Luna

I guess I write fanfics now :)

I love Simon Riley but I’ve never played any cod so I get all my info about the 141 from tumbler and online

Used to be obsessed with Kenma Kozume, hence the username

I am over 18, I do not care who reads my work, I am not responsible for what you look at. (also this blog is very gay, much like myself)

Finished/not actively working on series (all Simon x reader)

Simon x reader (one maybe two parts)

Autistic Simon x reader

The rest of the 141

Headcanons

Current series

Inbox is open and request are encouraged

I will write almost anything, smut/angst/fluff. I will not write incest (no judgment, just not my vibe) or rape (if you ask for rape I will block you)

I look at all comments, messages, inbox, I don't usually answer because it gives me to much anxiety. If you asked to be tagged I will just simply tag you in the next part, and I will answer questions about my work.

Tw-talk of abuse, crime ring (I tried to keep things brief)

It didn't take long for the seats to fill up, the ‘staff’ seemed to know everyone and they made notes of the few empty seats. Thankfully even in the tangle of everyone coming in, not a single person had spotted you guys, no one even glanced in your direction. It slowly got darker and darker, and you were wondering what their plans were, it wouldn't be good for anyone if it was pitch black. Honestly you were about to tell Soap and Ghost that y’all needed to back farther up so nothing would happen, and that's when lights on or near the stage turned on, it even illuminated a path between the seats, and after a moment someone walked up onto the little stage. You and the guys carefully moved closer, even taking a seat, this could take hours. 

It didn't take long before you had to walk away, it was cruel and you felt sick just sitting there doing nothing, how there were so many sitting there acting like everything was fine you would never understand. The sight of the injured dragons made you want to cry and the sound of them being hurt made you want to throw up. Soap followed you, keeping an arm around you to comfort you, eventually you ended up wrapping your arms around him and just holding onto him. He and Ghost went through similar situations, how Ghost was able to stand there and watch without ever looking away, you had no clue, Ghost had always been so strong. You were too busy trying to compose yourself to notice the rustling nearby, and you didn't notice how the forest got quiet other than the screams of pain, and you didn't notice the shared glance between Ghost and Soap.

Even though you really didn't want to see anymore, they kept mentioning ‘the big guy’ or ‘the final show’ throughout the auction. You held onto Ghosts and Soaps hand while watching “and finally what you guys have been waiting for” the dragon wasn't extremely big, in fact you're sure you saw bigger dragons earlier in the auction, he was about the size of Soap. Based on the way Ghost completely stopped moving and Soap gripped your hand you can only guess that that's Gaz, his body was covered in scars much like Ghost. But unlike Ghost, Gaz stood with confidence, he didn't flinch away. 

You quickly learned why they considered Gaz the star of the show, they had spent probably years just straight torturing him, forcing Gaz to fly and attack while in terrible physical conditions. The appeal behind Gaz was that he was compliant, won't fight back no matter what, you can do just about anything with him. It was sick, you don't even want to think about what he had to go through for his body to just stop trying, healing would be a long road. They briefly demonstrated, something you immediately looked away from, you didn't hear a single sound from Gaz, which alone was telling. Almost immediately multiple people were bidding, the amount people were willing to spend, and the amount of people that desperately wanted Gaz was absolutely sick. 

People wanted him badly enough they started arguing between themselves, there were 4 different people who just kept bidding higher and higher, refusing to give up, eventually the ‘host’ said “well I'm sure we can figure something out later, to make everyone happy” they begrudgingly agreed. Slowly they got Gaz off the stage, you heard Ghost mutter “fuck, when are they going to stop this” you were so confused on what he meant, but before you could ask multiple people came out from the trees and surrounded the auction area, Soap and Ghost finally relaxed slightly knowing this whole thing was over.

You sat on Simon's lap while he explained to Price everything that he needed “that’s a lot, it might take a few days” Simon rolled his eyes “ya know you could ask Gaz and Soap to 'elp instead of doing everythin' yourself’ you looked at Simon confused, he muttered “code names” you had somehow gotten used to Price’s odd name. Price still refused to ask for help from who you can guess is Simon's other teammates, Price reminded you two to be extra careful until he could get what Simon needed. When the call ended you turned to Simon and said “Gaz, Soap, Price, Ghost, do you guys know what a name is” Simon just rolled his eyes at you and carried you to the bedroom. You fell asleep against Simon like usual, but he stayed up for a bit looking at security cameras. He's noticed your nervousness around the enemy and he wants to try and make you more comfortable, especially when you're at home.

