kelna :)

He couldn’t control his anger towards you, yet he didn’t know why. What feature about you made him so upset, your cute face? The way you smiled at him on the bus one time? Or how about how you always wore the cutest dresses? No, none of that, he knew that he hated you so much was because you were a stupid fucking female. He hated women more than anything in the world, but the fact he fell for you? It was worse than a heart attack. He wanted you to stop texting him good morning, he wanted you to stop sending him videos you liked, but he loved the feeling of his heart racing knowing you willingly talked to him.

Shigaraki had never been good with women, which is what led him down the path of inceldom, rejection after another became too frustrating and quite pathetic. He couldn’t stand looking in the mirror without seeing a failure, he hated himself, self pity and loathing was a part of his daily routine. But once he dove into the first incel forum, he was addicted. He knew that it wasn’t his fault that women didn’t like him, no, it was their fault for being such vapid sluts and not appreciating him.

He was conflicted, on one hand, you actually liked him, and enjoyed talking to him, maybe it could go further. On the other, you could be lying, trying to make fun of him. Tomura’s thoughts were jumbled, he didn’t know what to do. Until.

ring

“hey, do you want to hang out? :)” your words felt so sweet, even through text. You were always kind, sending emoticons after every message to set the tone. He didn’t know how to respond, did he just say yes, did he put emotion in it too? His pale fingers hovered over the screen before replying.

“Sure. When?” Yes, he was boring and simple, but did you really deserve his best? You were nothing but a vapid slut who hangs out with him out of pity-

ring

“this afternoon? at ur place around 1 :D?” His place? You hadn’t hung out forever, let alone at his own room. He was wondering what you were planning, but decided against it, he’d rather you come over than spend another second in your insufferable cute room, having to sit around plushies.

“Ok.”

God, he was boring and he knew it. But you still liked him, so he didn’t really have to try for you, right?

-

A knock was heard through his apartment, he got up from his gaming chair and walked to the front door, taking his time. He unlocked it to see you, cute as ever looking at him with a smile, holding some sort of box.

“Hi shiggy! Missed you!” You stepped into the apartment, formalities really gone, you two have been best friends forever! Slipping off your shoes, you stepped further into his house, not really remembering the layout, it had been a while since you came over. He just silently watched you, no emotions plastered on his face.

“So, what do ya wanna do? I heard minecraft got an update, wanna play that?” Of course you wanted to play something like minecraft, a stupid game that takes no brainpower for sluts like you, all fake gamer girls played it. God, you annoyed him to no end.

“Sure.” He walked in front of you, avoiding your gaze and lead you to his room. He opened the door and let himself first, plopping down on his gaming chair as it swung to the side a bit. You set your things on his bed carefully, the box still in hand.

“I almost forgot! I brought you a gift, since it’s been so long.” The grin on your face was adorable, you looked excited for his response, but Shigaraki just held out his hand for you to give it, but you didn’t let that make your smile go down. He took the medium sized box and stared at it, ripping open the taped side and slipping out the contents.

“I know you’ve been wanting it for a while, I hope you like it!” He stared at the object in his palms, almost like he didn’t believe it. It was the figure he had wanted for so long, they only came out certain times of the year and sold out almost immediately, he couldn’t believe he was holding it. Tomura’s face was in complete shock, mouth agape as he just stared at the figurine and back at you, over and over again.

“Do you like it?” You had a giggle in your laugh, obviously overjoyed that you were able to give him this gift.

“You.... You.” The words couldn’t leave his tongue, he was shaking. But not with joy, no, with rage.

“You bitch.”

The words didn’t even begin to process in your brain before you fell to the floor, cheek burning and Tomura towering over you.

“You fucking bitch. Why do you fucking do this to me, get me excited like you actually have feelings for me or something. You’re just like every other slut looking for a cock to suck. Why the fuck do I waste my time being your friend.” It didn’t make sense, what had you done wrong? You gave him the gift he always wanted.

“I- I don’t... I dont understan-“

Pop.

The sound of your nose made you cringe, you felt it bend as it began to bleed, fresh crimson dripping down your chin.

