opened (ignore that it’s crossed through, i’m just too lazy to fix it right now shhhh) -- title is named “don’t you ever shut up” (or... something like that shhh i’m dumb, my muse gets it from me)

۞: Are there any inner demons they can never seem to get rid of? What are they?

there are many jinhwan can’t seem to shake. besides not thinking he’s good enough for human interaction, he feels he needs to be in some kind of asylum, but that’s also his greatest fear and something he battles against. he pretends to be completely fine, and he numbs himself to a lot of things (tries to anyway). his number one demon is his aggression, the one thing he fears about himself -- he wonders if there’ll ever be a time he loses his temper around his loved ones again and do something he’ll forever regret. he was stopped by his parents before, what’s to stop him now?

❤ : Describe a physical action that shows complete trust.

if he takes your hand, squeezes it tight, and doesn’t let go -- you’ve earned his trust. he doesn’t hand-hold anyone he doesn’t trust to some degree. but if he squeezes your hand after taking it? definitely complete trust.

☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing?

painting or exploring the city. to a small degree he does go clubbing, but he has to be in either a very good mood, or too restless for anything else. on his restless nights, he clubs and gets into trouble. these are the nights he usually winds back up at min’s place too sore to take care of himself. it isn’t healthy, but it’s what he does.

☤ : Is there anything about their health they are continuously on edge about? Something they disregard?

♥ : Name one thing about the way their emotions work that they despise.

he doesn’t like how easily it is to put him in a bad mood when he’s having an off day. when having those off days, one thing – one tiny thing – and he’s flying off the handle. he throws things, he yanks his paintings off the easel and tears the canvas, destroys the frame. he’ll break glasses and not care if he walks over the glass (thankfully he doesn’t do that often). he hates how easy it is for his bad mood to turn worse. and he damn sure doesn’t want anyone around him when it happens, but min has been witness to that more than he cares to recall.

☂ : Storms or clear skies?

as odd as it seems, storms are his favorite. he gets more inspiration from a storm than a clear day – storms are special to him as well. when he and yoora would hang out at the beach (read: camp out instead of going home) and they were caught in a storm, he would drag her to the docks to hide in a nook there. she was scared but he would hold her and watch as the rain turned the ocean from calm and smooth to something to be feared.

☛ : What is their typical response to being given orders?