Now you and Simon were getting ready to go look at the wedding venue, your sisters already messaged you multiple times asking questions and just expressing how excited she is. The plan was to meet up there, look at the venue, and then grab lunch. Simon wrapped his arms around you “lookin’ nice luv” you smiled, handing him a necklace “can you put this on for me sweetheart?” Simon paused at the nickname, he loves when you call him nicknames. He gently grabbed the necklace, it was the same one he got you on one of your first dates. Simon carefully placed it around your neck “looks beautiful” you turned around and kissed him “it’s about time to go” “got your ring?” Simon asked the same thing every single time you guys were leaving the house, and your answer was always the same “always Simon”

When you guys arrived your sister was already there helping Emma out of the car. As soon as Simon got out of the car and she saw him she yelled “Mr Simon!" and she ran straight towards him, of course he picked her up and spun her around just to hear her giggle. You guys met up with the venue manager before heading inside, first they showed you the area where Simon had proposed to you. Your sister and Emma were both absolutely mesmerized “you proposed here?’ she asked Simon, he nodded “and you took no photos?” she said with a hand on her hip like it was the craziest thing ever, your niece mimicked her, putting both hands on her waist “Mr Simon" she said in a little angry tone. The manager quickly said “well if you haven't done engagement photos, this is a great option” your sister gave Simon a look that basically said, you have to take pictures here, and you couldn't help but agree with her.

Then the manager took you to the main wedding venue, and if the other area was beautiful this area could only be described as heavenly. Simon took one look around the area before turning to you to see your reaction, you took your time looking at everything, it was just so pretty. Honestly you were too distracted to ask any questions, just walking through the area. Your sister stayed near the manager asking questions, she asked about policies, pricing, setup and cleanup, all the important stuff. Compared to the other venue this one was much more child-friendly while still keeping the whimsical feeling, there was no water, flowers were higher up, and certain areas had railing. When you finally stopped staring at the venue and turned to your sister, she had pulled out a whole notebook to write stuff down, you and Simon joined her for the last bit of conversation. As you were leaving you turned to Simon “I want to get married here” Simon nodded “then it’s decided”

Price sat on one side of the table while you and Simon sat on the other side, everything felt way too formal for you guys. Price started explaining immediately, he didn't usually sugarcoat things “we found out yesterday, I told them not to tell you, Gaz objected but in the end we choose not to tell you yet” at least it wasn't something they were hiding for a while “we weren't expecting to see you so soon, but when you asked to go to the pub none of us wanted to say no” you knew they missed hanging out with you and Simon, still it was a confession you didn't expect Price to make, that's why you encouraged Simon to go the pub yesterday. But still, none of that explained why Price didn't want to tell you.

“It’s just the first mission without you two and it's possible the worst kind of mission it could be” that had both you and Simon sitting up, worried “didn’t even want to tell the guys, but stuff happened and Laswell said we need to leave sooner” of course Price wanted to shoulder the burden on his own “wanted them to enjoy their off time, spend time with you two” he was rambling “Price” you said trying to get him back on track “sorry, the mission starts in a week, and it’s long, months in the middle of nowhere” Price gave you two a moment to process that, if it was such a serious and long mission, it meant the risk was even higher plus you and Simon won’t be there.

 “I’m sure you can guess the risks, especially when moral is low” you nodded slowly “didn’t want to tell you two yet, I know that first mission after leaving is already hard, and the mission itself isn't the best” you wished Price had told you earlier, but you understand why he was worried. “Didn’t exactly want to tell you like this but maybe Gaz was right, I should have told you sooner” Simon cleared his throat “so you guys are leaving next week” Price nodded “can we see you off?” you asked “you two will always be welcome on base” 

Price left not long after, promising to plan something before they left for their mission. Simon sat back down next to you "they're going to be okay right?” Simon pulled you closer “of course luv, they're strong even without us” even though Simon was also worried about them, he wouldn't show you that, he needed to be strong for you. “Months Simon, that's my whole recovery” “recovery could take years to get back to where you were” he said in a soft voice, your rolled your eyes “yes but these next few months are the most important, where most advancements are going to happen” you paused before adding “it’s going to be hard without them here cheering me on” Simon wrapped his arms around you "they'll still be cheering you on jus’ from afar, and when they get back you can show them all your super awesome skills” you leaned into him, Simon always made you feel happy and confident when you started doubting yourself. “Whenever we see the guys, we gotta go all out” Simon agreed, and there was a part of both of you that worried this would be the last time you have with the guys.

Alejandro damn near bought you everything on the menu, you sat on one side of the booth while Alejandro and Ghost sat on the other side. You knew they were watching your every move, you also knew they were whispering about you, they weren't nearly as quiet and discreet as they thought they were. You didn't mind though, you like knowing more than you should, and it meant you got to eat as much as you wanted, although you did make a point to sneak some food into your pockets for later.

“She went missing a few years back, the home wrecked and her parents dead. Fue un baño de sangre” (it was a bloodbath) he said the last part more quietly, like he was remembering what it looked like. “Her body was never found, we just assumed she was also killed, never would have imagined this” you noticed how ghost didn't react, he didn't say anything, you liked that about him. Alejandro turned to you “¿Puedes decirme qué pasó?” you just froze “¿Qué recuerdas?” (can you tell me what happened? What do you remember?) you remembered a lot, but still you didn't say anything. Alejandro just leaned back against the booth, he turned to Simon "hasn't said a thing, not sure she can” 

Simon stayed quiet, they both just sat there trying to watch you without making it obvious. You stayed completely still, that was till Alejandro got a phone call, which definitely made you jump slightly but you don't think they saw, Alejandro got up and pointed at Simon “seguro” (safe) before walking outside to take the call. When you looked back at Simon he wasn't looking at you, he was looking over the menu. Slowly you started eating again, after a moment Simon slowly turned the menu over so you could see it. He pointed to a picture of a churro at the bottom but he didn't say anything. 