“Of course you don’t, I forget you have the listening skills of a fucking toddler. You lead me on, tell me i’m your ‘best friend’ or whatever, come to my house, bring me a fucking gift and act like you don’t want me. Acting so innocent like you don’t know what you’re doing. I can see right through that act, you’re just a low life slut.” He was hitting you throughout all this, your face feeling hot, covered in bruises probably by now. His feet kicking at your side as he lifted you up.

“Let’s show you the real reason I keep being friends with you.” His pale hands pulled up your shirt along with your bra, your bare chest being revealed to him. You had tears in your eyes, looking for a glimpse of mercy in his eyes, but they were dull with no sympathy, who was this person?

“Fuck. So fucking cute.” His hands were squishing your breasts, twiddling with your nipples as well. It was more than uncomfortable, the way he looked at them so animalistic, he wasn’t the Shigaraki you liked, the one you had a crush on.

“I can fuck around with you later, I want the main course.” He immediately brought his hands down to your pants and started to tug on them, bringing them down and leaving you in your panties. He just stared at them, right around your area to wear he could see your lips outlined. His cock was unbelievably hard, he needed you badly.

“So adorable. Are you a virgin?” Tomura’s head ducked down between your legs, nose stuffed on your pussy. His tongue licked the fabric, a wet spot appearing as he licked around, the friction causing you to moan at the sensation. He squeezed your thighs, smirking as you watched you slowly give in, or so he thought.

“Mmm, no answer? I guess you are...” He was on his knees on the bed, you could see the outline of his erection through his sweatpants, it was embarrassingly big. You shivered.

“Get off. I wanna go home.” You regretted your words as they came out, feeling the sensation of being slapped again, it felt almost harder this time. You just whimpered and stared at the ceiling.

“Shut the fuck up if you know what’s good for you.” Tomura’s fingers worked at pulling down the waistband, his cock springing out with a bounce. Your legs were pinned above you, after slipping off your panties, giving him full access to your pussy.

His cock was lined with your entrance, thumb hovering above your clit, ready to push through your tight, unprepared walls. You couldn’t look at him, all the shock and fear hit you at once, this was really happening and you felt powerless to stop it. You felt a sharp pain when Tomura shoved his entire cock in you, a scream leaving your throat, making him laugh at you. It was cruel, every thrust felt like absolute hell, while he laughed on and on. Every moment you called him your best friend, how you hugged him goodbye every time he left your house after you two hung out, every holiday gift exchange felt tainted.

“Such a tight little whore. I got so lucky with someone like you.” He was struggling to talk, you didn’t even have the power to form the words in your head, just enough to sob and whimper. His rubbed your clit, the friction making to squirm and tighten around him, groans leaving his lips when you moved.

“I’m already gonna cum. Your pussy’s too fuckin good.” You shook your head, trying to push him away with what little energy you had left.

“No. Not inside!” You sounded tired, you looked a mess with tears running down your cheeks, but he thought you were the most beautiful girl in this world, you looked the best when you were scared.

“I’ll do whatever the fuck I want. Don’t tell me that again or i’ll make sure i’ll get you pregnant.” You shut up, but didn’t allow yourself to not fight back. You hated yet loved the feeling of his cock inside you, everytime he hit your spot felt like heaven, it didn’t help how he rubbed your clit perfectly. Fuck, you knew you were gonna cum, and he was going to as well, with how tightly you gripped around him. You kept your moans as quiet as possibly, you were close, you were-

“Ahh!” You screamed as you cum, frustration coming out with your pleasure. He felt your walls tighten and slicken up.

“Fucking hell, did you cum? A dirty slut like you? How brave of you, I thought you didn’t want it?” You just cried under him as he pushed himself as far as he can go inside you, cum filling you up, feeling the warmth as it spread deep inside you. It felt so weird.

He didn’t say a word when he got up to zip himself up, or when he grabbed his things and left, not forgetting to take the gift you got him. He closed the front door, allowing you to muster the strength to get up from the bed, pain shooting through your body as you stood, and allowed you to crawl on the floor to the bathroom, cum running down the side of your legs. You cried in the bathroom, sobbing as you scrub until your skin bled, until you almost threw up. Your best friend did this, you couldn’t accept it.