i always click the "track package" button as soon as i get the email. "oh boy i wonder where my package is!" warehouse.

Avoidance is the worst reaction to stress. Oh this thing is giving me anxiety? And it's something I could prepare for by looking at it more or learning things about the topic? No, I will take psychological damage if I look at it directly. I will still be thinking about it and be stressed though.

oh to be loved without having fear of being replaced or to be chosen without being compared

!

in so many situations i shouldve just acted fucking worse idc

i am not well understood. which is also my fault

I Will Get The Light Back In My Eyes in 2026

no matter how traumatized i am, i still choose to give the purest love i can give.

i distance myself when i feel unwanted. i won't beg for space in someone's life. if my presence doesn't matter, my absence won't either. i choose peace over forcing connection.