It was Simon's way of showing you it was okay not to talk, you nodded slightly, Simon smiled before getting up to get you the churro. He placed the churro along with a small bag on the table in front of you. When he sat back down he made a point not to look at you, giving you privacy, Simon knows what it feels like to not have food, even now he doesn’t take it for granted, and he knows how uncomfortable it can feel around food. It took you a moment to understand what he was letting you do, you slowly took the small bag, you filled it to the brim with food, you still kept some food in your pocket just in case. You tucked the bag behind you before grabbing your churro, only then did Simon turn forward and look at you.

Alejandro came in just as you were finishing your churro, you looked at you eating, then at Simon, then at the table with no food left on it, he went to say something, probably asking how you managed to eat everything in the short time he was gone, but he decided against it. “We need to head back to base, and interrogate Valeria” her name made you freeze, you absolutely did not want to be anywhere near her again. Alejandro tried to calm you down, telling you that you would be nowhere near her, but he had failed you once, even if it wasn't intentional. Simon was the one that found you, you turned to him and he said in his softest voice “Todo saldrá bien. Te mantendré a salvo” (everything will be alright, I’ll keep you safe” it was said with the heaviest British accent, but it was clear and understandable. You nodded, slowly getting up, hiding the bag behind your back so Alejandro wouldn't see, and following Simon. As you guys were walking out he leaned over and whispered to Simon “I knew you spoke Spanish” Simon shrugged, if him speaking Spanish made you more comfortable that's what he would do.

tw- negative thoughts, self doubt, paranoia (ptsd)

Simon didn't have any plans when he left the house, good or bad. Having you there definitely helped, gave him someone to talk to, something to look forward to, someone that cared about him. He knows all this, but still, not having his team here once again brings back all the old thoughts. They slowly went away once he met you, and then when the guys got back he was able to push those thoughts so far back. Now they're rushing back.

Simon didn't take the car, he needed some fresh air and a clear view. Eventually he ends up on a hill, the same hill he and Johnny once got drunk on and started rolling each other down, but this time he was alone and sober with his thoughts. He remembers everything he struggled with when he first met you, when he was ready to give up, he didn't know what to do with his life, and the same mindless routine everyday was slowly tearing him apart, he felt lonely and useless. You help a lot with that though, he wants to wake up every morning and see you, he can't wait for you to get home and tell him about your day. He loves going on little random dates with you, or randomly deciding to bake something together.

But, there are still things Simon worries about. His paranoia has come back with the guys gone, it's somehow better and worse. He feels a strong need to keep you safe, he can't lose you, he knows there's no threat but there could be one in the future, Simon isn't strong enough to serve anymore and he wonders if he'll be strong enough to keep you safe. Those are the thoughts that keep him now, he worries about losing you and his self doubt doesn't make it better. Not to mention, he still doesn't know what to do with his life, he doesn't want to sit at home alone all day doing nothing, but he still feels like it would be useless to try and start something new with his life.

Simon’s thinking about all of this, and even though there's still so much he’s afraid of, still so many things he is struggling with, he has you. That alone makes him want to keep trying, he doesn't want to leave you, or the guys especially after what price said, it reminded him how important he is to others. And Simon knows you, all he has to do is ask and you'll go all out to try and help him, anything he needs. Simon stood up again, ready to head back home, and for the first time since he was medically discharged, Simon sees a reason to keep going, a future with you.

It was early morning when Simon got back, the sun wasn't even out yet, Simon fully expected you to be sleeping. He never wanted to worry you, he just needed some time alone to think through his thoughts and he thought the best time would be when you were sleeping. But when he walked in you were already up, you spun around when you heard him, and the moment you saw him you ran over and wrapped your arms around him. Simon froze seeing the tears in your eyes, you couldn't even get words out, your voice was hoarse and you just kept mumbling his name. He wrapped his arms around you “it’s okay luv, I’m okay, not what you think” 

Still you refused to let go, Simon just picked you up and carried you to the bedroom. He sat with you till your tears finally stopped, he whispered "didn't mean to scare you luv, jus’ needed some time to think” you held onto him a little tighter "couldn't think here?” it was blunt but it was a genuine question “I needed to be alone, you were supposed to be sleeping” “so were you” you mumbled. You guys just sat together for a while before Simon quietly said “I’m not perfect luv, I'm sure you know that, and there's things I need ‘help with, I was hoping you could help?” you smiled, reached up and kissed him “anything you need Simon”

Simon's theory was that you killed someone in the higher ranks, maybe someone who wasn't particularly liked by recruits, and that's why they're going through and seeing if it was someone inside the base. Occasionally someone would talk through the radio, it seemed like they were carefully clearing rooms, looking for the missing weapons or something showing guilt, they wouldn't find it though. “And what happens when they don't find it” you asked, Ghost just shrugged and Gaz mumbled “guess that's what we’re waiting to see” you took a seat with the sergeants, this could take a while.

