Ketadream

9/3/14 

I am planning a deep and introspective trip, a lot has been going on. A kid died of an overdose and for a minute I thought it was my fault, but apparently he had taken some molly from an unknown source which had nothing to do with me, nor do I even know the kid, but it was a stressful situation and I have learned a lot from it. Another victim of the ignorance spread by the war on drugs, if he had been taught proper dosages and precautions he would still be here today. But it's the drugs that are the problem in the worlds point of view, not the fact that not many people would die if we all knew the right ways to do things. Perfect example is myself, I do quite a few interesting drugs, including mdma, and here I am today. The reason I am alive to tell the tale of my experiences is because I know what I am doing and create my own controlled setting where precautions are taken to insure my own and anyone else who is partaking's safety. I also learned today that I will not be getting the job that I have been hoping to get, which has greatly disappointed me. But I know that I cannot let this beat me down, none of this. I will always conquer what lies before me and I am going to pick myself up and carry on through the bullshit, I am strong. So here is my playlist

Tool- Wings for Marie Part 1 and 2

Tool- Aenama

Tool- 46&2

Tool- Lateralus