FUCK WITH ME

I LOST THIS DRAFT ITS SO OVER

i miss dr mei honkai impact 3rd so bad right now she makes me so sad im so sad she wanted more time she wanted to live longer she didn't want to die. she only had two people who genuinely cared for her she's always been so isolated and alone her whole life from people not understanding her or thinking she's off-putting and heartless when she's truly not she just doesn't know how to properly convey her emotions in such ways and we only really saw her relax and the happiest when she was with kevin and su. it pains me so badly to think that kevin and su were the only two genuine people mourning her when visiting her coffin, amongst anybody else who may have gone to just pay their respects to the Loss of One Brilliant Mind such as Hers. giving condolences to Dr Mei and not just . Mei. im so sad they'll never make me hate you mei i'll love her forever

like, do you think about phainon's anxiety rising when the masses chanted for anaxa's execution. do you think about the fact that phainon was the closest person to anaxa when they were in the genesis of vortex witnessing him pull the coreflame out of his chest and kill himself. phainon hugged himself and looked away, rather than looking at anaxa, who everyone else was watching. the fact that everything anaxa had ever taught him never left his mind ever, despite his body becoming more and more inhuman and deteriorated as each recurrence passed. khaslana merely staring at anaxa's unconscious body sitting on the throne, rather than taking the reason coreflame from him. the fact that he regards anaxa as his guiding light in dark. like what is wrong with them, actually