You guys just waited patently while the checked the rooms not once but twice, then a voice you recognized came through the radio, “search them then, there has to be something” you perked up “that was the boss” Price was immediately paying more attention "they're gonna search all of them” Soap muttered. “Maybe they really don't think it was someone on the outside” Gaz said,  which would be amazing for you guys, but it really doesn't seem like these guys are that smart, the more you watch them the more confusing their actions get.

They took a group of recruits at a time, and then after ten minutes another group, until there was no more recruits “there can’t be nothing, someone obviously did this” it was the boss again, his voice still held the authority but he seemed more desperate “there’s nothing sir” someone said, the boss sighed before saying “I’ll personally interrogate everyone. Send them back to their dorms” Simon chuckled slightly before saying “sounds like you Price” Price gave him a side eye before leaning over and smacking Simon, his way of saying don't compare me to the enemy, still Simon added “he’s got yer ‘I’ll do it myself’ attitude” something Price couldn't exactly argue with.

The radio sounded again "they're all asking questions sir, what do we say?” immediately the boss came back on “nothing, just keep them in line, it’s better if they're scared and confused” he was clearly pissed. You guys watched as they all slowly made their way back inside. As soon as the last soldiers were inside you all turned to Price for directions “use the maps and see if there’s somewhere we might be able to listen in. One group will go listen in while the others stay here and keep an eye on the building while listening in on both radios” he paused before adding “me and Soap will stay here, Ghost and Gaz will go out” he stared for a moment at you, unsure exactly where to place you, “you can go with Ghost, but play it safe” you nodded, heading inside to prepare with them.

Gaz called you and Simon over, he pointed to one side of the building on the map “there should be some vents on the surface in this area, if we’re lucky we might be able to send a mic through” you nodded. Your team slowly made your way around the building, there were still soldiers on look-out outside and they were on extra alert so it was safer to take the long way around. Once you were on the other side of the building you guys briefly split up. Price radioed in “they just started their interrogating, if you could find that room it would be a miracle” it was a big ask, you guys would be lucky if you even found a vent, and even luckier if it actually connected to a room people were in.

Simon, who lives in an apartment with Soap, and Ghost being nice, offered to drop Soap off at the pub, but when he got back to the apartment he realized he left his keys inside. And Soap, who was likely already drunk or too busy flirting with someone, wouldn't answer his calls or texts, and Simon knew damn well Soap wasn't going to be coming back tonight. So he heads back out to grab some beer, and he plans to just get drunk and chill in the hallway, Simon’s buff aa fuck and military trained, no ones going to mess with him.

And that's when you, his sweet little neighbor, shows up, and surprisingly you are also locked out, but unlike Simon you are not willing to wait in the hallway for hours. Technically you could call someone, but that would probably take forever and cost, so you try to get the door open on your own first. You tried jiggling the handle, and pushing with all your might. Simon stared at you the whole time, even whispered “this is nice” He was utterly unhelpful, but you did feel safer with him here.

Eventually he says “kick it luv” which isn't the worst idea you've heard, so you try and end up falling flat on your ass. And after Simon stops laughing he gets up and helps you up “that was terrible luv, either gonna put a hole in the door or break yer leg” Simon pulls you back in front of the door, he points to the side of the handle “kick ‘ere, with yer heel” he helped hold your leg up so you didn't fall, he pointed to your other foot “put yer weight in yer heel, and lean forward” you followed his instructions.

He took a step back “that’s how ya kick a door luv” you nodded, took a deep breath, then backed up and kicked the door again, making sure to follow his instructions. The door shook slightly but didn't open, still Simon clapped “much better” you pointed to the door “it’s still not open though” you were about to give up “well of course, takes lots of power and strength to kick a door open like that, come ‘ere” Simon pulled you towards the door again. He had you stand with your back to the door “kick the same spot as earlier, it'll take a few tries but it should open” you were skeptical but you still tried.

You just needed to watch from the sidelines while waiting for actual law enforcement to show up, but keeping Soap from barging over there was proving much harder than expected. You can’t even begin to count the amount of cages, and you're sure there's more out of view, that alone puts the guys on edge. And every time there was some distressed noise, Soaps head would snap in that direction and a few times you even had to hold him back. Ghost is just leaning against the tree staring towards the cages, his expression is utterly unreadable but he’s clearly pissed, and you're sure if you let Soap forward Ghost would be right behind him.

Soaps head snapped in the other direction before he moved slightly behind the tree, before you got the chance to move or ask him what he heard Ghost was pulling you against him and covering your mouth. You were confused until you heard voices closer than before “the stage is set up, buyers should be arriving soon” then someone else said “did those dragons finally settle down? we can’t risk anything here” you could see Soaps fist clenching, the first guy said “yeah fucking finally, they even woke up the big guy. How much do you think he’ll go for? I was thinking-” they were too far for you to hear the rest of their conversation. 

Soap immediately came over to you two “we have to go over there” Ghost added “the stage is where everythin’ is going to happen” moving was risky, and getting closer to the ‘action’ meant a higher risk of being caught, but on the other hand, if more people are coming then that's more people to hide from. Either choice was a risk, but in the end, moving closer to the stage had advantages, that's if you guys can find this stage without getting too close. “Fine, but we’re walking, flying is too risky” Soap and Ghost nodded.

Making your way through the forest was hard, you had never been this far out so you had no prior knowledge to help you, you guys couldn't get too close but also had to be careful not to go too far out and lose the area. As long as the row of cages were in view you guys were good, but eventually the row ended, you were about to turn around, there was seemingly nowhere to go. That's when Ghost tapped your side and pointed out a small dirt road, all the trees and branches had been cleared out. You guys backed away slightly before following parallel to the path, you had to stop moving multiple times when people passed, but eventually you made it through, and on the other side was a wide open area.

Honestly it was the oddest sight in the middle of the forest, there was a pretty big raised platform towards the front of the large area, but in the middle heading all the way to the back was rows and rows of seats. Soap muttered “what the hell is this” that was exactly what you were thinking “it’s an auction” Ghost said in a tight voice. That explained everything, and it meant there were going to be much more people here than you expected. Before you could say anything someone ran down the path and yelled "they're coming in” before running back. You turned to Ghost and Soap “okay we need to backup while everyone is moving around so they don't see us, and then once everything starts we can move closer, if your comfortable” you couldn't even imagine the things that they might show on the stage, you would understand if it was too much for either of them. But they just shook their heads, they needed to see Gaz.

Simon spotted their car as he walked into the store, but them following him was better than them lurking outside of your work. They very obviously followed him through the store, Simon even noticed some people giving them odd stares, it didn't really matter to him, he was just grabbing dinner for you two. They followed him all the way home, they watched him through the windows the entire time. Simon paid them no mind while he went about his day, eventually they left not long before Simon left to go pick you up.

You smiled as you hoped into the car “you must really want to marry me, you keep bringing up the wedding every chance you get” he made sure you were buckled before driving off the lot “can ya blame me luv?” not really, you wanted to marry him just as much, Simon's just impatient. You reached over to grab his hand “thank you for coming today Simon, I was scared without you” Simon squeezed your hand “you had them luv” he was definitely way to confident in you, but it made you happy “did you call Price already” Simon shook his head “nope, I was being watched almost the whole time” if they were bold enough to follow Simon and just watch him, who knew what else they would do, and that's what scared you.

You were making dinner when your sister finally called you “I was just wondering if you and Emma were free this weekend? Simon and I might go look at a venue” immediately your sister was more alert “wait wait what? If y’all are already starting to look at the venue…” she trailed off at the end. You gave Simon, who was curiously listening in, a knowing look “oh my lord, the wedding is much sooner than you said isn't it?” you could hear her excitement loud and clear “maybe, we were thinking fall” she gasped “of this year?” she didn't give you a chance to respond before she was talking again “oh there's so much to do and go over, I can't hardly wait. Me and Emma will definitely be there” you had to quickly end the call after that because she was just so excited asking so many questions.

You and Simon just stared at each other before he said “I guess I should call the venue then” you looked at him a little in shock before laughing “yes, if I have to tell her they're busy this weekend, she might cry” Simon just kissed you before heading into the other room to call them. Thankfully they still had many fall dates open, and they were free this weekend for a tour. Simon came back out and wrapped his arms around you while telling you the good news “guess that means we have a lot of big decisions to make” you said to him.

You guys had finished eating dinner, and now you were in the spare room getting ready to call Price “what are we going to say when your family doesn't come to the wedding?” Simon had mentioned the guest list earlier and it made you wonder. Simon didn't really have any family, even back in Britain, “maybe we can say you're estranged” Simon shrugged before saying “or that they're dead” you just gaped at him and he shrugged again “easier to make fake dead people then fake living people. Doesn't 'ave to be a big traumatic story.” you sat next to Simon “maybe your teammates can come” Simon pulled you closer but shook his head “too risky, they're too recognizable"  you thought for a moment “maybe, when everything is over, we can go to the uk and have a mini wedding there, like for our anniversary” he smiled, that didn't sound like a bad idea.

Just as you promised Simon, you stayed in bed the whole time, you had a bowl of cookies and you put a movie on that you had been wanting to watch. Simon had texted you when he first got to the pub making sure you were okay. Everything was going perfectly fine when you heard a noise from inside the house, you paused the movie, straining your ears to listen for anything, there was a small noise, like something falling. You were internally panicking, assuming it was an intruder, you had absolutely no time to get away. You were about to call Simon when the bedroom door opened.

You threw a pillow at his face “Simon you scared me” he placed the pillow on the bed “it’s too early for you to be back” Simon climbed into the bed “sorry luv” you let him pick you up and place you on his lap. That's when you noticed how tense he seemed “what’s wrong Si? What happened” he just held you tighter and tucked his face into your neck “jus’ felt wrong luv, everythin’ was tense” he paused “what are you watching” it was a blatant attempt to change the subject. You wanted to know what went wrong but you dropped it for now, Simon clearly didn't want to talk about it. 

You started explaining to Simon the movie before pressing play again. A little later in the movie two of the characters kissed and Simon let out a low laugh and whispered “watchin’ romance movies when I'm not ‘ere?” you gently smacked his arm “Simon!” he pulled you back against him “relax luv, jus’ teasin’” Simon let you watch the rest of the movie uninterrupted, although he did help you eat the rest of the cookies. When the movie ended he pulled you down, you snuggled up next to him under the covers, eyes already heavy, he could tell you about what happened at the pub tomorrow.

You took the morning slow, not questioning Simon. After breakfast he said “Johnny got drunk before I left” it was vague but it meant Simon was ready to tell you, "they're going on a mission soon” you got quiet, it would be their first mission without either of you "don't know why they didn't tell us” that’s really what had Simon worrying, why hadn't they told you or him yet. “Is this what others feel like when we go on mission” the immediate sense of worry was settling into you, Simon shrugged “I guess” you reached over to grab Simons hand “but we know them, they’ll keep each other safe” Simon laughed slightly “and drive each other insane”

Simon explained to you how the whole evening just felt awkward and tense, and Simon being worried about you staying home alone definitely didn't help the atmosphere. Eventually Johnny started drinking so he wouldn't have to deal with the situation and he spilled that they were going on mission soon, Price immediately tried to backtrack but the damage was done, Simon just wasn't sure why they hid it from you two. You and Simon were still talking about it, trying to understand when Price texted “I’m coming over” not a question, Simon didn't even get a chance to answer before Price was knocking at the door.

Part 30

Simon x scout/teacher reader (I imagine reader works for like a summer program)

You've been with Simon for years now, you're even engaged, but his stories never seem to stop surprising you. The 141 has been working with a group of recruits for weeks now, and they’re supposed to be the best of the best, they should feel lucky to train under the 141. Yet almost every time Simon comes home he is explaining to you how they barley listen and often fuck stuff up. But every time you come home you only have good stories, and honestly Simon thinks you're just downplaying it.

Simon just came home, later than usual and already changed out of uniform, all odd for him. Simon liked routine, get off at the same time, come home, shower, and then spend time with you. As soon as he walked in he wrapped you in a hug, after a moment he said “recruits broke some stuff outside and now the whole basses water system is messed up. My clothes were soaked. Price is down right done with them” you smiled at him, you sympathized but it was still a little funny “why don't you come with me tomorrow, maybe you could get learn some tips before completely giving up” you said while grabbing Simon's duffle bag, Simon scoffed "you're saying a group of kids, act better than my trained soldiers" you smirked “they listen, and that's the difference” you said before walking away.

Simon thought about it, it wouldn't hurt, and even though his recruits didn't listen often, they had to be better than literal children, right? Simon texted the 141 group chat letting them know he was taking tomorrow off and why, the sergeants were immediately placing bets on which group would act better, and though Price was still pissed from earlier even he placed his bet. 

It was Simon's first time in your little classroom in a few years, when you first got the position he helped you set up the room but after that he didn't have much reason to come over. The first thing he noticed is how clean the room was, especially since it was a kids room. Simon stayed sitting at your desk while the kids came in, they all eyed him curiously but none of them approached, they just sat and played. Once all of your students were in you moved to the front of the class, you rang a little bell on your desk and suddenly all of them were looking at you

“I’m sure you’ve all noticed the man in the corner, that’s Simon” one of the students raised their hand and asked “is he your husband” you smiled, how did they know? “yes, and he is also a soldier in the military, a lieutenant” that got him even more stares combined with some ooh and ahs. You turned to Simon “and Mister Lieutenant, what would you say is the most important thing in the military” you hadn't instructed Simon on what to say, you just already knew his answer "communicating and workin’ together” which had you students smiling proud of themselves, you guys had been working on those skills “so today we’re gonna show him how good we are at doing that.”

Simon spent the first part of the morning just answering their question, they were surprising calm and respectful, always raising their hand to ask questions, and they asked genuine questions about the military, in fact he had to think about his answers to make the appropriate for children, they didn't need to know the horrors of the world yet. Then you took them outside, you had them set up in stations doing different things, all working on life skills, Simon went around, occasionally stopping to help one of the groups. By the time lunch rolled around they had all finished and cleaned up. 

Lunch was by far the loudest part of the day, but still Simon was able to sit next to you and talk to you without having to yell, on base sometimes he has to leave his office to tell them to shut up cause he cant even think. After lunch, you went back outside with the kids, just letting them run around and have fun. You leaned over to Simon “so who listens better” Simon kept his lips shut and just looked away. After recess you went back inside, some kids playing, others coloring, the kids kept coming up to Simon and dragging him away to show him what they had made, and Simon would leave with multiple drawings of him. 

When you woke up you were in the hospital. Simon noticed you were awake immediately and he came to your side “yer okay luv” Simon said while grabbing your hand. You squeezed his hand “knew you would take care of me” just like he always did. Simon felt his face heat up “where’s everyone?” It was pretty unusual to wake up in the hospital without your team “went home for the night after they made sure you were okay” you pouted slightly, at least Simon had stayed with you. You pointed down to yourself “what happened?” you hadn’t felt any pain since you woke up.

Simon pointed to the iv still in your arm “had a blood transfusion earlier, and they bandaged up yer wounds. Keepin’ ya here to make sure yer not infected” he said now pointing at your stomach. You raised an eyebrow “I feel nothing, no pain” Simon again pointed to the iv “pain meds, they said if there was an issue it would hurt enough for you to feel even with the meds, which is worrying” Simon muttered the last part but you still heard it. Still all that only confused you more, the guys couldn’t be certain you were okay, yet they still left, it made your mind run wild thinking they didn’t care.

Simon squeezed your hand again “it’s not like that luv” he already knew what you were thinking “there was no immediate threat so they went home to sleep, like the doctors recommended. I was the one who didn't listen” that made you chuckle, of course Simon stayed for you “they’ll be back in the morning, ya can explain everything to them, I’m sure they’ll understand luv” even with Simon’s comforting words you still worried. Simon stretched “it’s still too early, ya should get some more sleep” you just stared at him, you had been sleeping for hours upon hours now. He put his hands up in surrender “fine, but don’t spend the next few hours all worried about the guys for nothin’”

Simon was right, it wouldn't help anyone if you just sat here panicking for hours. you had Simon turn on the tv for you so you could just chill. Somewhere after like 2 hours Simon nearly fell asleep laying on your legs, your hands playing with his hair only making him more sleepy. What stopped him was a message from Price “Price’s grabbin’ breakfast, he’ll be here soon” which had you panicking all over. You didn't need to explain anything to Price, he really couldn't give a fuck, but if Price was coming over the others would be here soon too. You took a deep breath, not letting yourself panic, it was all a misunderstanding, if you clearly explained everything it would all be okay, which just meant you needed to get all your thoughts together.

Price came in not long after, he handed the food over to Simon before walking up to you, “I’m okay Price” you said before he even asked, you saw his shoulders relax once he was sure you were okay, yet he still mumbled “knew you would be” as he wasn't clearly worried two seconds ago. Price handed a bag of food to you “eat” He handed one to Simon and said the same thing before sitting down. It was about another hour before Soap and Gaz arrived, they were both clearly happy you were okay but it still felt tense in the room. “I think I need to explain” 

Price just sat there thoroughly confused while Gaz and Soap listened carefully "I didn't mean to lie to everyone or anything, but I'm sure you know how the guys in the military act. They don't take women seriously, I never lied, it was just easier if they thought I was a guy, they actually respect me. Now I know you guys aren't like that, but back then I didn't. And then once I joined the team it felt too late to say anything.” Soap just shrugged “I understand that, I still feel bad for not asking though” Soap rubbed your shoulder “doesn’t change nothing” Gaz was quiet for a moment before saying “I’m with Soap, we should have asked” which made you smile cause it meant he wasn't mad at you anymore. 

Later on while you were still in the hospital, just happily talking to them, you mentioned how Simon thought you were trans and immediately Price said “is that why ya were such a bitch earlier” which had Soap dying of laughter and Simon giving him the middle finger. And even later when Price and Soap were out getting lunch, Simon stepped out to give you and Gaz time to talk. And of course Gaz completely apologized "didn't mean to make you so worried, just overreacted” he admitted. And that night when you were finally discharged, Simon helped you home, insisting on staying to help you during your recovery, and maybe even falling into your bed at the end of the night.

(guys, I think this might be the last part <3)

You spent the next week preparing Simon for their mission, which meant you spent most of the week at his place with the guys. They all made an effort to be around Simon, they made sure he knew they loved him without actually saying it. The day before they needed to leave, Price pulled you to the side. "You'll take care of him?” you could hear the worry in his voice, you placed a hand on his arm “I will Price, it just takes time” he nodded but you knew he was still worried about Simon, they all were.

When you woke up Simon was already awake staring at the ceiling. You moved closer to him, whispering “it’s gonna be okay Si” he just wrapped an arm around you, pulling you closer against him, he just held you there till the sun started coming in through the windows and his alarm rang. Simon was quiet while he helped the guys with their stuff and he was quiet on the car ride to the base. Technically he wasn't supposed to be there, but Price made an exception for him, and in turn you.

The guys moved efficiently, they got everything ready before going over mission details again. You understood absolutely nothing but Simon seemed to understand everything, even though this was also his first time hearing about it. Simon reached over and grabbed the papers in front of Price, who just let him. Simon looked over everything, he knew the mission was easier and shorter than their usual missions, either because they were worried about Simon being alone or cause they are trying to figure out how to work as a unit without Simon.

The guys had one more meal together, Simon was reading over the papers while they were loading the plane. “It's jus’ you three?” Simon asked and Gaz immediately said with a smile “yeah mate, could never replace ya” Simon didn't say anything, but you could see the look in his eyes. As they were loading in Soap pulled him to the side, he handed Simon his old mask “doesn’t matter where ya are, yer always part o’ the team” Soap was serious as he forced Simon to take the mask before Soap got into the plane. Price hopped out the plane, he shook Simon's hand, because a hug was obviously too much, “I need you guys to come back, in one piece” Simon whispered, and Price simply said “and we need you to be here when we get back” that was all Price said before he got into the plane. No one made a promise they couldn't for sure keep.

Simon put on the mask while watching the plane fly off. And he kept it on for the whole ride home, he only took it off when you guys got inside. He pulled you close, just holding you in a quiet, empty house. You squeezed him “they’ll be back” Simon pulled back “I know” was all he said. You guys stayed home for the rest of the day, just quiet in each other's company. You kept an eye on Simon the whole day, he seemed to be okay, but you know it's only day one, and you know Simon isn't keen on showing his emotions. You were worried about him, but even still you can't constantly be watching him, and Simon is a trained soldier, you were still fast asleep when he left the house.

Part 12

So thus began the waiting game. If things went south there was a plane on the way, but the longer you guys could stay here and get information the better. It was still way too risky to get close to the building, they haven't found the body or missing items, or so it seems, but when they do you guys don't want to be near. So Price has two people on watch duty, they are to stay near the house and alert the others if anything happens.

Thankfully you weren't on watch duty first, which is good because you definitely would've passed out. As soon as the adrenaline wore off you needed to lay down, and even though the bed was still as hard as a rock, the moment you laid down you were out. When you woke up it was still dark out, when you left the room the only person you saw was Ghost. “Who’s supposed to be here with you” Simon shrugged “you” you immediately went to complain how no one told you, not wanting to get in anymore trouble with Price but Simon just stopped you “it’s okay, I choose not to wake ya up” 

You mumbled thanks before sitting on Simon's side “anything different” you already know the answer, they would've woken you up if something had happened “nothin’ same routine” he didn't say it but you could hear he was worried. You sighed “when is Laswells plane getting here” Ghost kept his eyes on the base the whole time “last she told Price, later tonight. Doesn't necessarily mean we're gettin’ on though” he was right, as much as the plane gave you a sense of safety and rescue, it all depended on how the enemy reacted. You got up again “I’m going grab food” hopefully that would help you think.

You came back out not long later and silently handed Simon some food before taking a seat. The sun was just starting to come out when you and Simon noticed unusual movement. All the patrolling soldiers on one side of the building suddenly went inside. You and Simon didn't move yet, just waited for anything else. After a while the other soldiers went in as well, and a bunch more, likely higher ranked soldiers came out, their guns were out and they were on high alert “go get Price” you were already half way out the door when Simon finished saying it.

Price immediately came out while Soap and Gaz quickly put on their gear before coming outside as well. All of you watched as seemingly every single soldier was escorted out of the building, most of them in little clothes, not a single weapon on them. “What’s happening” Gaz asked, it was a weird sight, not at all what one would expect in a situation like this, Price shrugged "they're counting soldiers” simple right? But Simon shook his head “no, they think it’s a traitor” I mean, it would explain why they were on such high alert and why only the higher ranks had weapons.

“But isn't this a bit much still” Soap said, slightly grimacing as a soldier was shoved onto the ground after slightly stepping out of line, “when you're running a secret operation, you're weary of everything” and you all knew Price was speaking from experience. “Exposing all your soldiers isn't a smart move though” Gaz added and none of you could really oppose the statement. Then the guy you had seen earlier, came out, "that's the man, the one who gave me the map” Price slightly chuckled "definitely the one running the place” it was even more clear now, his presence alone had everyone standing straighter and tensing up. Then Simon asked you a question “the guy you killed, you saw his rank?” you shook your head, there were much more important things at the time. Simon turned to Soap “go get the radio” then back to you “don’t think you killed an ol’ soldier kid, startin’ to seem like someone much more important”

Part 17

Now, years after his surgery and transition, Simon loves his scars because they look badass, no they don’t have good stories behind them but it shows what Simon has been through. He loves the way people stare, he knows he scares the shit out of him, and in a weird, maybe a little fucked up way he likes it, when he was younger he was always the one afraid, and it makes Simon feel proud of himself knowing he’s not that scared little boy anymore.

kinda turned into reader asking them (cause I was struggling to write Prices)

Simon refuses to answer, and it's because he really doesn't have a preference but he knows you won't accept that answer.

Really, Simon loves all of you equally and practically worships your body. Will, and has, spent house worshipping your boobs, butt, thighs, pussy, individually and all together. Maybe there some day when he’s feeling one over the other, but genuinely he loves all of you equally (although I feel like he would unintentionally fall in love with whatever your insecure about, in both a romantic ad sexual way)

Gaz blushes when you ask, stuttering over his words a bit before eventually answering.

Boobs but he doesn't just like small or big boobs, he just loves everyone's chest, man or woman, he doesn't care. Will shamelessly stare at someone if their chest area is showing, which results in them either thinking he’s rude or flirting with him. He just has an odd love for it, it's not even explicitly sexual, he just thinks they're beautiful and wants to lay his face on your chest all the time.

Price answers honestly and immediately like its the most normal question ever 

Ass 100% he thinks it's hot, likes watching your ass move while he’s ramming into you, will put you in the meanest arch just so your ass is on full display. Also loves slapping your ass till it's red, biting your ass. His hand is almost always on your ass, even when it shouldn't be. (won't out right say it, but will stare if he sees someone with a big ass, man or woman he will appreciate)

Soap smirks and looks between your legs “why don't I show ya bonnie”